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xdyingxinsidex 33, Female, Texas, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
1:44 PM CST

There is a lyric to a song that goes "have you ever been alone in a crowded room?" and it made me think. . . hmMmMm HAVE i ever been alone in a crowded room. . .hmmm HAVE i? yes i have. plenty of times. because no matter how much u fake a smile or a laugh the real you will show through all of that. i remember trying to fake who i was just for people to like me and so i could fit into the "normal" when really is there such a thing as normal. . ? people are pretending to be normal but what is normal to one person maybe be terribly strange to another right? then if not everyone agrees on what is normal tecnically there is NO normal what-so-ever. . . correct? there is also another lyric that says "nothing tastes as sw33t as what i cant have" that is also something i find to be terribly true i mean if we can have it then why want it because u already know u can get it correct? yeah thats what i thought so we want things we cant get because they are more appealing to us like we have a challenge to get them yeah but n e wayz thats my lil dr.phil moment of the day Until next time,

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stepstv 36, Female, California, USA - 19 entries

Dec 2006
3:01 PM EDT

What I give to others, and what do they get by knowing me?

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stepstv 36, Female, California, USA - 19 entries

Dec 2006
2:59 PM EDT

Well I am most happy about having God in my life because he has helped me through ever thing. Before I knew him my life was a mess and not a good life, but now that I have found him my life is much better, i have a better relationship with my family, i am doing good at school because he gives me the strenght to study and go to school. He gave me and my parents a nice house to life in. With out him i wouldn't even gone to college because we don't have the money, but he prepared jobs that pay good and that my parents like. Also i wouldn't have met my husband if it was not for God. Basiclly i have to say that god has helped me and my family alot and that i am happy about having done what i did going to church.

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stepstv 36, Female, California, USA - 19 entries

Dec 2006
2:50 PM EDT

Well no I don't seek acceptance of anyone else befor i accept my self.

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MsLadybugHD8 54, Female, Missouri, USA - 7 entries

Dec 2006
12:40 PM CDT

Do I seek the acceptance of others before the acceptance of myself? Unfortunately, I believe that I do a lot, if not most of the time. It really depends on my mood. I do have my ups & downs. And boy, was this weekend a bit of a down mood - PMS really. I never thought I was that bad, but I was this weekend. And maybe I'm not all that much of a bitch every month during the PMS time, b/c I know that yesterday I cramped worse than I almost ever have. Thank God today has been better - almost cramp free. And I did get a fairly decent night of sleep, just not long enough. Now, if only I didn't get that MMR shot today - cause my whole arm & most of my left side is aching. Yuck! But I guess it's for the best. As long as I don't have a reaction like I did from that last 2 tetanus shots I had. Better go, as it's after 4:30 & I'm ready to be off work. Although in all reality I could & probably should work over to make up for being late this morning (I couldn't find my keys), but I'm not planning on it. I'll make up the time later this week or next if I can.

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KaityGirl214 32, Female, New York, USA - 30 entries

Dec 2006
1:27 PM EDT

Today was like he double hockey sticks.......... My friends and i were totally LOUD. We would never shutup, from talking about crappy stuff, to how the populars make it to the top of the social ladder. Our idea is that they are born rich and popular, they have the little mommies that are like porn stars, and their daddies are like the rich fat dudes who give them credit cards with no limit. Their daddies like own night clubs and stuff........ The losers rock and we solute you! My friends and I that r good singers, stayed after for singing on the radio.......... On the way home from that I had to sit with my friend Jakob ( the cool loser who is awesome) who tried to get me sick...... I'm mad at him. But then he gave me cough drop and I wasn't mad anymore........ My friends and I think that Silvie and Jakob should be together... :) but he seriousally doesnt like her but he flirts with her......... Come to think of it he flirts with all of the girls....... C U l8r! Kool Yo~ Kaitlyn

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itsjustme 46, Female, Texas, USA - 37 entries

Dec 2006
11:15 AM CST

Hello, here again. So monday is almost over. All weekend I worried myself almost to death. i was so nervous I could hardly sleep. For some reason I knew something was not going to go right. Then, this morning went ok. Everything seemed to be going just fine. Then, i was trying to do some paperwork, and being new at the software we use I was a little unsure of myself, and then it started. The damn thing wouldn't work right. Not having anyone around to ask, it just makes me frustrated. So, one task left undone. Then, here we are having more and more problems with the city inspectors trying to get our project on track. They make me so mad. Its like they are purposely delaying us now. Like its a game. Stress is all they are adding to the mix for me and my co-workers. Damn, I'd feel better if only I could get this paperwork done right. I can't believe something so petty is driving me so batty.

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every1luvsme 34, Female, Ohio, USA - 16 entries

Dec 2006
1:08 PM EDT

me and micky and lincoln and William were talking on line at runescape

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Journal4Jackson 49, Female, California, USA - 48 entries

Dec 2006
8:30 AM PST

Entry for 12/18/06: Woke up late (around 7:45). Ate breakfast and watched Curious George. Then did morning routine and played with sister for a hour or so. Then we painted (with hands and brushes) at the table, got cleaned up and did wheelbarrow walker. Then watched Sesame Street, then played independently for awhile. Then had lunch followed by 20 minutes of burrito. Played some more, then had storytime and naptime. Didn't sleep for nap, got up and watched a short video. Then played with sister until dinnertime. After dinner played and spent time with Daddy, went to bed at normal time. Started brushing today, every two hours. At first he cried some and said he didn't like it, but after talking with you I applied more pressure and he seemed to do better with it.

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MissMischief 36, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 13 entries

Dec 2006
11:11 AM EDT

omg....i feel depressed. i can't see joe til like thursday or friday and today is only Monday. He said he has to work all this week. Well on Christmas Eve he is comming down and eating with my mom and me. Than on Christmas Day my mom and me are going to his house and eating dinner with him and his mom. well atleast I'm going to have a good christmas this year. I'm so happy i'm not going to be with a guy that does drugs or drinks to much....so I won't have to worry about him doing anything stupid. Okay thats all for today. L8R.

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