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exarden 72, Female, New Jersey, USA - 20 entries

Nov 2007
6:12 AM EST

Have job, listed house

Well,
I got the job, listed the house. But thanks to some over drafts have no money until the 24th. This is bad. I should have a pay check on the 30th.
The realtor is very nice.

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TrulyMe88 37, Female, Colorado, USA - 188 entries

Nov 2007
3:19 PM MDT

I am marrying the greatest man that has every graced my presence. I know that I am so in love with him and I know that he is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. But I'm starting to wonder ifthe image of Vernon that I have painted in my mind and to everyone else is only surface deep. I feel like I haven't explored deeper into his characterand I've taken the things that he has told me about himself and made light of the situation because I don't want to taint the image I have of him. There are times I find myself staring at him deeply hoping to find something, anything that wouldallow me someclarity. And there are other times I just stare into his eyes and lose myself. There's nothing I wouldn't do for this man, my passionate love for him exceeds my dislike for all the whores, sluts, and low self esteem women that make it hard for women like me, and that's a lot! Vernon has become my everything, my love, my best friend, my confidant, my support system, my any and everything. Gosh I love my fiance.

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ilovegaarakun 35, Female, Virginia, USA - 10 entries

Nov 2007
11:08 AM EDT

remember that letter i got from the school about me violating some attendence law? yeah. they called me up to the guidance office today and there was some social worker sitting with my counselor. i immediately knew that i wasn't going to make it out of there without makinga fool of myself. but unfortunately, because i had no choice, i went in and sat down. i already knew what they were going to say, for i did recieve the letter in the mail informing me that my mother and i had to attend a manditory meeting this morning so we could discuss the matter. not to mention, the assistant principal called me to her office about it yesterday. but anyway, i sat down and the social worker introduced himself and stated what it was that he came here to do. he began by asking me questions about why i was absent so much, and then of coarse the inevitable question came: "is there anything happening at home that we should know about?". i thought 'oh gods... here it comes...' i answered no and as the questions persisted and became more personal, ibecamemore and more vulnerable. eventually, within about 10 minutes or so, i started to cry. i fucking hate crying in front of people ESPECIALLY people at school because they get so fucking involved and they don't know when to back off. then i did something fucking stupid that i just KNOW will come and haunt me. they asked me if i was actually depressed and i said yes. they asked me if i ever thought about suicide, and, without even thinking it through first, i said "EVERY DAY OF MY FUCKING LIFE!". it was not until about 20 minutes after i got back to class that i realized was a fucking idiotic mistake that was. the social worker already said that he was required to call my mother because of her absence in the meeting (i told them i didn't get the letter...), soi just know that if he actually gets a hold of her, then hes going to tell her that i said i was suicidal. fuck!!! omg.... i don't even know what to do. i cannot believe i told a total fucking stranger something so confidential. at the end of the meeting, they both were like "we're REALLY glad you were so honest about that. you didn't have to tell us that." ahh!! but i was retarded and said it anyway! nkfwqvzx!!!!!! i'm so pissed. my mom's gonna give me a fucking earful for this one. i remember talking about my depression to a guidance counselor at my middle school back in like 7th grade and everything i told her was repeated back to me furiously by my mother that same night. omg. i don't want to have to relive that. i really hope the man called my house instead of her cell phone. if thats the case then i can simply erase the message when i get home and she'll never know, just like i ripped up the letter. omg. i hope thats what happened. ha! you know what my counselor said? he told me to come talk to him about ANYTHING if i ever needed to. ahahahahaha!!!!! right! i learned my goddamned lesson 5 years ago. fuck that. he's sadly mistaken if he honestly thinks i'm going to go to him to talk about serious issues in my life. and besides, i'd want to talk all day and then it would be like skipping class. he'd never get anything done. "can we let you go back to class without you hurting yourself?" XDD. what a fucking loser. like i'm seriously going to hurt myself intentionally in school. he must really think i'm an idiot. if i really thought killing myself was absolutely necessary and that there was no other way out, don't you think i would have done it by now? i still have slight hope, mostly because i haven't really been all that depressed lately. ugh. until this morning of coarse. fuuuuuuuuuuck... alright i have to go now.

