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LacrosseLover 29, Female, California, USA - 22 entries

Apr 2007
12:15 PM PST

La La La. Today was boring that is what I did all day nada nothing.

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JackAss104 31, Female, New York, USA - 10 entries

Apr 2007
8:27 AM EDT

My vacaton was horrible... even thouh I shold not be saying this I will anyway this vacation I was ROBBED WHEN I WAS IN ATLANTIC CITY!!! They took a lot of stuff they took my really nice flat screen TV they took my dad's labtop and portable DVD player and a lot of other stuff.. This is not good because now I am ganna be afraid to walk around my naborhood and even my own house and i really should ot be afraid to walk around my naborhood and my own house. I am so afraid Now...

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chantyllakalovagirl 31, Male, New York, USA - First entry!

Apr 2007
7:20 AM EDT

Diary entry #1

April5, 2007

look, usualli when itsz me and him he'sz all sweetie and sh!t and nice, gentle, but last night when i called him, hisz friend, and cuz'n wasz ova at hisz house sleepin ova or w/e and he tired to act like he run me and sh!t to look gud infront of hisz cuz'n and friend and they wasz talkin madd shit about me right infront of hisz face and he wasz just laughin, also he wasz sayin mean sh!t to me like i'm fat and otha stuff when i aint even fat. but i aint let it affect me he aint nobodi he bout to get knock the fu(k out. i hate it when boysz do that he just a little pussi aint he?

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writer1chick 35, Female, New York, USA - 8 entries

Apr 2007
12:14 AM EDT

Did you ever feel that you couldn't sleep? Even though it was late at night and there's nothing open. But you were in the dancing mood? In a way it is a Great feeling but still you can't saticfie your craveing to dance cause of the time. Well that's how I feel right now. It's 413 in the morning and I'm bored out of my mind wanting to go out and dance.. Just thought I would tell a bunch of people that I don't know if they ever felt the same way...

BY JANIE BERD......

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AMBERxCINDERELLA 30, Male, Ohio, USA - First entry!

Apr 2007
2:11 PM EDT

Nothing today, that i can think of. I will probably keep this updated since i don't have a life.

Talk to you later.

AMBERxCINDERELLA

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jaymme68 55, Female, Mississippi, USA - First entry!

Apr 2007
8:19 AM CST

4-1-07 - I've been deperessed all day. Watching Father of the Bride made me realize how much of my life I would change if I could go back. I miss my Daddy so much. I would have had a real wedding, I would have left all the idiots I got involved with alone, I would have gotten my children out of Montgomery, AL sooner and I would have never let my daughter quit school. I re-married their father again for the third time after 14 years, and my life has gone back to the way it was years ago, I'm dealing with his drug addiction once again, I was free of it, and I believed his hopeless promises and took him back again. this is another thing I would change if I could. Now I'm stuck. We live in a house that is way too expensive, there is nothin here to rent that is affordable, the only positive thing is that I am finally going back to nursing school. that is the one thing I can still thrive for. Now that I am 38 I can see that this is not the life I would have chosen for myself. My adoptive parents families don't have anything to do with my now that they know that I know I was adoped and my biological parents families have little to do with me, so it's just me, Shana, Dylan and bobby and my Mama that raised me, which by the way IS my Mama as far as I am concerned. I feel lost without any family ties and it's unfair. I think that's why I have always clinged to Bobby because even though he does what he does I know he really loves me. He can't help how he was raised and its like he is brainwashed. But I'm afraid he will never ever stop doing drugs, taking pills, and I can't live my life like that. I'm going to turn my attention to school and I know when I get out that if he is still doin his thing I can afford to do whatever I want. I could kick my own ass for believing he would actually see things the right way, hell that's all he knows. I'm tired of struggling, we never have enough money, my son, poor thing, I never thought a person could love someone as much as I love him. If I could take him away from this environment right now I would today, I had him out and damnit if I didn't bring him back in it by giving bobby the benefit of the doubt. I should have known better. Poor Shana, he has hurt her more than anybody probably. that makes me hate him. He's never in his right mind anymore, stupidm methodome and Zanax. I hate pillsand I hate drugs!!!!!!!! I wish I could take both my kids out of here I would. Anyway I guess that is enough for today. Until tomorrow.

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storminorma 63, Female, Florida, USA - 34 entries

Mar 2007
4:53 PM EDT

I admire many people. Charles Darwin, Einstein, Galileo, Jesus..too many to list. I admire their intellect and curiosities to discover and find answers to many things we all seem to take for granted now. I WISH I had the brain capacity they all did!

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