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sexyG503 52, Female, Nevada, USA - 37 entries

Jun 2010
1:13 AM EDT

what do you do when your with someone and they dont seem to care about how you feel or anything all they care about is what you can get them...there very hurtful

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mrswho 57, Female, North Carolina, USA - 34 entries

Jun 2010
7:49 AM EDT

I want to go where noone knows me.. that is my long term goal. Sad I know. Will I ever do it? IDK, it seems that its always about someone else.

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joyousrobentus 35, Female, Australia - First entry!

Jun 2010
10:34 PM AEDT

1. Class allocations - I got the classes I needed. Having my academic career sorted is my main priority, so everything that I need to be successful is finally turning into good luck. I changed course for next semester and so i know i'm up for a good start. 2. Dyeing my hair - Because I need a new me for everything new about to happen. Changing my hair always marks a milestone in my life, this one is new. 3. Time to myself - I get to organise my life a bit. That intray is piling up! There's just a lot of sorting out, when you finally have the heart and the motivation.

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mrswho 57, Female, North Carolina, USA - 34 entries

Jun 2010
6:49 AM EDT

a goal without a plan is just a wish. Antoine de Saint-Exupery French writer

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ajax88 37, Female, DC, Washington, USA - 23 entries

Jun 2010
3:46 AM CST

Manichean Thoughts

In the beginning...the two "natures" or "substances", light and obscurity, good and evil, God and matter, coexisted, separated by a frontier. In the North reigned the Father of Greatness...in the South, the Prince of Darkness...the "disorderly motion" of matter drove the Prince of Darkness toward the upper frontier of his kingdom. Seeing the splendor of light, he is fired by the desire to conquer it. It is then that the Father decides that he will himself repulse the adversary. He...projects from himself, the Mother of Life, who...projects a new hypostasis, the Primordial Man...With his five sons, who are...his "soul" and "armor" made from five lights, the Primordial Man descends to the frontier. He challenges the darkness, but he is conquered, and his sons are devoured by the demons...This defeat marks the beginning of the cosmic "mixture", but at the same time it insures the final triumph of God. For obscurity (matter) now possesses a portion of light...and the Father, preparing its deliverance, at the same time arranges for his definitive victory against darkness. In a second Creation, the Father "evokes" the Living Spirit, which, descending toward obscurity, grasps the hand of the Primordial Man and raises him to his celestial homeland, the Paradise of Lights. Overwhelming the demonic Archontes, the Living Spirit fashions the heavens from their skins, the mountains from their bones, the earth from their flesh and their excretments...In addition, he achieves a first deliverance of light by creating the sun, the moon, and the stars from portions of it that had not suffered too much from contact with obscurity. Finally, the Father proceeds to a last evocation and projects by emanation the Third Messenger. The latter organizes the cosmos into a kind of machine to collect - and...to deliver - the still-captive particles of light. During the first two weeks of the month, the particles rise to the moon, which becomes a full moon; during the second two weeks, light is transferred from the moon to the sun and, finally, to its celestial homeland. But there were still the particles that had been swallowed by the demons. Then the messenger displays himself to the male demons in the form of a dazzling naked virgin, while the female demons see him as a handsome naked young man...fired by desire, the male demons...give forth their�semen, and, with it, the light that they had swallowed. Fallen to the ground, their semen gives birth to all the vegetable species. As for the female devils who were already pregnant, at the sight of the handsome young man they give birth to abortions, which, cast onto the ground, eat the buds of trees, thus assimilating the light that they contained. Alarmed by the Third Messenger's tactics, matter, personified as Concupiscence, decides to create a stronger prison around the still-captive particles of light. Two demons, one male, the other female, devour all the abortions in order to absorb the totality of light, and they then�couple. Thus Adam and�Eve�were engendered

--Mircea Eliade, �"A History of Religious Ideas"

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mourningcloak 70, Female, New York, USA - 14 entries

Jun 2010
3:52 AM EST

Today

I am trying to pull myself out of this lethargic funk I am in....I am home today and will try to get some stuff done.

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taylor2012ghs 31, Female, South Carolina, USA - 3 entries

Jun 2010
3:05 AM EST

taken

i noticed that every wall i look at here is white.
i notcied that every room temperature is cold.
i noticed that every patient in this place is sick.

no one is sicker than me.
no one has had their life taken from then like me.
no one is going through what i am like me.
no one has cancer here like me.

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vampiricakatt 29, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

Jun 2010
10:34 AM EDT

WHY!

okay so I had to call the cops on my parents big deal, i have to watch my dad get drunk everynight so what,� I have to move away from the town i grew up in, Oh well, I wont be with my best friend, I have to deal with it, Things are never going to change, That better not come true. this is what is going on i told my grandparents i rather go to�a foster home then to live with my mom. and that i rather die then to see my dad get drunk everynight. No big deal. Right???

Tags: friends, pain, parents, sorrow, wonder

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whoami? 40, Female, Nebraska, USA - 60 entries

Jun 2010
3:02 PM CST

positivity

Looking back on recent entries makes me realize how negative I was for quite some time. I was very much a despondent and it was not fun. I can't say this is completely out of my system, but I am definitely not in a state of depression like I was. This is in great thanks to God who came to my rescue after the prayers of great friends. I hate depression, and the power it has over me.

Anyways, positivity. Let's have a little of that. This weekend was nice, got to spend time at the lake and the pool, got free garden vegetables, planted my own garden, made curtains for Lydia's bedroom, watched the Bourne Trilogy (yeah!), got some things off of my to-do list, read encouraging and much needed hopeful responses to my recent journal entries, mowed the lawn, read perfect devotionals where God keeps telling me to stop wrestling in prayer, stop worrying, be patient and trust-there were just a lot of good things that happened this weekend. It'd be nice if this dumb dark cloud would stop following me though. It seems I can't really escape it. I just feel guilty all the time. I know I worked a lot of 50-60 hour weeks during the school year, but this is way too much compensation time. It makes me crazy. But I guess I still haven't quite learned how to use my time wisely. At least I'm getting there. And now it's go time! Three weeks of camp in June is going to make the month fly by! I hope it's fun though. I have to tell msyelf to have fun, and not take it all too seriously!

Need to keep thinking positive! Count my blessings and testify truth!

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Sportychicka92 33, Female, Florida, USA - 2 entries

Jun 2010
3:12 PM EDT

Wow. I haven't been on this for a GOOD while like freshmen year? I should get back to it :)

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