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uns3ttl3d 38, Female, New York, USA - 57 entries

Dec 2006
10:39 AM EDT

"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And the wisdom to know the difference." - Serenity Prayer, Reinhold Niebuhr what a great quote. ironically it ties in with everything i just wrote. thats kinda creepy. maybe i should like, write it down and try to follow it or something. maybe i shoudl like, wish there was a god or something. wishing does nothing. i have hope for nothing. hope is dead. hope is hopeless. hope doesnt exist nor did it ever. people are just lucky or they are just not. i am not. my luck is SHIT. my luck is bad and awful and terrible and i wish god would strike me with a lightening bolt right about...now.

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Emilie 41, Female, New Jersey, USA - 6 entries

Dec 2006
7:38 AM EDT

As a 22 yr old young women i feel like i learn things of an 30 yr old women been through things that real women been through that made me believe that no experience is best then when it actually happens to you its like you never know how th e fire feel until u actually get burnt then you have a scar that reminds you of your experience same thing with life in life i learn about men women friends family all though experience. Trust me if I could write a booki it would be JUICY i have shit that can make the hairs on your back stand at ATTENTION..People are crazy the shit they do say and lives they live are crazy..You can only imagine...

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Jane 58, Female, New Jersey, USA - 50 entries

Dec 2006
7:04 AM EDT

December 11, 2006 Oh what a day. Since I got to Charlotte my days have been quite challenging. Sometimes I really don’t know what to do with myself. It has taken a lot of work to keep my days busy so I really have to take it just one day at a time. With no job interviews on the horizon I have had to resort to call anyone I know in Charlotte - which is not many people. I did contact a guy who works for Lowes Motor Speedway. I met him when I was working here this fall. He has quite busy schedule this week but said he would meet with me next week. Then I call a lady I meet this weekend who was going to give me a contact at LMS for the woman in charge of concessions. But Kim was not at work today so I will have to call her back tomorrow. My last call was to Gail Lemmond who works for Levy Restaurants (major catering company for NASCAR tracks). This is a company I am very interested in. She does not do the hiring but I thought she could give me some info about the company. She is on vacation until after New Years so I should call her after that. With no more calls to make I did some random emailing of my resume to different Race Teams. I don’t think the emails are the most effective thing to do but when I have nothing else to do. With my job hunting done for the day I decided I needed a hair cut. After cruising around I finally found what looked like a nice salon. After chatting with the stylist and telling her of my mission to find work in NASCAR she had some tips for me. Since it seems meeting people is my best way to go about job hunting I have to find the right places to go – to meet the right people. She was very helpful in pointing out local establishments that other NASCAR workers frequent. She even offers to meet me out on with her boyfriend since I really don’t have anyone to go out with. I am very fortunate that people have been so willing to help me. Kind of a crazy way to find work but what’s a girl to do??? In case anyone wants to know the weather here is just beautiful. It was sunny and 65 degrees today. Hardly seems like December. Jane

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llarson 59, Female, Arizona, USA - 6 entries

Dec 2006
4:52 PM MDT

SO here is the scoop. Guess what gang..I have issues. Not much of a surprise I am sure. For the first time in my life I am on the complete and straight and narrow path. I figure if I do this then God will let me have the family and happiness that I have longed for. Tried to go there before but you need a willing and giving partner to travel that road along with you. I now have that. Dave is amazing. Everything I have ever wanted, longed for and prayed for I have at this moment. Money? Yeah not so much, but never had it to begin with so why want it now. I am happy. This is my issue(one of my issues)I have problems, and the sad thing is they are jealousy issues. I am aware that when you have kids and get divorced that you must talk, you must communicate. My problem is that in the past, Dave would call just to find out what she was doing, where she was, just needing to know all. Now he calls to talk about the kids and check on them and I still am feeling like he NEEDS to talk to her everyday. Its heartwrenching. I dont know how to move on from this feeling. I dont know how to trust in that. I feel stupid, I feel little. I feel like I must compete with someone who treats him like dirt every single day. I know deep in my heart I dont have to, but on the surface it stings.

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twistedwings 37, Female, Ohio, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
6:30 AM EDT

have u ever noticed that no matter how bad u might want something chances are your not ever going to get it

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Angela Wang 47, Female, China - 73 entries

Dec 2006
6:10 PM EDT

Later she, my elder sister, was taken by my uncle to paint walls as a ordinary worker in a building company in which he always has worked. Having been too young, she only could do some small things with her effort and earned a little money. Unfortunately, after two years she has been diagosed to have kidney disease, so she had to give up her job and stay at home to treat her disease that made my parents more worrying about her health.

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Journal4Jackson 49, Female, California, USA - 48 entries

Dec 2006
2:06 AM PST

Entry for 12/12/06 Woke up at normal time. Ate good breakfast. Did normal routine afterwards (watch Curious George then brush teeth and get dressed). Played with Little People and Lego's at the kitchen table. We made a Lego family and he helped build the figures. Watched Sesame Street and played until lunch. Normal lunch, then played afterwards and read books for about 20 minutes. Layed down for naptime (didn't sleep though). Afterwards we did a floor puzzle and he helped put it together, then played with cars on it for awhile (what he normally likes to do). Ate dinner and afterwards went for a drive to look at Christmas lights, normal bedtime routine (brush teeth, put on PJ's, clean up toys and storytime). Bed at normal time, fell asleep in about a hour.

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