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SavanaSSantos 33, Female, USA - 30 entries

Dec 2006
5:51 PM EDT

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SavanaSSantos 33, Female, USA - 30 entries

Dec 2006
5:50 PM EDT

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SavanaSSantos 33, Female, USA - 30 entries

Dec 2006
5:48 PM EDT

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AguilarBaby 47, Female, Washington, USA - 50 entries

Dec 2006
12:35 PM PST

Well today was another quiet day. I feel as if my stomach is getting bigger but it really isn't I know you are growing by leaps and bounds so that is to be expected. You are quite a blessing not causing any problems for your Mom. Well your Dad and I ate sandwiches for lunch and we are going to call it a night early so we will talk to you later. Love Mom & Dad

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buttercup68 57, Female, Canada - 15 entries

Dec 2006
1:16 PM MST

Today is the 2nd day I am confined home. Being sick and in bed does get me to do things which I've time and again, set aside like starting this journal. Been procrastinating for too long. When was the last time I wrote on a diary ??? Well, that was when I was in high school. I thought of going back to that habit because I need to express my thoughts. It's such a lonely life and I have nobody to really talk to ... sure, there are friends around but you cannot just impose on others your own troubles and tribulations. I usually end up being the listener and the "shock absorber". I always have this wish that I can have my own very bestfriend or even soul mate, not necessarily of the oposite sex. Just somebody who understands, willing to listen and to whom I could exchange my views and be just as I am. I had best friends before but we sort of just went out separate ways, they have families now. So, shall I being my journey.

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MissMischief 36, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 13 entries

Dec 2006
10:31 AM EDT

I had another nightmare and I tried to talk to joe about it but he was tired and so when he came over all we did was lay in bed.

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Brunette Mess 39, Female, Texas, USA - 15 entries

Dec 2006
8:04 AM EST

Do you ever feel like you are never good enough?! Sometimes I think that I constantly feel this way. It seems that no matter what I accomplish or how hard I bust my ass for something, noone ever notices. It doesn't help any that I am the youngest of three and my older brother & sister are both so damn perfect. My sister graduated with honors from OU with a masters in accountancy and now she has a new apartment in an upscale part of Dallas. My brother is a senior at OSU who will graduate with honors and is already a sucessful and well recognized basketball coach. And what am I? I am a sophmore at OSU who has never made the honor roll and gets left in the background. I swear when all of us children are home all my parents want to talk about is my sister's new job, or about her living in Dallas, or about my brother graduating, or how great of a basketball coach he is. I mine as well not even exist!?! I swear, I would never want anyone feel the way I do when I am around my family, not even my worst enemies. And I am busting my ass off right now trying to ace all 5 of my finals and all my mother has to say to me on the phone is "so are you going to make 5 A's?" NO, I'm not! I am going to make 4 A's and 1 B, but that is NOT GOOD ENOUGH! I don't know, maybe I'm overreacting because I am stressed about finals and I am about to start my period, but there's got to be more to life than feeling like this all of the time.... PS: I still haven't had a sip of alcohol!

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AmbBam 42, Female, Texas, USA - 5 entries

Dec 2006
7:28 AM EST

Once again hi. I just met this guy and he wants me to go away with him this coming weekend. Whats the appropriate wear to do something like that?

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dee23 54, Female, United Kingdom - 170 entries

Dec 2006
12:19 PM GMT

my neice has to goto hospital this week for her op poor thing is petrified and honestly i dont blame her i would be too. she has to have her spine fused and rods put in and have her ribs broke and some of them taken out we all hope she will be out for christmas they say if all goes well she can come home on christmas eve but if not then we will take christmas to hergod love her.not much else going on at the mo my other half has gone shopping for my christmas presents so i've got the house to myself ahh peace at last

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emma 34, Female, Kansas, USA - 12 entries

Dec 2006
7:01 AM EDT

Here is a plea/ From my heart to you/ Nobody knows me/ As well as you do/ You know how hard it is for me/ To shake the disease/ That takes hold of my tongue/ In situations like these/ Not now/ Though I’d die to know you love me/ I am all alone/ And if I bleed, I’ll bleed Knowing that you care/ And If I sleep, I’ll sleep Just to dream of you/ To wake without you there/ Isn’t something missing?/ Isn’t someone missing me?/ Don’t turn away/Don’t give in to the pain/ Don’t try to hide Though they’re screaming out your name/ Don’t close your eyes/ God knows what lies behind them/ Don’t turn out the lights/ Never sleep/ Never die/ Whatever you do/ Don’t scream/ And don’t cry/ Fallen angels at my feet/ Whispered voices in my ear/ Death before my crying eyes/ Lying next to me I fear/ Shall I wait?/ Shall I give in?/ Or continue living life in sin/ Upon my end, shall I begin/ Forsaking all/ I’ve fallen/ For I rise to meet the end/ I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long/ I’ve come to believe my soul Is on the other side/ All the pieces falling shatter/ Shards of me All this pain/ And all this misery/ Unite to form a deathly combination/ (Of disastery/ Of my thoughts and feelings/ Now I know how it feels/ Once again to live/ Once again to breathe/ Once again to know/ I have people looking out for me/ These pieces too sharp to put back together/ Lighter than a feather/ And too small to matter/ But big enough to cut me in to little pieces/ If I try to touch her/ There in the mirror/ And I bleed/ I bleed/ And I breathe/ I breathe…no more/ Lie to me/ convince me i am crazy/ Convince me I’ve been sick forever/ Toy with my mind/ And tell me/ To just leave it all behind/ And things will make sense when I get better/ But I know/ I know/ I know the difference between myself and my reflection/ I can’t/ However/ Help but wonder/ Which of us do you love better?/ And I’d die to know you love me/ Die to feel you hold me/ Die to know I’m yours/ Die to know that you are mine forever/ And I bleed/ I bleed/ And I breathe/ I breathe…/ I breathe…/ No…more

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