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ShowStopper99 35, Female, USA - 2 entries

Aug 2006
7:17 PM EDT

dear journal, today is august 25,2006.i have had a wonderful day.except for the fact that my relationship with my boyfriend yoshua has NOT been going too well i hope we dont break up.......

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iLOVEmyBRO 33, Female, South Carolina, USA - 7 entries

Aug 2006
6:26 PM EDT

Well, I didn't do much today. I want every one to know that killing animals or hunting them for NO REASON is STUPID!!! Go to, www.peta.com to watch videos!!!!! xoxo~ Jessica

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Babysmallz 38, Female, South Carolina, USA - 9 entries

Aug 2006
4:20 PM CST

ok so its been a really.... long day. I feel so emotionally drained right now. I'll write more tomorrow.

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TotallyTodd 75, Female, Louisiana, USA - 137 entries

Aug 2006
1:21 PM CST

Eddie, Hello everyone. Today was wonderful I, woke up!!! 8-25-06

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NPA 30, Female, Louisiana, USA - 3 entries

Aug 2006
3:21 PM EDT

My mom is such a a a... bum I cant say one little thing with out making her mad and when I do its going to the store to play the machine (pocker machine!!) go ahead mom lose somemore money! grrrrrrrrrr ok ok calm down...

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vixter2012 35, Female, Louisiana, USA - 2 entries

Aug 2006
12:39 AM EST

im a squirrel and i love the famous matt m from the movie sahara and justin bartha from the movie national treasure and am married to johnny depp from the movie pirates of the carribbean

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Erica 39, Female, Louisiana, USA - 2 entries

Aug 2006
7:05 PM EDT

Are men always jerks I been with my bf for almost 4 years and I just cant take it any more.I so dont feel like he loves me anymore. What is with men?

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Babysmallz 38, Female, Louisiana, USA - 9 entries

Aug 2006
12:38 PM CST

i don't really have much to say today, I have an bad cold and poison ivy so im not really having a good day. Well i have to go to work now, (fun fun fun) yeah right. I'll write more tomorrow.

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TrulyMe88 37, Female, Colorado, USA - 188 entries

Aug 2006
7:12 AM MDT

Sometimes in life we get caught up in bullshit and drama and life changes that we often lose ourselves in the midst of it all. We become people unknown to ourselves and our loved ones and find ourselves doing and saying things that once upon a time we would have never done or said. And we don't realize our actions aren't only hurting those that care about us but they're hurting ourselves. Sometimes we stray from our ordinary routine, and sometimes that is ok. But if you stray too much you find yourself in situations you don't know how you got yourself in and may not know how to get out of. Life happens and we all make mistakes and we sometimes take the hard road on purpose even when the easy one is staring us in the face. We don't listen, don't learn and then want to blame others because we're in too deep. And we are alone. And there are those who stick around through all the bullshit we put them and ourselves through and continue to lend their ear and offer advice. Wanted or unwanted. They are the people we need in our lives but we take for granted and sometimes take out our frustrations on, when we know, in all reality they don't deserve it. Its those people who truly care even though they try not to, get fed up and swear they're done... but when we make that call they answer. They sometimes say, "I told you so" and it's not like we don't deserve it, they tell the truth even when we don't want to hear it. We choose our own destiny, we are grown enough to make our own decisions, and it is our fault and our mess to clean up. There comes a point in all the chaos when reality sets in and this new life isn't the life we wanted for ourselves. We sit and think back to the friends we had and lost, the good, bad and really shitty decisions we made, the people we made laugh, cry and hurt, and all the drama. The nights we didnt need to be at the club or drunker than a bitch to have fun, the unnecessary 5 and 6 a.m.'s just to be out kickin it, and the people we chose to kick it with......for what? We didn't achieve anything, or anything positive. And that reality hits hard, we been fucking up, and we lost more than we gained taking this new path and we finally hit rock bottom stuck on a curb and it cuts so deep. All the questions, memories, reminiscence and time wasted on complete bullshit. And then think the bridges we burned? They'll never go back to the exact structure they were, they can be rebuilt, but it takes a strong mind and will to do so, and sometimes the bridges are burned and forgotten and we sit here thinking "if only I would have done different," we laugh, we cry, we hurt, we're angry and emotional, but we did it to ourselves and can blame no other, whats lost is lost, what we can salvage from the chaos we promise to try......so now what? We Change We remove ourselves from the negativity, surround ourselves in the positive and good and lean towards the ones who stuck by and watched and waited until we were ready to grow up and get our act together. The person we were and the person we became on that destructive path are complete opposites. How do we find ourselves and get back to "The Simple Life" when we were living this "Surreal Life"? See when all is said and done: we were selfish, self-absorbed, uncaring, unkind, and wildn out! That's not who we are. We made really bad decisions but its time to get our life back and we will in time. Everybody hits a spiral sometimes, but not everyone is strong enough to pull themselves out and weather the storm. For those who stuck by, we love and respect you, for those who didn't we're sorry we lost what we had, but we don't blame you. When you befriend someone and they are a certain way and then they make dramatic changes and you suddenly realize you don't know them anymore and you pull away, that's normal and that's apart of life. We hope one day you'll stop and remember who we once were and we hope you'll miss us, because we've missed you and you never left our thoughts. Time to discover a new path or make our own trail.

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mandie 45, Female, New Jersey, USA - 3 entries

Aug 2006
6:25 PM EDT

hello, my life is sad, mean, and disapointing. my heart was very big but now it is the size of a walnut. i thought i can trust people but i can't because i told my friend my secreat but 2 days later she was as mean as a lion fighting over a deer.she went against me. she was my best friend for life but really it was best friend for 2 days. saturday we went to the mall and we got our ears pierced and went shopping all day then we went to dinner after dinner she slept over boy we had a great time and she kept on saying we are bffl's(best friends for life) but oh well. i wrote her a letter saying how i feel about our friend ship but i didn't give it to her. so there you go that's my story.

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