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    brokenhearted635  30, Female, Arkansas, USA - 3 entries
01
Jan 2008
6:24 PM CDT
   

dont know wat to do

he wont talk to me, i dream about him everynight, then cry myself to sleep the next. it hurts so much, he says "some day" then says "probley never." i dont know wat to think about him. at my party, all my friends thought we were going out b/c of some things that happened. i hurt so much that i wished for something that i didnt want to come true. i wished "i hope i never have to talk to him again, so i wont be hurt anymore" but it came true, and now, i lost a good friend, and my dream guy. lifes a bitch!!
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    IvoryAngel  50, Female, Oklahoma, USA - First entry!
01
Jan 2008
10:48 AM EDT
   

Welcome to My World

Whisper in your ear,

Kiss on your lips,

Beat in your heart,

Gleem in your eye,

Sweetness on your tongue,

Look for me and that is where you will find me. ~IvoryAngel


Welcome to "My World" Sit down and stay awhile once you enter you will never be the same again.



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    tumblerbabe2011  32, Female, Alabama, USA - First entry!
31
Dec 2007
7:52 PM CDT
   

January 1, 2008

It's a new year you should be very happy right? well i was except for i had broken up with the best boyfriend I ever had December 31, 2007 Tyler Jackson he was so sweet but i couldnt stay together with him.

January 1, 2008 new years MORNING as soon as it was 12:00 am i shouted HAPPY NEW YEARS and I LOVE CODY... cody is this guy who i've dated off and on for 3 years we've been through so much and i love him dearly but we could never seem to make our relationship work right... but eventually we will be able to be together like we want. but anyway...

i went to sleep about 12:30am and woke up about 11:00 i was still tired tho.. so i got up and got something to eat... then i went to my bed and watched some movies i watched TWO WEEKS NOTICE good movies if you havent watched you should...and i watched DECK THE HALLS hilarious movie i loved it!!!

then i called tyler about 10 pm or so and talked to him for a while about random stuff.... then cody called about 12 or so... so i talked o him for about 20 min. and he told me he loved me and he wanted to be with me when we got older!! i was so happy... i went to sleep about 1 am.

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    san  41, Female, China - 4 entries
27
Dec 2007
5:47 PM WST
   

What would you do with your life today if you weren't afraid of failure?

quit my job and start my journey in discovering life as a freelance interpreter, aide-worker and missionary worker. alas i have bills to pay now. life.

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    mandybin  38, Female, New Jersey, USA - First entry!
25
Dec 2007
10:30 PM EDT
   

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    Lorimo  30, Female, Florida, USA - 4 entries
22
Dec 2007
4:14 PM EDT
   

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    berries7cinnamon  37, Female, Singapore - 20 entries
22
Dec 2007
8:51 AM EDT
   

I just got my new desktop today. Just slightly more than a week ago, I was telling a few of my friends how much I wanted to have one because I wanna play MMO. Someone asked me if I wanna play MMO it's because I'm lonely.

Actually, not at all. I have plenty of things that I like to do to keep me busy. I just would like to try something new. That's all.

I started gaming once it's all set up and ready. I had fun and along the way I think I did quite a few things that made other players roled their eyes. (haha...)

However, there's something that's bothering me. -.-

How I managed to have this desktop at such a short notice was all because of my cousin who was so willing to spend on me. I was really thankful. I haven't been a very good spot today because I got pissed at what mom said to me... AGAIN (just like so many time in my life).

I forgot to thank my cousin and got mad because the cd/dvd drive couldn't work well. My cousin said that seller wanted her to come down to his store to get a new drive, and he's even willing to upgrade it for us... for free. To me, that's not the point. His store is so far away and my cousin told me she wasn't even sure of the way as well yet she just agreed to go down to his store to pick it up and said that she knew how to fix or change the drive.

That seller has the responsibility to come over to my house and fix that problem. I felt that my cousin was being to easy going. -.- Or maybe I'm simply being too difficult. I just feel that since he's the seller, he should be the one to provide us the service and not us who's making things convenient for him.

