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09
Sep 2006
9:37 AM EDT
   

What I am afraid of most is dying a lonely women and nobody caring anything about me. All I try to do is be a good, caring person and help those that I can but it seems that its never good enough. I'm scared of my children hating me. I never see them and they hardly ever call me. I just feel so alone in this world with no one to talk with or turn to. My mother has recently found out that her cancer is back and I fear the worse for her. She's the only one that I feel that I can turn to or talk with and now that this is upon her I can't dump my problems on her. I feel that I've totally screwed up my whole life.
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  • Username: car0202
  • Gender / Age: Female, 66
  • Location: USA - South Carolina
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    About Me: 46, divorced, white, female who lives in South CArolina. I have 2 beautiful girls.

    Interests: I love animals. I have a chocolate lab, 2 cats, koi pond. I love doing anything outdoors, working in the yard and would love to move to the beach one day.

    Favorite Music: Love all types of music except for the rap.

    Favorite Movies: Love chick flicks and drama

    Favorite Television: Reality TV shows; Dr Phil and Oprah

    Favorite Books: Haven't read anything in a while but I love Danielle Steel books

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