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xdyingxinsidex 33, Female, Texas, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
8:51 PM CST

l♥i♥f♥3 what is it about life that can just make u want to kill a person?I mean one minute it is perfect while the next it is just so0o0o horrible? The truth of the matter that i have found is that life really is like a box of chocolotes yes i know what u r thinking but im not saying it to be funny im 100% serious its like u dont know what half of anything is until u try it and sometimes you dont like what you tried but who really knows whats gonna happen unless you try it and even tho sumtimes u wish u didnt try it in the end you will be happy you did or you wont end up where you are supposed to be and if that is in prison then what the heck am i doing typing all of this? what the heck does what anything of which we learned matter? Why do we get so0o0o dressed up to go to school? we only go to school to learn not dress up ed right? well i think thats all i have to say about life other than it bites the big one ♥Paige

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Veex0 33, Female, New Jersey, USA - 2 entries

Dec 2006
10:03 PM EDT

My friend close to me past away today. He was in a car with his friends and they tried to avoid hitting a deer, and crashed into a pole, Jon was killed instantly. The other two kids have broken bones. I've never had anyone close to me pass away before, and it hurts. it's not just the fact that im not going to see him anymore, its just that i never had a chance to say goodbye. so just, hold onto what you have tightly, and never let it go. Once what you have is gone, you don't realize how precious someone is to you. Love ++ Peace Vee

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XxGijetxX 33, Female, Colorado, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
9:58 AM EDT

Bad Day Ok so My boyfriend is getting kicked out, no where to go, he has no job, no car and No money. So hes pretty much screwed. Well then he says I cant see my best friend and ex dana (who is getting out of jail in less than a month :P ) Sigh and I still have feelings for dana but I love Ryan >.< I dont kno what to do :( everything seems like its going wrong like my grades suck I hardly have friends my bf is a dick, what else could go wrong short of me dying or being homeless.

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TruGrayce 61, Female, Washington, USA - 33 entries

Dec 2006
5:46 AM PST

It's a gorgeous day here in the Pacific NW. The snow capped mountains look so very beautiful. My thoughts and prayers are sent to the families who's love ones are missing on Mt Hood. It's been over a week, 2 are still missing and 1 body was found yesterday. God Bless You, James Kelly...and may your new wings lead you to heaven's door!

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bananagreen 34, Female, Kansas, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
7:49 PM EDT

Well i just started this journal thing. I hope it goes ok, because all my others werent so great. I just got back from my church. we had a white elephant thing where we brought a gift and other people did to and you exchange them for the girfts other people brought. sry if that sound confusseing!lol well this weekend i through a surpise b-day party for my besteset friend savanna. it was pretty fun it got boring though because every body couldnt agree on something to do so.....this one chick left because "her head hurt and she didnt feel good" come oon now im not that stupid i walked up to her and i was like if you dont want to stay becasue your bored then just say that dont make up dumb excuses! i was mad! But yeah im gonna go to bed because im bored! bye

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chanduliar 45, Female, Texas, USA - 16 entries

