Padre Island National Seashore was amazing. We did not get to drive the 50 plus miles of beach but I wish we had four wheel drive. We camped here and the sunset and sunrises were amazing.� They had just completed a controlled burn so there was a slight smell and it wasn't as pretty as it could have been. I had to come to Corpus Christie to shoot a wedding.
Padre Island National Seashore is the world's largest barrier island. It is quiet here and there is some good fishing. Me and the girls dove into the salty waters to pull sand dollars from the sandy ocean floor. While Stephen and Halley were fishing a shark came right up and swam by. Halley was not to keen on this but I bet it was amazing to see. We missed it because me and Jen were shooting a wedding.
They have a program for sea turtles here and you can see them nesting on the beaches. Watch for dolphins here as well. Five stars. I loved it. You have to pass through a ton of cameras when entering but the fees are minimal.
well--it's day four (Saturday)�that I have been out of the hospital. Today was a better day. I woke up with my blood sugar good.� I lost 37 pounds so far. Today my dad and I went to the flea market and when driving...no one was on the road. The stupid cost of gas is crazy. No one was at the flea market and not so many venders.� I got tired very quick but it was nice. Watched some movies tonight and that was about the most of my day.� My mood is still depressed.� I still cant eat much. I tired some ground meat in a taco.� I miss food.� I had to think back to when I got addicted to food. I think I pin pointed it.� I never knew how much food was a big part of my life.� At least I will be saving money on not eating out as much as I have. Ok...I am tired and want to try to sleep. Which is a joke. I keep waking up in a cold sweat and then I have to get up and change. I can't take a nap and I have no idea how I can be depressed and not sleeping.� I don't function well without lots of sleep. Well.... off I go...
发嗲和幸福感
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我和敦敦发现, 近期小猫 ‘乐肥’, 喜欢发嗲. 当他发现你是可以发嗲的对象, 他会走到你面前，先伸个长长的懒腰, 然后一扭身扑通地躺在你眼前, 乐肥块头大, 所以总是会发出很大的动静, 接下来前后左右地扭曲翻动身体, 在这个过程中乐肥用它那双洼绿的眼睛始终深情款款地看着你 ( I am ready for a pat.)。 发嗲的水平高超到不可抗拒，人们常常忍不住轻轻地拍它. 乐肥从整个过程中获取了极大的幸福感。
人何尝不是如此，当信任和情感发展到相当的程度，各种形式的发嗲就是自然的了。能发嗲是一种幸福，真正的幸福感是集安全，快乐，自由等的一个可期待长期综合感受。
人们追求各种生活幸福感，其中包括追求发嗲的机会，简言之，可以发嗲的女人和男人大猫和小狗们都算是幸福的。
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I am a type 1 diabetic that has gastroparesis and retina hemorrages, I went to the Cleveland Clinic In Weston, FL and saw Dr. Rosthenal. He told me that instead of getting a pacemaker in my stomach that IF I got the gastrobypass surgery (also for weight loss). That i would no longer have this gastroparesis.
Well...He LIED. I had the gastro bypasss May 12, 2008. I have been out of the hospital about a total of 8 days this month. Every 2 days I am back in the hospital and since I have NO veins, they have to go to surgery to put centeral lines in my neck or groin.
I have become very depressed. Everyone sugar coats the sugery. So I am here to tell anyone who wants to listen how my journey's going. So far it sucks!
im the happiest woman� alive! i stepped out in faith� praying to jesus christ for amiralcle! and he heard me,through faith perservance and stepping out in faith i now have my mr right,the man ive longed for and dreamed about all my life,im totally in love. and feel like the luckiest woman in the world.we agree on so many things,and he is sexy handsome gorgeous and the most wonderful man ive ever met and he has made me so very happy in life.� LADIES� MIRACLES� HAPPEN WHEN YOU BELIEVE,JUST� BELIEVE.IM LIVING PROOF THANK YOU GOD ALMIGHTY,THANK YOU TO THE SON THANK YOU SPIRIT OF GOD,IT CAN HAPPEN IT DID HAPPEN,IT HAPPENED FOR ME,NEVER GIVE UP I DIDNT� NOT COMPLETELY,AND IM SO GLAD I WAITED IN FAITH,he is the sexiest best looking best friend� terrific� im hoping my family will be happy for me as im� so very very happy!
Well, I have been out of the hospital going on three day's today. That's the most I have been out since my surgery on May 12, 2008.
Life has NOT been great. I am mad that the doctor lied to me about getting rid of this gastroparesis (g/p) by having this surgery. No doctor I see thinks this surgery was a good idea. Funny thing is that I had to have three doctors sign off on this surgery BEFORE I was able to have it. SO WHAT THE HELL?
�Today I got up around 9am. I took my insulin. I had a smoothie that was left over from yesterday. I was able to drink 5 3/8--and that's all. Then I went to my dad's office for a little bit. Then we sat in the car by the beach. Can you believe I was tired already??? I guess that was a lot since I have been in bed--in the hospital for the last month. I came back to my dad's house.
Since I have been having so many problems I am staying at his place until I get some what better. I tired to sleep but all I could do was cry and pray to God to help me. I ate two pudding (sugar free) for lunch around 12:20. Then around 2:30 I are two chicken fingers (small round ones) and I am feeling like I am going to throw it all up.
I am misserable. I am so angery at the doctor for lying to me. He came in the room as I was reovering and said "YOU have NO more gastroparesis!". SO...how come the test showed I still have it??? I feel like this is some one else's life. When am I going to wake up from this nightmare? All I hear are great things from this sugery...why am I in hell??? I would love to gulp water again, be happy and not depressed.
They say give it six months... am I going to make it six months? I can't look to the future right now. I can only see the hell I am in right this moment. Now since I don't have any veins, if my sugar goes low no one knows how I will be able to come out of it. I can't drink that much...to make my sugar better and I have no veins to push dexro (which would make me come out of the low sugar).
This is a serious thing and I know it scares my father as well. How do you watch your child go through hell?? I am so glad that I have my dad here for me! If I knew how it would be now...I would not have gotten the surgery. But I guess I will have to see what happens next???
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