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Daydreamer 37, Female, Australia - 26 entries

Jul 2007
10:02 PM EDT

HELLO

SO I HAVENT BEEN ON IN LIKE FOREVER:

Anyways I just wanted to come here and type some stuff...vent a little bit and hope that maybe somebody would read this and if they have any thing they would like to suggest or say or whatever it would be nice!!!!!

Right now my life isnt very good....it isnt where I would like it to be right now!!I would like to have my own place and I dont.I would like to have a good paying job that would let me also go to college and I dont have a jib at all but am looking.. i will be starting college in the fall.I would like to be in a steady relationship and Im not and I have been told on this site before that you have to let it come to you and I have tried its just not coming and in the love department I just feel like giving up but then again I dont want to be alone for the rest of my life.

So I guess what I am asking for help with is are all my goals realistic or am I just dreaming a dream that isnt possible at coming true??

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maddy618 29, Female, Georgia, USA - 5 entries

Jul 2007
8:42 PM EDT

im like cryin andi dont no wat im cryin about but... well i do know wat im cryin about but u know wat i mean... i hate and love my SISTER and i love my cousin Shannah... me and my sis are always fightin but i still love her she is my roe model i think thats how u spell ROE model.i got so mad i went 2 bed and cryed, cryed, cryed, even though i told them i was goin 2sleep... well i geuss i'll go 2 bed right now so... short version i just had 2 pour all this stuff out, i don't really know who im talkin 2 but myself and im MADISON by the way........................i still would have a lot more 2 say but i have 2 go to bednight MUAH!!!!!!! o and the reason that im cryin is my ffffaaaaarrrrr off cuzin annie davis well her real name is Farran Cheyenne Davis but she likes 2 b called annie THE NIGHT AND WATS MEANT I WAS SUPPOSED LEAVE BUT U KNOW I CANT STOP SSSOOOOO!!!! night and MUAH!!!!!

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scarlett 36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries

Jul 2007
8:12 PM EDT

ok..so...my ex (datingfor 3 years) is dating someone new. I'm...ok with it? I was excited that he moved on wo i could stop hoping that he would change his ways and come back...even though i left him in the end...but he honestly asked me what his chances for a booty call would be...and told me how much he wanted/loved me....without being willing to reaffirm the committment. oh lord...men. I really have had enough, i never want to be with a guy again so he can't use the "men have needs" excuse. Besides, girls are much more attractive and approachable. surprisingly...as long as he doesn't throw it in my face....im ok....^^...whoa...topic jump...urgh....tired mind.

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kaymiller 66, Female, Louisiana, USA - First entry!

Jul 2007
7:57 AM CDT

I have been following the progress and I am so happy for all of you. May you continue to improve along this path. My thougths and prayers are always with you. Love Kay Miller

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anirahs 35, Female, Singapore - 36 entries

Jul 2007
6:30 AM AWST

Yea finally everyting is done...project is finally finish..bt cn't be so hepi yet cuz ltr abt in 1 mth tyme hav another project...so sian lor...cn't take e pressure..nid 2 relax...hw seh?? :'(

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distantgirl 60, Female, Tennessee, USA - 4 entries

Jul 2007
4:20 PM CDT

Well it's Friday night and there just isn't much going on at all.I have felt bad all day.I have a massive headache that just won't leave.But I did get some good news today.My step mother has been in the hospital because of her heart.And we thought that they were gonna put a pace maker on her.But it seems the medicine they have her on is actually helping her.So the doctor sent her home today and he is gonna see how she does.Pat is really a great person.Me and her get along great.I wish I could be that close to my dad but I just can't.Maybe one day.......................

Tags: friday, goodnews, heart

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confusedgirl101 32, Female, California, USA - 12 entries

Jul 2007
12:01 AM EDT

hey ya'll! its one a.m.! holy cow! well anyways...i just got back from my vaca wich was SUPER FUN! i went to disney land newport and sandiego! woohoo! fun fun fun! i got so many new clothes its hard to keep up! But, i just gave away a bunch of my crap clothes that were too small or just plan ugly. i gave it to those people whos houses and stuff burned down :( anyways if u wanna here the dets bout my vaca coment! well l8r! ttyl!