Dec 2006
5:18 PM CST

Yea ... I now it Carli ,then it was Chad, then before that it was michelle. I have never been your main concern. Oh school ... that was first which I accepted then but why you go if you don't want to wor? YOU could of been there. You break promises... you say one thing do another!! I hate broken words of promise. I understand what is done is done. with you school/working choices that doesn't mean that it doesn't affect us. Or that they still do. Yes I am bitter angry mad really a completely differnt person now. YOU and TOBEY did this to me. I have no trust in anyone. I not going to talk to anyone, and nobody is who they are. This is me and this is how I feel. The club has had it days on me also. Which you can't even fathem the shit I seen and been through. I don't get you when you say you want to talk to tobey in jail. That your tring to understand? Well IT kinda late why didn't you do tis when there was a chance to change and save or what ever..... back then!! I don't get it when you can know every thing bout your friends and your club yet haven't taken that same effort into us. It like you just throu your hands up in the air on us and gave up. I know you know people who did this and how is makes you feel, hmmmmm..... I wonder I I feel When evryone has done this to me and now it is starting with Carli, YOu know I was stuck in TAmpa Last weekend Cause this fuking Docter boyfriend I thought was going to be really good for us instead ended up being one of the most meanest...unrespectful .... thought he was going to fukin rape me in downtown tampa cause he was druck or whatever his excuse was ... I ws stuck ther mom with nobody to call in an airport that I had to talk the driver into taken me there for fre cause I have no wallet or ID. NOW YOU DEAL WITH THAT, YOU just don't get it mom. YOU will never get it. I know you try some days, but ther are also other days. I was at work listing to my bosses wife talk about taken care of herself for her family and all this stuff... This is coming from a very sweet lady that make a million dollors if she get out of bed or not. Then she said something that made me stop drawing.... NEVER EMOTIONALY TIE YOUR FUTURE TO SOMEONE ELSES LACK OF ACTIONS!!!. I a a ah'ha moment. That what I been doing this whole time. DUH... and now I am hurt ia m suffing in everyway. People take my AC unit, I was being nice. The love of my life destroyed my dream of anything normal family life. Family and friend you get close to screw you over the best or leave, w/o thought. I never even seen it coming. People just have used me to the point to wear I only live for carli and me. Some days that hard. Who would of thought I be like this. people see the change in me and wonder why? Well .... they don't really fuking care they just act like they do do they can talk at you or about you. Even you have said thing I remeber to the excat word and where that hurt. This kandice thing ya'll are such BFF What ta hell is that about? Where was my BFF invite. OH yea I never got one cause of being being worried about everyone else. You said I wish my girls were more like her. Well I can bet she would be her if she went throu thease wonderful sentive emotions we have. You know everything about her and her friend and you hang w/o judgment and to me is fuck up. She is very nice but you asked so deal with it. I remeber your face when you told me allllll about her and how ou were. Happy you had a friend. I saw that but... I never seen that in you cause of or michelle. I see it w/ carli. Hell It was hard enough to get you to even belive in me on anything I do or did or wanted to do. I do think you dont even see me anymore. I wonder why you even got a myspace pace if you weren't going to check the blogs or post? what ta point. Temerarly get focus then that not your focus anymore. Just everything I ever know and who and emotions and people and everything in this word to me currently is just smoke and mirriors. It hard to understand your self when that what you see. monkey see monkey do. I refuse to raise carli in that manner. Yea I have an extrem amount of anger and resinment and the depth of hurt is unbelivable you can even see the bottem it is so deep. but Hey now you got something to think about. Crystal Light ... Cause my boss said I am in a new industry and I have to change my name. Kinda funny I thought. ?Where is that light? I thought Then I thought oh yea it behind ta mirrior.

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storminorma 64, Female, Florida, USA - 34 entries

Dec 2006
5:26 AM EDT

I guess Elizabeth, if you say so. I have endured quite a bit of hardship, and it was not always due to my indecision..sometimes we have no control over situations that cause us hardships, sometimes it's God's will..I'll admit to being somewhat ignorant as to which was which at any given time. But it's not always OUR decisions.."Thy will, not mine be done."..sound familiar?

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Angela Wang 47, Female, China - 73 entries

Dec 2006
5:17 PM EDT

It is much colder today. After breakfast, my husband and I took our baby by bike to buy a internet router for my teacher. The deal was quick and smooth, but when we were on our way back home, my son was sleepy and leaned on my right shoulder to sleep at last. I had no choice but let him to sleep without any disturbance. But I felt very tired and uncomfortable, one hand is needed to embrace my baby, and another to grasp the bike my husband riding. Although the 20-minites distance is not near, I am still happy to get together with my family. December 16 It is saturday again, I should be very happy, but I felt very upset because my husband quarreled with me last night. I think he accused me of not take care of our baby well----his hands felt cool out of quilt. I did not do it deliberately. But he didn’t think so. All is my fault? December 15 Today I only had one class due to absence of our teacher. In the oral English class, our foreign teacher asked me to answer a question, and this time I answered her question confidently. Yet it was exciting to me she adopted my answer as a topic to talk with other students. That adds me confidence to learn my oral English. I need to improve my oral English as quickly as possible. To communicate with others fluently is my dream. Work hard…….

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AguilarBaby 47, Female, Washington, USA - 50 entries

Dec 2006
12:48 PM PST

Well we finally got power today at 2:00am. We immediately took a bath and turned on our heaters so we are back in business. We slept most of the day and I am sure that was your way of telling me that it is now time to relax b/c I need to grow. So we did. We also cleaned up everything and put everything back in it's place to get our lives back in order. Well we have to go to work tomorrow so we will talk to you later. Love Mom & Dad

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x3ncroyle1236x3 37, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 33 entries

Dec 2006
3:26 PM EDT

ok... so Nick has to go for freaking test on his ribs... : ( Doug is having surgery on january 7.... who is next. i feel really tied and sick... but i am hanging in there, i guess.. but i get really frustrated in health class, cuz we are talking about tumors and all in class, and everyone in the class that nos about my mom, and my broth4er they all look over at me... i felt like dieing on Friday well i am out so later nicole leah

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