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Veex0 33, Female, New Jersey, USA - 2 entries

Dec 2006
7:51 PM EDT

Tonight was the saddest night of my life. There were about 300 people waiting at the wake to see Jon. when i finally got to pray at his casket and talk to his parents, it really hit me that i never had a chance to say goodbye. i went and talked to his mom for a while, she told me that he was still with me always, and hes still here, i just can't see him. i told her that he was an amazing person and she started to cry. she really did love him, and so did the other million people including me. but i went outside, and my ffriends were there for me. i really owe them everything. they're great. remember: Words cannot express the grief one feels when one loses love. Then again, wise words can heal wounds and help us reflect on the tragedy. keep your head up Peace ++ Love Vee

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cio 38, Female, California, USA - 6 entries

Dec 2006
6:11 PM HNE

hi im cio i been doing nothing in my make tell im still doing my fast downing myself i not talented im not smarts no future to come any surround my life like close to meh make so downing thats i was 12 to 18 i have lots or fast so sorrow and a little bit of happy jealouse to my cousing cus for meh she perfect she talented and smart kind and most beautyfull person she responsibilty,she got a boyfrend,she got lots frends some one said to meh people kind give a especial gift not people bad person no reason to be happy i feel been having a god giving hard time to meh kind im not suppost be badly keeping badly in my heart why people like that so well to meh i never think just god make test every thing to make brave or test meh if im good i been downing myself and selfish to every one close to meh cus i never feel that my mom or aunt and uncle,cousin that they love maybe i the one blame them whats wrong with meh there is time that they true not only meh i been really have no piece my heart and downing my self ,selfish to every one i dont kneo how ganna start myself cus every thing have chance to my dream make myself scape i have dream i wanna dream come true but first i dont knoe when im going to start cus my dream. make my big family wrong experesion that is i have lots more to put in here just let meh knoe if wanna knoe about my life is sad story and angry

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Angela Wang 47, Female, China - 73 entries

Dec 2006
5:30 PM EDT

It is evening again,I feel time runs too fast. The Eve of Christmas is coming again. Are you ready to enjoy it? Although I am a Chinese, I also like it,Because that day is a holly day, even I know little about it, I still like the atmosphere of happiness from every young people. We, all of the students in our class, will have a party to celebrate the Christmas, and we will invite Cathy, our foreign oral English, to join us. I am looking forward to it. Now the faster time go, the better I think.

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storminorma 64, Female, Florida, USA - 34 entries

Dec 2006
4:38 AM EDT

I agree totally..remember Dorothy in "the Wizard of Oz?!" She went searching and ended up going in a big circle back to home. Long, hard lessons learned are sometimes the only way some of us learn!

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Ashli 34, Female, California, USA - 24 entries

Dec 2006
3:33 PM EDT

Stephanie...my girlfriend...told her best frined our secret and she thought that she could trust this person...but her frined told her mom who told my frineds mom who told my frined and now Stephanie is afriad that her mom is going to find out and then tell my parents...both of our parents...excuding my mom...do not agree with homosexuality or bisexuality...whatever they just dont like it so today she was really mad and sad and scared and i felt horrible cause there was nothing that i could say that would help she kept saying that she wanted to b left alone but i wanted to comfort her...so today was kinda hard

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KaityGirl214 32, Female, New York, USA - 30 entries

Dec 2006
2:47 PM EDT

Today the wayy kool peeps had rehersal for singing on the radio....... After that Silvie and Jakob walked home with me. I went inside and when I came out silvie was walking away saying she had to go....... And Jakob couldn't leave because he lives half way across town. So we went down to our friends house and played hackey sack. We came back and we spent 20 minutes waiting for his mom. (His mom is wayy kool) I'm just saying he's a perv!(it's true!)

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AguilarBaby 47, Female, Washington, USA - 50 entries

Dec 2006
8:53 AM PST

Today we got to eat some really good pizza that we had not eaten in a long time. I was getting quite a bit of pains today in my belly and I am sure they were all for you.. Nothing bad though....We talked to your Grandma Aguilar and Tia Roxane for over an hour. They were just checking how we were doing and to make sure we made it through the no power. Well that is all for today you seem to be growing b/c I am feeling it. Your Dad & I love you so talk to you later.....Mom & Dad

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nin 44, Female, Florida, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
12:50 AM EDT

Life isn't about finding yourself, its about creating yourself.

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DancingButterfly 48, Female, New York, USA - 13 entries

Dec 2006
11:59 AM EDT

I attended the "7 Habits for Highly Effective People" training last week and found it very inspirational and motivating. All the habits discussed during the training were easy and most of them are common sense, but when we have our heads down and bury ourselves with numerous minor things that all seem urgent at the time, we forget to prioritize and put "the big rocks" in our lives first. The truth is, many important things in life don't seem urgent, therefore, we tend to push them to the back of our mind and spend most of our lives dealing with the less important but "very urgent" matters. Not until the important things leave us, we wouldn't realize what we've been missing or neglecting. To overcome the ADD habits I've developed since I started working, I got myself a personal planner for next year, and started putting important dates/goals in it. It is a tough time of the year for me with projects wrapping up, holiday shopping list growing longer, NYE party planning, furniture shopping and apartment cleaning yet to be done. On top of that, we started to discuss the Europe trip in the spring and have to finalize it soon before everything gets more expensive. It's just so easy to get into the old habit of putting out fire wherever it is, and end up running around all day without accomplishing much. Good thing is that I am more aware of the time that I am not being productive, and am consciously making the effort to get back on track everyday now. Hopefully it will help me to stay productive longer and not be as easily distracted. Can't wait for the new year to come~~~ =)

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nodeadends 19, Female, New York, USA - 29 entries

Dec 2006
11:19 AM EDT

today is december the 20th just a few days before christmas, so much shit is going on in my already hetic life! My kids are climbing the walls and I mean that in a literal sense. I met someone not so new we took it to another level and now in some ways I wish we hadnt. He is really nice but some of his characteristics turn me off. It's been only three days since our first encounter and now he calls himself laying down the rules. All this equals control to me. I dont want to be with someone who makes me feel like a puppet on a string in regards to relationships. He wants me to be more affectionate I just dont understand how I can accomplish such feat in such short time. I am affectionate however I find it difficult and awkward being with him especially intimately. I want to take things slow and he want to come in and change the whole dynamics of my life. I really enjoy his company I just wish I knew how to be best own best advocate and tell him how I really feel without offending him at the same time. What makes it awkward to be with him is that we both belong to a very quaint church where his mom and stepdad are the pastors. This being the case he asked that I keep our dealing private..... I feel like I am dealing with a married man. I finally understand what the artist meant when he said if you loving you is wrong....

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