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**AEcutie93** 32, Female, Texas, USA - 7 entries

Jul 2007
10:38 AM EDT

Wats up? i havent talked to anyone in a while!!! so hows life everyone? okay my life has been so so boring!!!!! im going to schlitterbhan for a weekend next week!!!!im so happy lol !!!!! kays guess i will talk to yas later!!! -<3KaTiE<3-

Tags: HI

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auxilary25 40, Female, California, USA - 32 entries

Jul 2007
9:48 PM EDT

14!!!!
I am utter shock! I spent 14 hours straight studying for my tax exam!! My bf and I have practically moved in to the university library...we take lunch, dinner, and snacks so that we don't have to move from the perfect table we get to reserve @ the library when we go early...last night my head almost exploded when it was time to sleep I've been overstressing this exam and I don't know what to do. My prof showed us a preview of exam questions and needless to say this is the WORST exam I'm ever going to take. When we were reviewing the questions my PROF even had doubts as to which of the answer choices could be correct....if he works for the IRS and he doesn't even know which could be correct how can I???
In a normal 6-week summer course profs cut the amount of material they are covering so that the students can actually UNDERSTAND what is being discussed in class...my TAX prof feels that accounting majors should toughen it out and study our asses off...well each chapter is like 30 pages or more and the font size is 10! No pictures...no charts...nothing but pure tax....I'm supposed to read 6 chapters....which 6 chapters x 30 pages is 180 pages of size 10 font and actually know EVERYTHING by Tuesday.
Today I got a break from it all because I had a panic attack when we (my bf & I) arrived @ school. I started getting dizzy..couldn't breathe...my heart was racing and when I turned pale my bf refused to let me stay studying & brought us back home to enjoy the rest of our 5 month anniversary...
I'm so nervous....nervous for me and nervous for him..he needs the A in this class to get his GPA up so that he can get money for school...he's already decided that he's turning to his dad for money when next semester starts since his mom hasn't spoken to him for ONE ENTIRE WEEK ALREADY! This morning when I went to pick my BF up his dad came outside to my car, gave me a kiss, and told me how much he misses me. My bf says that the only person in that family that thinks I'm good for him is his father & since his father has had faith in me at the end of the semester he's going to show him his grades before we were dating and his grades now. That way someone will literally be able to see the changes he is making with me.
It's been really hard for him this week because he was so close to his mom, they used to talk about everything. Now when he comes home she doesn't look up to see him and when she's in the room upstairs she closes the door (when she used to leave it open for him or his brother to talk to her). But he says that he isn't going to apologize or make the gesture to fix this fight because for once he's happy with a girl and has brought her to be a part of his family and instead of being happy for him and embracing it they condone him.
I think there are a lot more comments that were made in regards to our relationship but he doesn't really want to tell me. Today he added that they think I'm in the relationship for the money the family has. She's a millionare (which I didn;'t know until today)...and since I take care of my appearance and always have expensive purses plus an AMerican Express credit card she assumes that the reason I'm dating her son is because he told me how much she's worth and I want a piece of the pie....I want HER money...yet I'm giving my bf money to pay for school that she refuses to pay....I'm eating home made sandwiches and spending on a budget so that I can help her son have some food everyday since she doesn't even give him a FREAKING DOLLAR and she has the nerve to say I'm a golddiger??
He cries everynight because he feels bad that he's put me in this situation..where he's depending on me so much..but he's promised me that he's going to bust his ass so that one day when we have kids (12 yrs from now..yes when I'm 35) I'll be able to stay home and enjoy them...My eyes got teary today because it was our 5 month anniversary and I know he doesn't have ANY money...not even a dollar and he went to one of my neighbors gardens and picked me some flowers so that he could at least give me something. I thought that the gesture was SOOO sweet because those flowers meant everything to him. I prefer those flowers picked with love over any card or gift that he could've just charged up on a card and bought without a meaning. ...and that's something I hope one day his mom will see...not for me but for him...because I know she means the world to him and he's waiting for her to come back to him...but if she doesn't stop condoning this relationship he'll never be able to forgive her...The good this is that we went by the church today after school and prayed for a bit. My bf is a big beliver and devote of the virgin...I saw him cry a bit while we were there and I'm glad because the visit was good for his soul..he was able to release some of the pain he's been holding inside..and I plan on making that a weekly activity...everyone needs prayer....it reminds you of all the good there is in this life

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shadowlove 35, Female, New York, USA - 60 entries

Jul 2007
7:37 PM EDT

I love when me and Sam talk on the phone late at night. It'll either be when her parents aren't home or when she's upstairs and they don't know. She'll say quicky, "Gotta go - bye" and hang up. Like we're breaking the rules by talking...

The quote at the top of the page says, "Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not - Dr. Seuss" - I'm not sure what that means but I like it...

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