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I decided to start a Journal for the year 2008. With the new changes of quitting my job and starting nursing school, i felt that having a journal to record my daily thoughts would be good for me. Vent.. brag.. anything i want.

剑胆琴心

上个周末，敦爹雨中逛武夷山小城，喜得一匾，'剑胆琴心'四个大的烫金字跃然匾上，今晨敦爹在仔细欣赏过金匾后，得意地声称，这四个字正是他本人的境界。07年尾了，敦爹自己做的年终总结还真带有高度的概括性和浪漫主义情怀。

设想一下，一只柔弱的老鼠，他本身对生活的要求并不高，别人的屋檐下就能过得不错，但无奈的是，他当年年轻气盛，竟然鼠胆包天不顾后果地娶了只北方的大牛，还生了一只小牛，为了养活家里一大一小两只牛，老鼠不得不挺着其柔弱之躯拼老命挣钱，因为家里不但需要很多的粮草，而且还需要巨大的牛棚。老鼠每天在办公室玩命工作到深夜，回家还得撑着鼠胆来面对家里老牛发脾气时被踩的危险。如果老鼠没有剑胆，很难撑到今天。

老鼠敬爱自己的长辈，连他的天敌小猫乐肥都被老鼠对老猪和老猴的万般柔情感动了，暗暗佩服老鼠的琴心，决心下辈子也不远游，在家伺候爹娘。

元吴莱《岁晚恍然有怀》诗："小榻琴心展，长缨剑胆舒。"可是如今刚柔相济，任侠儒雅的男人太少了。男人有剑胆的缺琴心，有琴心的一般得跟老婆借剑胆。能与千里挑一的剑胆相伴，能与有万里挑一的琴心相随。我们家两头牛不知足都难哪。

quit my job and start my journey in discovering life as a freelance interpreter, aide-worker and missionary worker. alas i have bills to pay now. life.

So my sos.. had his polygraph today.. he was majorly stressed.

like on the level that triggered Bruce Banner to turn into the HULK. lol

I wonder if he he did turn into the HULK if he would pick me up like dude did in the hulk.. and possibly perform some mind blowing oral on me? lmao. me and im imagination.

So Tauri and I chilled at his place. took him for a walk..hes finally gotten used to me being the man. Ahem! Still jealous of me... and my sos... .dosent like it when i give him too much attention.. nor does he like it when he gives me attention.. So it breaks down to this. in his mind i think. "Man.. you pay attention and love on me.. Woman.. you pay attention and love on me. NOT eachother!"

He got home that evening.. and tooted his own horn at his success. and asked me how would i like rolling with a vb police officer... now i am and always have been the whips chains handcuff type of gal. but i think the baton will have to stay outta the bedroom. lol. nevertheless not a bad vision. However still skeptical on his issues with past women. yea it hurts to be shitted on. This i understand more than most.. but i think he dwells on it entirely too much... sometimes i think hes just waiting for me to betray him. or piss him off.. waiting.. waiting. ok. enough already!

So. i finally cussed dude out. for calling me at all hours. he knows that im entertaining the time of sos. but feels that his tiny pale dick that graces my cell phone text messages. will make me want him.. lmao. never did.. never will.. not tomorrow.. never so chill!

雨中游武夷山

2007年12月26日

今年的圣诞节过的很健康，陈家三浪人，浪迹武夷山。老天爷为了让我等充分体会武夷山云雾缭绕的超凡境界，一大早就殷勤地落下了不大不小的仙露。我们在嘀嗒雨点的伴奏下打着雨伞走在了通往天游峰的山道上。仰望晒布岩，听导游给我们讲了赤脚大仙晒布的故事确实独有一番情趣。从天上下来，我们不想辜负老天的好意，踏上了神游九曲的竹筏，和雨中亭亭玉女擦肩而过，仰望大王威武的风姿。一线天的路，黑，窄，滑，最窄的地方过起来还真有些吃力。当我们站在一线天30厘米宽的石缝里，体会了悟空当年为了一线希望，在黑暗中忍耐五百年的滋味。

我们走进街边一家茶庄，性情温和的吴老板请我们品尝了三种武夷岩茶，他不慌不忙地递过一道道刚洗过的茶，让我们闻茶香，观茶色。果然红边绿叶的大红袍不同凡响，肥香肥香的，在一杯杯香茶的滋润下我们领教了武夷山茶文化的底蕴和武夷人的茶香情结。

岩茶的高雅是有名的，她根植岩石上的薄沙土中，靠吸收岩石中的矿物质和山间溪流的养份成长，茶棵不到一米高，远处看去白色的小茶花隐约可见，绿油油的茶园自然地随着山岩的上下左右延伸。巨大的山石大哥，为茶树小妹挡住了阳光，小妹自然就出落得极嫩，水灵灵的煞是可爱。

回沪的火车上我们巧遇一位懂茶的武夷人，他说真正的'大红袍'现在只有四棵茶树，年产量只有区区8两，价格高过黄金几倍，有专人把守，并供人们从远处观赏。每年的五月初，是茶园的收获季节，武夷山上下茶香飘飘，真可谓茶不醉人人自醉。

在武夷山的两天里我们有机会跟大自然来个三维亲密接触，上攀九十度的峰，下转九曲十八弯的溪和横穿白余米的岩缝。倒是九曲边的众石头给我很大启发，山不转水转，水不转人转。 每块石头的每个角度依其视觉效果都被高人们给起了美丽的名字。正如同我们看待自己和别人一样，大可不必死心眼，无论是长相还是性格，从正面实在看不下去了，可以换个角度来审视，没准美的连自己都不敢相信。

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Well i have to say my christmas was great!!! i loved all my presents. I got new big ipod speekers, lots of new make-up, tons of money, great perfumes, and best of all my daddy got me the cutest Father Daughter ring...it is a small gold band with little dimands across it. I cried when i got it! I LOVE MY DADDY!!! He is the best man in my life. I dont know what i would do without him. Well i stayed at my dad's on Christmas Eve and my little sister who is nine still believes in santa woke up at the crack of dawn to see what "santa" brought, So i am so tired. My dream is to become a cosmetologist so my mom got me a bunch of really good make up brushes. I love Christmas, but im ready for new years!!! I plan to have lots of fun!!i dont know what i am going to do but i bet i can find something down here in this small town. Even though i hate this place i can say we know how to throw a country party. We dont go to some club or have a bunch of people to our pool house...we party in the feilds lol...its great!!! BUT i do have to say i hope my buddy cody is back from florida, it wont be the same without him...The BIG question is i wonder who my new years kiss will be with??Hopefully not some random guy! If it is the right person maybe we will end up spending the whole year together!!! well im pooped going to bed...HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GOOD CHRISTMAS!!!! night yall

yours truly,

KrazyKay

Christmas is now a holiday all about presents, and spending a lot of money. Its about the materialistic things, and everyone thinks they deserve so much. I hate christmas because of that. I hate that people have these expectations of getting all these presents, and being so selfish. I've decided that as of next year, I want every single person to give me money, so that I can choose a charity of my choice and give a lot of money to it. I hate recieving gifts when I know that there are people out there who can't even live a normal life because they dont have enough money. I feel so greedy, and selfish. I'm so privledged, and to me getting presents big and small don't matter to me at all, I get no excitement or thill out of it. I don't like the holiday of christmas, I don't like it at all.! To me christmas is about spending time with your family, and having fun. Bringing everyone together and just having a good happy time together. Its all about doing things together, and enjoying the people who mean most to you. Christmas is suppose to be happy, and nothing is better then being around your grandparents, parents, siblings, close friends, and just the people who youlove you the most.