I love this time of year! This year I was actually able to buy a tree and some ornaments. Last year I was too poor! As of Friday I will be free for a couple of weeks and I'm really looking forward to relaxing and soaking up the christmas atmosphere.

There are so many things I love about christmas: the snow (if we get any), snuggling up by the fire, sharing a good cup of coffee, tea, hot chocolate with a friend or family member, giving gifts and seeing people enjoy them, being with people you don't get to see on a regualr basis....

I want to hear what other peoples favourote things are about christmas and what your favourite christmas stories are.

Merry Christmas!

Purpletulip

Firstly, can I just say a very big Thank You to everybody that left a comment or email message for me. I almost keeled over when I saw how many I had. For one horrible moment I thought, while under the Influence, I had struck up some kind of deal with guido trying to make it big, in my bid for fame and success! lol. Alas, that was not the case, considering I stumbled on guido's page by pure accident, I was just lucky enough to be on the right page at the right time! lol and boy! am I glad I did!. There will be a rather large glass of either Brandy and Lemonade or Bacardi and Diet Coke raised in the air towards you all on Christmas morning lol.

Decided to miss the usual Christmas Tipple last year until way after dinner! Hmmmm. What a silly move! lol. I was too stuffed and exhausted to lift the glass let alone attempt to compete in the usual Christmas day extremely competitive games,quizzes and sing-a-longs! For there only being 3 of us, It's amazing how much noise we can muster up! lol Bet the neighbours loved the peace last year! Well this year, It will be back to normal! lol. Dinner will be on the table for no later than 2pm. I will just make sure my glass comes with me when I have my usual bath in the morning along with choccies and bath goodies. Awww. I think I just got a twinge of excitement.

For some reason, It hasn't felt very Christmassy this year. I don't know If anyone else has noticed this? or Is It maybe just me? What I do know though, Is how absolutely freezing It Is!. I took ages to heat up last night. I was wrapped up In 4 layers aswell and still couldn't get warm. Can't believe that earlier today, I agreed to have a test run for our Christmas Dinner..... lol bought a huge stuffed Pork Roast, Roast Tatties, Carrots and yorkshire puddings! Tasted amazing on Sunday!! lol Now, can you all tell we love our food here? lol.

I have the cheek to grumble about being a lot heavier than usual! Well, Hmmm, I wonder why! lol. Och, If the truth be known, This Is the one time of year that everyone should be having big hot meals and be all cosied up with the fire on doing something they love! Ooeer! within reason of course! lol Must go just now and refill my cup of tea and check the oven. Back Soon. xx

a fake smile is all it takes to blow your cover

they can see right through you

like you dont exist

if you went away

no one would care

no one would even notice

your worthless, useless and shameful

nothing more then a wrist without a razor

resorting because your weak

weak, but its whatyou are

i give up

kill me now,

i've lost the will to live

and im making the same mistakes again.

hey if your reading this i need some idvise on how to tell a girl you like her thx

My name is sierra. Today was so horrible. I miss school. It wasn't my fault i didnt have a ride to school. I didnt take the bus cause i didnt when the bus comes how long it takes. At school there has been lots of rumors about my friends and I. When my friends and I went to get starbucks, everybody was just looking at us. Right now i am at home that is why i am writing. I have so many things on my mind it's not funny. Okay, There is this guy and i really liek him. He's smart outgoing, super cute. But the thing is i am so scared to ask him out. We are really great friends, but i am just so neverous, I think it's common for girls to get like this. Well i have to go. bYE

If someone has no motivation for anything anymore is it wrong ? i found out that i have no motivation for anyhting anymore . I just sit around and write. I dont make an effort to see my friends or talk to them .I listen to music that makes me question my self at times. Its not the best thing in the world , thats one thing i know but will it ever stop? will i ever figure out what the point is anymore?! is there really any meaning for anything anymore ? i know this is a shiitty bunch of thoughts but its the way im starting to see everything these days * You gave up on all your dreams along the way**