i signed-up at this website - to meet other expats to hang-out with but it also enables you to look for dating partners etc. so anyway. i came across this stupid, idiotic 'request' in one dude's profile (he's a whitey with brown hair, if you need to visualize) -
-- begin ridiculous portion --
You should be caring, but also the type of woman that wants to be looked after. I am a very traditional thinking type of man, I believe that more people are now unhappy because of the modern world, so I want to step back into time. I like woman who really act like ladies, I don't like bad language, it sounds cheap and nasty, I don't like it if you get drunk that is lack of respect and self control, I don't like smoking because it tastes bad when kissing and is not good for your health, I don't like someone who wants to be independent because this is not nature to be by yourself. If this sounds like you, wanting to have a boyfriend but then say you want to still have all your guy friends then you are not ready for a boyfriend, since you need attention from more than one guy. If you have passion, love, you are gentle, caring, kind and take pride in yourself, don't care about money, don't care about what everyone else has or is doing then I think you would be for me. :-)
-- end ridiculous portion --
(fyi he's also looking for marriage... i respect that but still...)
*faints*
i'm so entitled to my own ridiculous opinion i know that it's NOT ridiculous
I'm trying to start keeping up w/what I eat. My headaches are still problematic and my tummy issues are worse. I've been reading up on IBS (diagnosed at like 15), and for that and headaches it is strongly recommended that you keep a food journal so you can determine what possible food triggers you have.
For today - Well, it's Christmas Eve, so I've eaten horribly bad stuff. I had oatmeal and coffee for breakfast, but I ate sugar cookies and a mini cupcake before 1 pm. I at about 1/4 of a sandwich and some chips and 2 Dr. Peppers.
It's a wonder I'm not passed out yet. My head hurts already. I had some allergy issues so I took Dayquil and we are about to head to my inlaws' house....it'll only get worse!!!!
So... This is my first post on this site. I just joined today and and looking forward to using this as a non judgemental source to express myself. I don't really want anybody I know to read my journal entries. I just think its an invasion like letting my guard down without actually wanting to. So at least with this it is anonymous and nobody on here will judge me. Correction they will probably but their opinions don't matter.
It'd Christmas time and I hate this time of year. It's always been really difficult for me because half of my family is here and half is in Chicago. The whole be greateful for everything and be with ur family attitude rubs me the wrong way since I am not fully able to do either.
I am looking forward to Christmas being over so I can start off fresh with a new year. This past year has been filled with a lot of up's and downs. Got my heart broken, ruined my credit, started a new job, ended some unhealthy friendships. I learned some things along the way but I am ready to put all the negative behind me and start anew. I think that this next year is going to be my year. So hopefully next January I'll look back on this post and be thankful that this chapter of my life is over.
I'm heading to bed now. Will post again soon!
I just got my new desktop today. Just slightly more than a week ago, I was telling a few of my friends how much I wanted to have one because I wanna play MMO. Someone asked me if I wanna play MMO it's because I'm lonely.
Actually, not at all. I have plenty of things that I like to do to keep me busy. I just would like to try something new. That's all.
I started gaming once it's all set up and ready. I had fun and along the way I think I did quite a few things that made other players roled their eyes. (haha...)
However, there's something that's bothering me. -.-
How I managed to have this desktop at such a short notice was all because of my cousin who was so willing to spend on me. I was really thankful. I haven't been a very good spot today because I got pissed at what mom said to me... AGAIN (just like so many time in my life).
I forgot to thank my cousin and got mad because the cd/dvd drive couldn't work well. My cousin said that seller wanted her to come down to his store to get a new drive, and he's even willing to upgrade it for us... for free. To me, that's not the point. His store is so far away and my cousin told me she wasn't even sure of the way as well yet she just agreed to go down to his store to pick it up and said that she knew how to fix or change the drive.
That seller has the responsibility to come over to my house and fix that problem. I felt that my cousin was being to easy going. -.- Or maybe I'm simply being too difficult. I just feel that since he's the seller, he should be the one to provide us the service and not us who's making things convenient for him.
In the end, after waiting for such a long time for my cousin to help me set up the PC, I got bored and started reading my manga. I couldn't really paid attention to her when she was showing me some stuff and I didn't realised that I haven't thanked her for today. I did thank her profusely when she offered to get the PC for me, but I just didn't do it today. -.- I felt so rude, worst of all my mom was the one who reminded me.
This isn't the first time I didn't thank someone who has helped me. It's not that I didn't want to thank them, I simply forgot or didn't realise that I... just didn't. This is so embarrassing.
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