Once again I'm welmed up into confusion. Which way do I go? This past year in school, I told a boy that I had feelings for him. He also had the same feelings... and you get what happened. But he wasn't ready to 'ask me out' yet. My friends were suspicious and nudged him to talk to me once n' awhile. He never did. I just thought he was shy. One night when talking online, he said it. He said "I love you." This caught me off guard. Did I feel this way too? I didn't say it back. Again, about a month later, he said those words again. "I love you." I said it back. I meant it. The day after the last day of school came. We had a dance and lock-in in our school. It was time for us to finally get together. Nothing was happening.... the dance was cut short (no slow dances) and we went straight to the lock-in. During a hide n seek game thing, I pulled him aside and asked him why he wasn't talking to me... more of ignoring me. We held hands as he "explained". Our first moment together. And.. our last. About a month into the summer, not seeing him, he decided to say we were 'over.' What I don't understand, is why. We were NEVER together, we BARELY talked, but yet he kept telling me that he LOVED me, and that he was so happy that I liked him.... Things just got messed up. My friends pressured him too much. Now I'm left. Confused. Who cares though? It's just my life. Just my dream. Gone.
today i came home at 12AM, yesterday was his day off, so last night i went to my boyfriends' grandmas house for dinner with his sister. we got there late not only cause we left late but because we missed the exit and had to turn back, and there was traffic (bumper to bumper). it was fun, i had a great time. the food was delicious and his grandmothers where outgoing. this is the first time that i meet them. The reason we were late was because he had to take his friend to a meeting since his dad is his friends' manager, his friend is a singer. he had a meeting with music producers and at the end of the meeting they liked him and they want to make a cd with him. another reason why we were late was because i had to take my father to his doctor appointment. i was not sure if i was going to even make it back in time since he had to leave at 4pm. i got home at 3:30pm and caleed him he said for me to get ready and to call when i was ready, and so i got ready as fast as i could. i dont know if i looked nice or not, i guess i did because of the compliments. well we ended geting there at 6:30pm. it seemed like a long drive there. i like his grandmohers, it was a great night. Well today nothing exciting happened , i stayed home and he had to work. he is getting home late as usual.
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hl17 29, Female, Minnesota, USA - 8 entries