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exarden 72, Female, New Jersey, USA - 20 entries

Nov 2007
6:52 AM EST

Concerned, no energy

I am concerned about what my references might say and what Boscov's will say. Gee I hope they don't call.
Listing the house tonight.

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shirleyxu 54, Female, China - 301 entries

Nov 2007
10:28 AM EST

'真'的假不了

俺家大官人从京城出差回来，迫不及待地从行囊里请出几样玩意给我瞧，应用现代技术仿造的古董真是做的有模有样，看他津津有味地点评每一件 '宝'，我不得不聆听，好赖也是他老人家风尘仆仆大老远折腾回来的，本人不得不睁大双目，做欣赏状，我已经很习惯在这关键时候给'情绪'了。我明白藏宝的意义在秀宝。

男人掏宝的心态跟女人上街购物类似，眼睛基本上是半盲的，瞄到合眼缘的东西，只要周遭有'贤人雅士'及时忽悠几句就妥了，上当全不费工夫。打眼，打眼，打的就是这伙子超级发烧友的眼哪！

说到真假，所谓的名牌货是有防伪标签在上边贴着的，标志着产品的质量信誉。古董则不同了，在这帮收藏家的圈子里，真真假假，假假真真，古董古董本应该是越来越少，物以稀为贵，可如今靠假古董吃饭的阶级队伍在不断壮大，产供销一条龙搞得很专业，好在这个产业的追求目标，是让天下没心眼的收藏家们从心理上得到满足，山不在高有仙则灵，物不在真信了就行。

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heatherrenee46992 40, Female, Indiana, USA - 4 entries

Nov 2007
5:14 AM EDT

Payday!

Today, what a day. Payday. YYYYYessss! Cant wait to get some money in my hand!

http://photobucket.com Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I will write more later. I have to work 9-3 today. Yea short day too. Maybe it may be okay today and i won't be sooo bummed out.

Muah!

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exarden 72, Female, New Jersey, USA - 20 entries

Nov 2007
6:55 AM EST

Have job

Have job, need to get references cleared.
Am thinking, and praying posistively. Am really trying to be posistive.
Voting day.
Stan is coming over to fix plumbing.
Okay, this is better.
I am not moving now. This will be great.

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shadowlove 35, Female, New York, USA - 60 entries

Nov 2007
7:31 PM EDT

election day =no school.
I was so restless sitting home today. I called Sam, and complained to her till she agreed to go to the mall with me. It was really an unproductive trip. I bought a new belt... and that was about it. We really didn't do much. But it was fun - we got to just chill and walk around pointlessly. XD
I'm so excited!! - I realized the Eternal Melody II music I had was actualy full score!!!!!!

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heatherrenee46992 40, Female, Indiana, USA - 4 entries

Nov 2007
6:25 AM EDT

Pink: Just Like A Pill-Lyrics and Video

Just Like A Pill
By Pink
Powerlinetours.com

I think I took too much
I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
Shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cause its making me
Itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but she's
Being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Stead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
Ill
You keep makin' me ill

I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
Shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cause its making me
Itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
Being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Stead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
Ill
You keep makin' me ill

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Stead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
Ill
You keep makin' me ill

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
Shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cause its making me
Itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
Being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Stead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
Ill
You keep makin' me ill
(rpt end ^)

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scarlett 36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries

Nov 2007
12:57 PM EDT

so, enough about connor because that is simply ridiculousness. still slowly falling for patrick. too bad he's so far out of my league. i really do hope that he texts me before watching heroes. . .that would be nice. (ugh....one thing about connor: he keeps using the passive aggressive smiley " :] " im really starting too hate it...which is too bad...because it is kinda cute.) ok...i should go study bio. there is hilarity to come when i have some more time on my hands...also...you may not know this but combined public and private, my next entry will be my 150th! ....HUZZAH!

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