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Babysmallz 38, Female, USA - 9 entries

Aug 2006
8:58 AM CST

ok so todays been a pretty mellow day. I mean like i usually have so many toughts running through my head so many emotions and today feels different somehow. Today i feel........ Numb. Right now im just searching my music collection trying to find a song to match my mood. I guess thats what i love about music even when you feel alone in this world when you feel like you have nothing or no one to turn to, theres always that one song that one voice that can give you hope give you something to believe in again, and remind you that out there somewhere theres someone or something worth fighting for.

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Babysmallz 38, Female, USA - 9 entries

Aug 2006
5:08 PM CST

ok, so this is my first journal entry and i dont really have a lot to say, ok so thats not true i have plenty to say i just dont know how to say it. Thats probably my biggest issue in life not being able to express how i feel. I think its hard for people to say what they feel or what they are thinking out loud because once they do the cant hide from it or try to pretend it doesn't exist once you admitt to something its with you forever. I guess this is my reason for starting a journal because i have so much going on in my head so many things i need to say and i need to get it out there because right now i feel like life is passing me by and this pain and confusion i feel inside is keeping me from being happy and im scared and if i express that if i write it down and try to figure out why i feel this way and what i can do to beat it i can finally be happy i can finally just live. If anybody's reading this you have no idea what im talking about right? i dont blame you im kinda trying to figure out who i am as well.

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Lynsie 50, Male, USA - 4 entries

Aug 2006
4:26 PM EDT

Sometimes I just wanna scream, Ya know. I could talk for hour on here but i gotta go be back tomorrow. Signed.. Lynsie.

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PrivateDee 38, Female, USA - 5 entries

Aug 2006
11:42 AM CST

Well today is beautiful. I'm really bored since I didnt have to go to school today. I went to the library to read...The science of love...There was a quote from Samuel Jonson...Love is a disease that can only be cured by marriage...I its funny to me. I dont know what to believe about love. I've only really been in love like 2 times out of whole 19 years. I should tell the guy, that I'm in love with now, that I'm in love with him, But I don't know how. It hurts sometimes when I sit and think about how much I love him. What is your opinion on what love is? I think its just caring for someone so much you would give your life for them. I also believe there are different stages of love. Your suppose to love everyone. So in a way there that stage. Theres also this one stage where I feel like ooo I'm suppose to love these people(like family)But then there are the ones you truely love. The one that have touched you in the most powerful way! I love my friendz more then anything in the world. I dont know y I'm making this post public but I don't care...Maybe I can get some help from the people that read my journal...you can email if you have a suggestion on what I should do...(Computergeekgrlsr05@yahoo.com)Thankz to those that do.Well its about to rain here in Dallas, TX and I love the rain so I'ma go sit and watch the rain.

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PrivateDee 38, Female, USA - 5 entries

Aug 2006
3:42 PM CST

Today was a long day at work...I had to prep for inventory tomorrow(WHICH I DONT HAVE TO DO!! YAY!!)but I'm glad I got that crap out of the way! Marshall and Adrian and their other friend stopped by to see me...I thought that was sooo cool! and I finally got to meet adrian(Who is hella cool!!)Beanz is surrounded by fucking awesome people!! BEANZ IS MY BESTFRIEND!! I LOVE THAT HOE LIKE MEXICANS LOVES RICE!! LOL

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bloOpErR 35, Female, USA - 13 entries

Aug 2006
5:06 PM EDT

hay.very tired tonite as usual*so skool starts in umm 1234 days.blechk<3hehe well i dont no wat to rite tonite im on myspace tho so im not riting much. well yea so im gonna go..bloOpErR

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bloOpErR 35, Female, USA - 13 entries

Aug 2006
2:34 PM EDT

yess!i finally finished my summer reading project.the prince and the pauper by mark twain..old confusing..they tlk in old english..hehe im so tired of that:-)

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bloOpErR 35, Female, USA - 13 entries

Aug 2006
1:44 PM EDT

hay..friday is skool.tonite is open house but i can go cuz my mom has skool..shes going bac for her masters so i have to babysit..lucky me..hehe "Winning does not tempt that man.This is how he grows:by being defeated, decisively by constantly greater beings." ~Rilke ok well i have to do the summer reading thing to more chapters til im done**finally.long story behind that.. ttfn..hehe i love that bloOpErR<3

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PrivateDee 38, Female, USA - 5 entries

Aug 2006
4:18 PM CST

Deedee's The name, Love is my game...lol...c-o-r-n-y! No...But I have decided to base my life on love and happiness, Being myself and accepting others the way they are. Music is a big big part of my happiness...I dont care who sings it...I dont care who dont like them...IF I LIKE THEM I LIKE THEM!! So you people out there you want to complain about the music of someone who will most likely not ever know you! DONT BRING IT TO ME I DONT CARE! I WILL NOT LISTEN!! If you telling people that their music suxs then your only asking them to be someone or something they are not! WHICH IS NOT COOL! I understand the freedom of speech...but Y would you waste something that, in America, you probably want even have for long(Freedom of speech) on Stupid crap like that...I guess its just me I think it sooo stupid to walk around yelling or telling everyone " I Hate Britney Spears(Who I dont listen too, not because I dont like her, just because I'm never in the mood to listen to her!)" When really I aint ever meet britney spears to tell her that you dont like her and I never will! So Shut the fuck up! GO FUCKIN VOTE OR SOMETHING AND LETS GET FUCKIN BUSH OUT OF OFFICE!! Britney spears aint getting fuckin 1,000's of us killed right now! Well thats it for now, just so you people will understand a little of what I'm about or who I am! "Dont get me wrong I love you no matter what" ~~DeeDee~~

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bloOpErR 35, Female, USA - 13 entries

Aug 2006
5:54 PM EDT

"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. its not."~dr. seuss<3 haha yea i went to the lake today..very tired..on myspace..goodnite**i love orlando bloom bloOpErR**

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