In the end, after waiting for such a long time for my cousin to help me set up the PC, I got bored and started reading my manga. I couldn't really paid attention to her when she was showing me some stuff and I didn't realised that I haven't thanked her for today. I did thank her profusely when she offered to get the PC for me, but I just didn't do it today. -.- I felt so rude, worst of all my mom was the one who reminded me.

This isn't the first time I didn't thank someone who has helped me. It's not that I didn't want to thank them, I simply forgot or didn't realise that I... just didn't. This is so embarrassing.

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    SissyB94  29, Female, Arkansas, USA - 3 entries
21
Dec 2007
11:20 AM EDT
   

Tv shows and parents

Have your parents ever gave you that lecture about how TV kills your brain cells? Yeah I know how you feel mine to! Well i think that they have nothing better to do than keep telling us that over and over and over and over again!Doesn't it get on your knerves? Mine too! Well maybe they should just get a life instead of messing with ours. I know sometimes(most of the time)they are just trying to help, but maybe they should just give it a rest. Well i g2g ttyl!!!

yours truely,

SissyB94

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    NotJustAnotherGirl  47, Female, Illinois, USA - First entry!
19
Dec 2007
3:55 PM CST
   

Opening the Flood Gates

I've resisted the idea of journaling for quite awhile now. I've resisted the advice of two therapists and many self-help books, all of which have urged me to journal. However,the idea of journaling hasalways been intimidating to me. There's something so permanent about puttingmy thoughts down on paper. Laying everything out in black and white for examination. It seems so much safer,to keep the thoughts swimming through my brain. I suppose, it saves me from having toaccept the truths about my life that I'd much rather ignore.

Like everyone, there are things about myself that make me unhappy. I suppose I've been operatingby the saying "ignorance is bliss"...but it isn't. It isn't blissful, because I'm not truly ignorant of my own faults and shortcomings. They are always there...just inside my peripheral vision...nagging me...eating away at the world that I try to create for myself, within myself.

This isn't easy for me. The process of unravelingmy life to examine who I am and how I became this person. But it is a necessary process for me at this point, because I'm not happy with this person. I feeldiscontent. I'm uneasy. Uncomfortable. Unsatisfied.

I think all of these feelings are necessary to precipitate change, so instead of trying to bury them deep, deep inside of me, as I have in the past, I'm going to try to let them surface. Explore them. Follow them to their core. I imagine the process to be similar to peeling an onion; not only in the fact that there will be many layers to peel away, but that the process will likely bring tears.

I know that I have buried much sadness inside my body. I think there are many reasons for the sadness. Many of those reasons have been too painful for me to acknowledge or cope with in a healthy way.

I sometimes feel the sadness start to well up inside of me. At first the feeling is small and begins deep within my chest, but grows with a force that causes me to panic. I feel that I will get lost in the sadness if I allow it to fully surface...that I will drowned in it. So, I use all of my strength to push it back down and lock it away, not sure of where it dwells in the deep, dark crevasses ofmy body,when it lays dormant, waiting for its next opportunity to charge the gates that I have erected to protect myself. But it senses my weakness...my exhaustion...my confusion.

I don't want to spend my life fighting against the sadness, but I'm unsure of how to let it flow through me without destroying me. Can I experience the sadness in a way that will allow me to come out the other side whole? Can I not only survive the experience, but use it to gain strength?

These are questions to which I have no answers. But, I will find them...in time. This will serve as my reminder when I feel that I have made no progress. I will come back to this, my first journal entry, to retrace my steps and find my path again.

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    purpletulip  41, Female, West Virginia, USA - 6 entries
19
Dec 2007
9:48 AM EDT
   

Is anyone else excited about christmas?

I love this time of year! This year I was actually able to buy a tree and some ornaments. Last year I was too poor! As of Friday I will be free for a couple of weeks and I'm really looking forward to relaxing and soaking up the christmas atmosphere.

There are so many things I love about christmas: the snow (if we get any), snuggling up by the fire, sharing a good cup of coffee, tea, hot chocolate with a friend or family member, giving gifts and seeing people enjoy them, being with people you don't get to see on a regualr basis....

I want to hear what other peoples favourote things are about christmas and what your favourite christmas stories are.

Merry Christmas!

Purpletulip

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