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    usangel95  33, Female, Texas, USA - First entry!
09
Dec 2007
2:34 PM EDT
   

GOD IS IT

god is it!!

he loves all of us no matter what we say or do as long as we ask for forgiveness

-wit

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    SweetiePie120  28, Female, Missouri, USA - 8 entries
09
Dec 2007
2:30 PM EDT
   

Arrrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!

OMG!!!!! I HATE MY GOT DAMN,

CRAPPY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 comment(s) - 08:36 PM - 12/19/2007
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    andheartme  30, Female, Hawaii, USA - 2 entries
08
Dec 2007
7:28 AM HAST
   

A Satur Day

A Movie night. Funnnn. [:

Mr. Magoriums Wonder Emporium. That was a cute show. Natalie Portman and Justin Batemen. Never heard of Him before though. Oh well. ill google him. iMDb. Kinda cool actually. Popcorn till i practially choked it up.

No new pictures from it though so heres one of a funnish day from one of my previuos adventures. It's a camp thing. My first REAL camping trip with Tasia krytsal and Kaejay

5983D3E8.jpg . explore my world image by andheartsme

Anyways, that's it for now, so check it out tommorrow. [:

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    Robin  32, Female, Missouri, USA - First entry!
07
Dec 2007
9:05 PM EDT
   

OMG...!!!

What's up with my life?

It feels like the world is out to get me. FAmily members lying on you, parents treating you like crap...I mean...is this what I was put on earth for???

WAS THIS MY PURPOSE OF LIFE???

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    fredfehlauer  73, Male, Canada - First entry!
07
Dec 2007
10:32 AM MST
   

First Posting

Test
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    AlmaBabyBoo  60, Female, Florida, USA - First entry!
05
Dec 2007
10:47 PM EDT
   

Insomnia Attack

In 2002 something really horrible happened to me. It was a living, breathing nightmare. It lasted for two years. I lived with a man who beat me constantly. He'd even come home from work miles away from home to do it.

Sometimes I wish the people in my life could understand what it feels like to be me sometimes but they can't. No one can. Yes, I get therapy. I take medications. These things help some.

I never realized that physical and sexual abuse would follow me in my mind for years like this. It's a never-ending nightmare. Then, just when I'm feeling semi-normal someone came into my friends home and attempted to rape me while my three-year daughter slept next to me. Fortunately, I had a weapon beside me which I guess he didn't see because I knocked the shit out of him. I still don't know who he was but I would have recognized him if he'd came back in the next few days because I hit him with that ball bat on the side of his head hard.

I'm having serious problems with sex in my relationship. I don't want it to be this way. I'm 44, this shouldn't be happening to me. This shouldn't be happening to ANY woman but here it is happening to me. I'm trying to recover; seeming to take forever. I keep wondering how long he's gonna hang in there. It's difficult to be kicked when you're already down.

I try so hard to have a positive attitude. I try that by reading books and re-programming my subconscious. I'm sick of mind replaying the shit over and over inside my head. I hate this happened but happen it did. I haven't written but a bare minimum. I'm not looking for any sympathy, how can anyone say anything to make me feel "better"?

I just wish I could erase that part of my life and be "normal" inside of all messed up inside my own mind. I wonder if I'll ever make it back. I don't dwell on it unless intimacy is involved. I get ....I can't describe it. I want to show my feelings but there is so much internal fear that love will turn against me into a violent hate and I KNOW he's not like that but the fear is still there. Sighhhh.

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    limbo699  44, Male, New York, USA - 6 entries
05
Dec 2007
2:29 PM EDT
   

im back

it has been a min.. since i wrote in this.. i have been vary down. my wife and i are not doing vary well and i dont know what to do.. i think she is seeing someone that she is down range with and i know that she has feelings for.. she told me that she would not hange out with him any more but every time i call her she seems to be unable to talk.. i love her but im sick of the lies and the pain that comes with all this.. she has done this before to me and i worked past it but this time i dont know if i can.. we have two kids together and i dont want to lose them or take them from her.. but when i think about it it really is about them and not me.. she is a good person and a really good mother but she cant commit to anyone. we have been married for five years and i just dont know what to do..
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    kerriann  29, Female, Austria - 5 entries
03
Dec 2007
2:31 AM EDT
   

At home

Dear journal:In the morning i went to school.When i got their I sat down with my friends Yasmin,Alex,Tilly& Sofie.They were playing sit down handball so I put my bag down and sat down but Tilly the little snorty,bitch.retarted punie girl just shoved her bag over 2 the left and smiled at meThen my other friend came her name was Erin she and another girl found an injured bird on the way to school.So she told Mrs Graham our pricipal and she went to the office and got a little box 4 Erin 2 put the baby bird in.Then the bell rang and we went 2 class.I sat in my chair then our teacher was talking onand on and on so i just sat their in my seat. Then after she finished talking she gave us a spelling sheet we had to do.Then half way through Mrs proudfoot said that there was a christmas concert on in the hall that we had to go to.After that it was recess then we went into the classroom done the rest of our work then it was lunch after that we went home.

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    Ericia999  46, Female, Singapore - 3 entries
02
Dec 2007
11:22 PM HNT
   

From:Ericia

hi i am new here want to be my friend???
2 comment(s) - 10:21 AM - 05/25/2010
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    Patoonya  27, Female, Canada - First entry!
02
Dec 2007
4:29 PM EDT
   

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg?!?!

No more money. need more money!!!!!

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