Today Madisyn is exactly one month old!! last night she fussed so much i barely slept. Today im a little cranky from lack of sleep but i guess ill be ok!! i have an amazing mother as i may have told you before she got up with maddi this morning at 6:30 when she started crying! My mom is terrific any time i need her to get up with maddi she does it helps me so much!! she lets me nap during the day when i need to.. she is just totally amazing!! im truly lucky to have a mom as wonderful as mine.. she means the world to me!!
MOM,
your trully amazing and you mean the world to me.. i wanna tell you how much i love you tho i think you already know!! I love you so much.. as a mom, as
I can't believe how quickly I can change my mind about things.
The guy i was so completely and helplessly head over heels for, doesn't really do that to me anymore. I still like him but honestly, what is it worth? He has made me wait so long and if things are just going to change now, it seems like he never thought I was worth it. He had to check everyone else first to see if they were better than me. And even now? Is he interested? Probably not.
Youth Of The Nation Lyrics Last day of the rest of my life I wish I would've known Cause I didn't kiss my mama goodbye I didn't tell her that I loved her and how much I care Or thank my pops for all the talks And all the wisdom he shared Unaware, I just did what I always do Everyday, the same routine Before I skate off to school But who knew that this day wasn't like the rest Instead of taking a test I took two to the chest Call me blind, but I didn't see it coming Everybody was running But I couldn't hear nothing Except gun blasts, it happened so fast I don't really know this kid Even though I sit by him in class Maybe this kid was reaching out for love Or maybe for a moment He forgot who he was Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged Whatever it was I know it's because [chorus:] We are, We are, the youth of the nation Little Suzy, she was only twelve She was given the world With every chance to excel Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell She might act kind of proud But no respect for herself She finds love in all the wrong places The same situations Just different faces Changed up her pace since her daddy left her Too bad he never told her She deserved much better Johnny boy always played the fool He broke all the rules So you would think he was cool He was never really one of the guys No matter how hard he tried Often thought of suicide It's kind of hard when you ain't got no friends He put his life to an end They might remember him then You cross the line and there's no turning back Told the world how he felt With the sound of a gat Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim No matter what you say It don't take away the pain That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies Don't nobody know why It's the blind leading the blind I guess that's the way the story goes Will it ever make sense Somebody's got to know There's got to be more to life than this There's got to be more to everything I thought exists
I'm still alive, for now... and hopefully for a while. I got really down the other day. I got closer than I ever had before. It's a little scary thinking about it. When someone asks me about the future it's hard for me to answer because most of the time I don't know if I'll have one.
My daughter Madisyn is just shy of being 1 month old. She was born on January 12, 2008 at 1:04 pm. She was 7lbs. and 12oz. 19 and 1/2 inches long. She has a head full of hair and a smile brighter than anything! She is the half that makes me whole!
I am 18 years old now and i was 17 when i got ppregnant with her!! I have full blown Bipolar and i get very depressed. My best friend is my mom and i love her very much if it wasnt for her i would have been all alone my whole pregnancy.. she took care of me every step of the way!! Madisyns daddy wants nothing to do with her and it breaks my heart because i no a guy that i have been friends with since i was like in 4th grade and his mom and dad treat her like she is there family but really she isnt!! And every day i thank god that we are so lucky to have family that cares about us...
anyways...
i need advice Maddi gets so fussy at night and i get so frustrated with her i dont know what to do.. anyone have any advice at all?
Thanks Kayla and Maddi
Het ging redelijk goed. De dag. Vandaag.
Heb wel de laatste 2 uur gespijbeld. Tjesus. Ik was zo vrij.
Maar het mag niet meer. Dit was echte noodzaak.
Voor mij toch.
Het klinkt bizar maar ik moest gewoon weg uit school. Weg.
De kloteschool.
Kon het er geen 2 uur meer uithouden.
Aarg!
Net gegeten.
Waarom toch?
Verder 3 bookes verspreid over de hele dag.
Zalig. Het lichte duizeligheidsgevoel.
Hm, nu wel hoofdpijn. Gaat wel over.
Ben ermee weg. Doei
�I love Texas Parks & Wildlife. I wish I could work for them, to be out in the open air and so close to the wildlife.It would be amazing. But, since I can't work for them I can most definitely rate them. This will be my first rating. Remember,�it is my opinion and does not mean that your experience will be the same.�
��Lets start with�Lake Texana State Park. It is on Lake Texana, of course, outside of Edna, Texas. It is close to the Gulf coast.�This state park is great. The people who work at this state park are probably the friendliest of all the places I have been. Super sweet! A campsite is $10-15 per night (as of 2008).�My favorite thing about the campsite was that there were no bugs. I mean absolutely no bugs. No ants, mesquitos, or anything. Mesquitos at Matagorda will carry you off. They got so bad at about 6pm that we had to leave. That's how we ended up at Lake Texana State Park. Plus, my husband had gone there when he was a child. Lake Texana has alligators so if you have children you should keep an eye on them. Swimming is allowed but it is at your own risk. A risk I did not take with my children because...
�We decided to fish and the kids have not quite learned how to tell if they have a bite�so we put bobbers and corks on all the rods. It was dark and the fish would nibble a bit but nothing was really biting. We were about to real in when my youngest daughter said she had something after her bobber. My husband had one of those headlights that the�fisherman always wear at night, so he shines it out on her bobber. It was an alligator. It went under and then so did the cork on my rod. Then a huge tug and then the fight was on. I couldn't handle�it so I passed it on to my husband who fought this thing for almost an hour.�The alligator would roll and twist and drag line out forever. Then when he got tired my husband would reel him half way in and the thing would take off again. We figured it would break the line but it never did. He finally reeled it in about 2 feet from the bank and we all said that was close enough so he cut the line. It was a 6 ft. plus alligator and he gave my husband something to talk about for a while.�
� Another great thing about the park is that it has lighted fishing piers so you can fish all night.�It also has hiking trails that are great for seeing birds and even getting near the marshy water areas to see alligators. Watch out for snakes. We did not see any but in that kind of environment there�is sure to be one or two.�
�� So, if you ever get down that way and you want an adventure with some really nice people then you should stay a night or two at Lake Texana State Park. :)�
�Just my opinion...
today i spent way to much,just couldnt resit getting a few new things for summer camping .i went out hiking the other day and had a very enjoyable time the only thing missing was a good looking man from the u.k. to hike with,the trees dont have leaves on em yet bit i think they will soon. im so looking foward to summer fun,its been such a long time since ive camped,hiked,canoed down stream or explored a cave. these things seem to cheer me up being in the hot sun under a canopy of trees or sitting on a huge rock over looking a waterfall.and i cant wait for the sunsets, and checking out the milky way agin love looking at the stars,i did see deer tracks so hopefully this year ill get a few photos of them to add to my collection, and nothing like cooking over a campfire even if its just hot dogs hambergers and marshmallows, i plan on quabache trails,turkey run,spring mills and mc cormics creek not to metion shakamac state park these are some of indiannas finest,its get there earley first come first served
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maddismommi0108 36, Female, Texas, USA - 2 entries