plain and simple, i do not ever want to talk to you again. you were a friend while i needed one, but i do not need you anymore. not if its going to be this fucking hard. not if you are going to tell my secrets after i trusted you not to. not after all of this. i seriously, really wanted to be friends with you for a really long time. but you cause too much fucking drama for me. it is not my problem that you feel so strongly towards ben, seriously tiah grow up. he has fucked up a ton of times. so have you. so have i. everyone fucks up, deal with it. if i have ever hurt you, which i apparantly have on many occasions, it was NEVER on purpose and you do not understand that. you make it seem like i am out to get you! I am not out to make your life fucking hell tiah. whatever, drop it because we cant be friends. i have given up for good, and i really hope you have too. you make things way too hard, ya you. i tried my fucking best and its just not good enough. it never is.
well thanks for stabbing me in the back, maybe you can find someone who you wont say shit about them, and pretend like its fine. Be honest becuase clearly you didn't want to be friends, seriously what have i ever done to you do deserve any of this, like what the fuck do I do to you!!! Nothing, sorry im not always there but 98% of the time I am. Learn to be semi independant, you can't just depend on people for everything, and you also can't just say shit about people and think its okay. You think you are so fucking perfect, but everyone has fucking problems, stop being so god damn stupid and realize YOU are always miserable.. guess why? Get your nose out of your ass and stand up for yourself when you need to, if you thought i was walking all over you then your pretty fucking stupid to not say something, your just a fucking bitch, and you think you are sooo great well fuck you, like stop talking about all these 'hot' guys who always walk you home, half them are fucking ugly.. and stop acting like a whore and saying you want to get with every fucking guy or be friends withfucking benifits.. You let ben stokes fucking screw you over, and he only dated you because he wanted fucking action.. look how fast he moved on!! God you are such a fucking clueless bitch, and if you read this, I hope you know I have EVERY right to say all of this about you. Never treat me as poorly has you have in our friendship, you don't deserve the chances you are givin, with most friends all you do is talk shit about all of them. Grow up, and act your own fucking age.
昨天参加了老同学的一个浪漫的西式婚礼，第一次被提醒要穿正装出席，所以严肃对待！可了不得，排场豪华，细节浪漫，出席的还有很多有头脸的人物，我们这样的小人物就只有感慨地份了。
不知什么原因，最近参加婚礼都挺感慨的。看到父亲将女儿送到新郎的手中，我几乎要流泪了，不自觉就会想到若干年后，老公把我心爱的女儿交到别人手上的样子，现在我就开始舍不得了。昨天还特意问了问大宝，什么是幸福，她说幸福就是爱。也许我们父母的爱到了一定时候就满足不了她的要求了，舍不得也是不行的！呵呵。
同学豪华的婚礼也让我羡慕万分。告诉老公，我们当时咋这么简单，贴个喜字就算好了。老公更直接，说谁让我们那么早就结婚，如果现在才结婚，我们也能这么豪华！哈哈。。唉，也真是哦，我们都结婚九年多了，孩子都2个了，还乱嫉妒人家新婚夫妇！嘻嘻，女人都是虚荣的吧。明年十周年，希望能有个特别的纪念！
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