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vampiricakatt 28, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

Jun 2010
10:34 AM EDT

WHY!

okay so I had to call the cops on my parents big deal, i have to watch my dad get drunk everynight so what,� I have to move away from the town i grew up in, Oh well, I wont be with my best friend, I have to deal with it, Things are never going to change, That better not come true. this is what is going on i told my grandparents i rather go to�a foster home then to live with my mom. and that i rather die then to see my dad get drunk everynight. No big deal. Right???

Tags: friends, pain, parents, sorrow, wonder

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vampiricakatt 28, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

May 2010
7:12 AM EDT

I am here once again

You scream and yell
And i just sit there
You call me names and such
and I don't care
Your pushing me and pushing me
Closer to the edge
you rag and rag
and All I said
was have a good day
When I didn't want to talk
you took it the wrong way
and now here I am
here again
Broken down inside
what you don't get
Is that what you say hurts me
no matter what I don't do it to you
why do you do it to me?
So have a good life
Because I'm gone
And never will be seen again
By
Katt Gravlin

Tags: bullies, hurt, pain, sorrow

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vampiricakatt 28, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

May 2010
6:59 AM EDT

down for the count

bam Thump i hit the floor
no one notices my screams and yells for help
I feel the blood trickle down my cheek
I feel the pain inside of me
The blood has spread to my lips
inside my mouth with a busted lip
I feel the hot tears go down
my cheek as I cry
He stands over me wishing i would die
Everything he's done
everything he's said
Was a lie
and always will be.
By
Katt Chapman

Tags: Hurt, pain, Sorrow

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vampiricakatt 28, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

May 2010
6:56 AM EDT

The things I hear

The Fights and screams
But I am unseen
I hear the crashes and fall
I can see it all
I look in the mirror and see
My bloody face beside me
Why has he done this again
why did I have to get in between them
another crash another scream
Why wont god save me
In front of me is this mirror
That only shows my horror
I smash it into pieces
And hope that I will free them
The cuts on my arms are nothing
Depending on the consequents.

Tags: Cutting, fights, Parents, Sorrow, sorry

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vampiricakatt 28, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

May 2010
7:02 AM EDT

Girl inside the lines

I am the girl
Who doesn't fix the world
as expected this is me
Expected to do certain things
Im expected to run and jump when Told
To sit there and take the beating
When someone else is mad
Im expected to be there
When someone else is sad
I'm expected to be the one
Everyone goes to
Expected to be the one
to save the day
I fight everyone else's problems head on
But tend to forget my own
So here I am
Writing this poem
Judge me if you want
But Im already alone
there's no point in killing me
because I'm already dead
I'm in a bath of blood and no one knows
so here I am once again

Tags: friends, Me, sorrow

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vampiricakatt 28, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

Apr 2010
10:37 AM EDT

As The Days Go On

�as the days go on
Life eats away at the soul I have left
I try not to die
but I see it coming fast
I know that one day I'll be loved
But I still want to die
after I go to the underworld
I feel the presents that I didn't
once I leave this town
and once I leave this world
I shall die
and never return.
By
Katt Chapman
I wrote this a while ago but as the days go by I see it is coming more true day by day

Tags: Sorrow

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vampiricakatt 28, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

Apr 2010
10:24 AM EDT

�I dont mean to yell but IM NEVER GOING TO BE OKAY! IM SOMETHING THAT CAN'T BE FIXED EVER! WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK THAT THEY CAN FIX ME IM NOT A CHEEP TOY YOU GET AT THE DOLLAR STORE! I'LL NEVER BE OKAY AS LONG AS I LVE EVERY TIME IM HAPPY THE SUPPOSED GOD MAKES THINGS WORSE THEN THEY ALREADY WERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tags: Sorrow, support

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vampiricakatt 28, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

Apr 2010
6:50 AM EDT

as i drown
I go far down
in the water I fade
I scream with horror
and no one is found
I try to swim for the light
but it is fadeing
Im dieing
Why didn't anyone find me?
Why didn't anyone save me?

Katt Chapman

Tags: sorrow

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1 comment(s) - 02:37 PM - 04/12/2010

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vampiricakatt 28, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

Apr 2010
6:49 AM EDT

once there was a girl
who wasn't understood by the world
she cried every night
she decided to end her life
and no one found her in time
so she died and now she cries
alone as a ghost.
by
katt chapman

Tags: Sorrow

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3 comment(s) - 08:57 PM - 04/09/2010

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loveKL92 31, Female, Ohio, USA - 18 entries

Oct 2009
5:05 AM EDT

Break -Ups (SONG)

Opening:

One little girl,

One little man,

On top of the world,

Holding hands.

Why didn't it,

turn out like they planned?

CHORUS:

How could you leave her,

dripping in tears?

How could you Tell her,

reality is her worst fear?

How could you say,

that she was you're mistake?

How could you dare begin to break,

her?

VERSE#1:

She's cold and alone,

she's far from home,

she loved him,

he said not forgiven.

CHORUS:

How could you leave him,

dripping in tears?

How could you tell him,

reality is his worst fear?

How could you say,

that he was your mistake?

How could you dare begin to break,

him?

VERSE�#2:

Backwards he bent,

to show her love,

to make her heart mend,

with his gift from above.

CHORUS:

how could you leave me,

dripping in tears?

how you tell me,

reality is my worst fear?

How could you say,

I was your mistake?

How could you dare begin to break,

me?

ENDING:

One little man,

One little girl,

No longer holdin' hands,

on different worlds,

Why hadn't it,

ended like they plan?

Tags: break-ups, heart, KL, love, ryan lee, sorrow

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