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Hello:

How are you today? I just wanna ask around gather up some resources and see if maybe anybody could five me any feed back. I am going to start a diet and I just wanna know if anyone out there has any good diet secrets. I need lose a significant amout to be considered healthy but I am healthy just not according to my weight. I need to know the secrets as far as what food works and what exercise program works and stuff like that. I was considering maybe a diet program like nutrisystem or something. Any help would be great!!!!

Thank you

Daydreamer

7/16/07 8:08a.m.

This morning i woke uop at like 6:45 to go to work. I was up and ready to go then i had to go wake my mom up to bring me to work since she wont let me drive. We went and saw this scary ass movie last night . It was so gross, but anywayi have a hair appt. at eleven and i am gonna get purple in my hair. It is gonna be crazy. My dad, step mom, brother, and i are going to Kirville for like a family thing that i really dont want to go even though it may be fun. I will just end up getting judged cause they are very judge mental people i HATE it.........

but i got to go cause i think the lil kid that i waych is waking up so yea

Later

Alex.........

"WInning does not tempt that man. This is how he grows: by being defeared, decisively by constantly greater beings." - Rilke

I didn't make it into Otaku Idol - whatever... I mean it would be really awesome if I made it, but... whatever.

I'm not much of a singer anyway - I'm more a musician. XD

"Who can live without it - I ask in all honesty. What would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say, thank you for the music!!" - ABBA

Ineed to just vent and get out all of the feelings that I feel right now! So sorry but if you read this is going to be like a constant complaint about my life....please feel free to comment me if you have any possible solutions!!

Ok for starters I dont like the current phase in my life. I hate that I have had my license for almost a month now and I still dont have a car to drive because nobody has the time to fix it for me. On a brighter note it is getting fixed this weekend!

I also dont like that I hate having a job. I know this is my fault and that I can fix it but believe it or not its hard to find a job right now.I am looking this week with a friend that also needs to find one.

One of the biggest reasons my life sucks is because it doesnt matter where I go whether I am with my Dad or my Moms house is I dont feel like they want me there...like Im really being basicallyy thrown out and hten theres no place to go.As soon as possible though that is changing because me and some room mates are looking for a place to live together.

The biggest reason my life sucks right now is because I havent been in a relationship since like I was seventeen and I am now nineteen and it just has been a really long lonely road. I dont see this problem being fixed any time soon...there just really isnt anyone who is possible boyfriend material for me and when I was hurt before it like scarred me for life and it just really sucks.I feel lonely all the time even when the room is full of people who love me. I just dont know what to do with this situation it seems like if I just sit back and wait nothing comes and I am getting tired of waiting!!!!

Any advice will help so please feel free to give any comments that you have and thank you for taking the time to fully read this and for also leaving any information or advice comments you have.