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    car0202  65, Female, South Carolina, USA - 13 entries
09
Sep 2006
9:37 AM EDT
   

What I am afraid of most is dying a lonely women and nobody caring anything about me. All I try to do is be a good, caring person and help those that I can but it seems that its never good enough. I'm scared of my children hating me. I never see them and they hardly ever call me. I just feel so alone in this world with no one to talk with or turn to. My mother has recently found out that her cancer is back and I fear the worse for her. She's the only one that I feel that I can turn to or talk with and now that this is upon her I can't dump my problems on her. I feel that I've totally screwed up my whole life.
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    mileylover5  29, Female, California, USA - 24 entries
08
Sep 2006
1:50 PM PST
   

I am still lissening to Hannah Montana! I am her number 1 fan ask me anything and i know it trust me!
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    mccreight29  53, Female, Georgia, USA - 19 entries
08
Sep 2006
5:34 PM EDT
   

I have just realized that I sound so incredibly negative in here. I resolve to make at least one positive entry a week. here goes... I stopped in to see my parents and Bella (my kidnapped dog) has her three very adorable puppies. they look like little black rats. I have named one NIHM. he looks like a mini rotty. I am in love with this puppy.
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    mccreight29  53, Female, Georgia, USA - 19 entries
08
Sep 2006
5:28 PM EDT
   

TGIF. this was one of the worst work weeks for being a short week. I had no idea how many idiots and morons I am responsible for. Not that I am any great genius. I made it and got another paycheck. its going to be another busy weekend. Rog will be gone most of it and I have a million things to do.
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    mileylover5  29, Female, California, USA - 24 entries
08
Sep 2006
12:54 PM PST
   

Hey my people! just another day or you cloud say night. but i still on my feet. And down in earth,because i am kind of day dream in class. got to go!
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    DancingButterfly  48, Female, New York, USA - 13 entries
08
Sep 2006
10:19 AM EDT
   

TGIF!! Even though it's surprisingly the busiest day for me this week. Well consider Monday was a holiday and yesterday was a working-from-home day.. =p Finished the pitchbook requested this morning, though I doubt anyone in their right mind would want to read a 90-page long pitchbook, no matter how many pictures and graphs there are...oh well... Had the discussion with this group about potential projects in Atlanta or CA. The projects sound pretty interesting and challenging, the problem is that I really don't feel like being out of town EVERY WEEK for the next 9 months again. Especially when I just moved to the new apartment and haven't even finished furniture shopping yet!! =O The dinner went well. Well pretty good up to when I brought up that I am not looking and just want to be alone for a while. He was really sweet about it and just said to keep in mind that he's interested, but I think he was disappointed regardless. I feel bad because I think he's looking for a serious relationship to settle down, too bad I am not at that point now, especially with a Caucasian man. =/
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    taradell  50, Female, New York, USA - 2 entries
07
Sep 2006
5:41 PM EDT
   

Just uploading my pic!!!
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    taradell  50, Female, New York, USA - 2 entries
07
Sep 2006
5:33 PM EDT
   

I just started this journal and I just want someone to know my feelings about how my day was today. It was alright but could have been a little better. I really can't complain since there are millions of people that wish that they had a simple day as mine. I paid for my next session in my Office Skills class. I am excited about school because I finally know at 30 years young what I want to do with my life. I enjoy learning. It's a great experience. I am going to try to write everyday. Peace out!!!!!!
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    Miss1  46, Female, Kentucky, USA - 13 entries
07
Sep 2006
5:23 PM EDT
   

You know....as I truly read those words of the serenity prayer, I never realized how true it really rang. It's actually quite beautiful. So"C" came home today with another bad report! I'm completely heartbroken.Being that she is my only child, I have no experience whatsoever in dealing with something like this. I was never taught a brighter path and I want a great life for her. The life you could say I haven't had yet. I say yet because Even after all that has transpired thus far.... I know there is hope for me after all! My life is what only I make it. I somehow need to find a way to believe that. They say your children are the product of their environment. In that case, I'm surprised and impressed that she's held on this long. She's extremely strong.I definitely believe the only option left is to try and fight for a way that josh and I can get along to give the C the family she needs and deserves. Then maybe her schoolwork will begin to reflect her inner happiness. I feel terribly selfish right now because although I love my babygirl, I always tend to think of her needs last when it comes to our fighting (J's and mine) so I desperately need to start praying again and journaling, which I've just recently picked back up. I need to find a way to cleanse myself. Then possibly it'll show through to my surroundings, and maybe spill over into C's life. We are gonna make it!!! We have an angel out there. Jackie we love you. Unil then.......
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    slaterbean  2025, Female, Kentucky, USA - 8 entries
07
Sep 2006
12:52 PM EDT
   

27 Things That Are Not What They Seem 1. A firefly is not a fly - it's a beetle. 2. A prairie dog is not a dog - it's a rodent. 3. India ink is not from India - it's from China and Egypt. 4. A horned toad is not a toad - it's a lizard. 5. A lead pencil contains no lead - it contains graphite. 6. A Douglas fir tree is not a fir - it's a pine. 7. A silkworm is not a worm - it's a caterpillar. 8. A peanut is not a nut - it's a legume. 9. A panda bear is not a bear - it's a raccoon relative. 10. A cor anglais, or English horn, is not English and not a horn - it's an alto oboe from France. 11. A guinea pig is not from Guinea and is not a pig - it's from South America and it's a rodent. 12. Shortbread is not a bread - it's a thick biscuit. 13. Dresden china is not made in Dresden - it's made in Meissen. 14. A shooting star is not a star - it's a meteor. 15. A funny bone is not a bone - it's the spot where the ulnar nerve touches the humerus. 16. Chop suey is not a native Chinese dish - it was invented by Chinese immigrants in California. 17. A bald eagle is not bald - it's got flat white feathers on its head and neck when mature, dark feathers when young. 18. A banana tree is not a tree - it's a herb. 19. A cucumber is not a vegetable - it's a fruit. 20. A jackrabbit is not a rabbit - it's a hare. 21. A piece of catgut is not from a cat - it's usually made from sheep intestines. 22. A Mexican jumping bean is not a bean - it's a seed with a larva inside. 23. A Turkish bath is not Turkish - it's Roman. 24. A koala bear is not a bear - it's a marsupial. 25. A sweetbread is not bread - it's from a calf's or lamb's pancreas or thymus. 26. Bombay duck is not a duck - it's a dried fish 27. A prairie oyster is not an oyster - it's a calf's testicle - I.W., W.D.
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