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    harlie1983  28, Female, Iowa, USA - 79 views
11
Apr 2012
9:56 PM EDT
   

Hospitals

I am sitting at the hospital been here for two days now.  Niece went in and had surgery for a sore on her behind but came out on top and is a great trooper.  The thing is the nurses wont let her rest or be relaxed they know she is in so much pain and needs all the rest she can get.  I know they are just making sure their patient wont get worse before they get better but still I am finding it rather hard to bite my tongue and not tell them to leave her a lone for at least two hours so she can rest.  I know they are doing what they are taught to do but still it don't mean I am not getting a little irritated with as much time they spend poking and pushing on her and keeping her awake.  I thank all of them for all the hard work they have been doing and will continue to do in the next day or so.   

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    hermes9  39, Female, Texas, USA - 77 views
21
Jan 2012
11:21 PM
   

Today was the fisrt day of my vaca.the day went by fast. I am enjoying it so much...
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    pussywillow  59, Female, Kentucky, USA - 77 views
24
Jan 2012
2:03 AM EDT
   

I need to get motivated to start walking again. I took a short yesterday afternoon,    It felt so good, wind blowing in my hair, cool air on my face. I really need to do this everyday to get my stamina back after being in the hospital. I need to get my strength back so I can get in the garden this spring. I have to do it! I have to! You can help me diary!! Thanks
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    snorkelinglover  56, Female, California, USA - 70 views
07
Apr 2012
6:18 PM
   

No Fear of Failure, then maybe try jujitsu or voice acting?

If I wasn't afraid of failure, I'd try to explore scientifically, unafraid to ask anyone for help with my suppositions. Also, I'd want to to try something different, like voice acting, or jujitsu, knowing if I looked like a fool, I still wouldn't be jeered asa failure.
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    lottie1999  13, Male, Uruguay - 70 views
10
Nov 2011
12:10 PM BST
   

i live story writing
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    bgc  56, Female, Arkansas, USA - 68 views
23
Apr 2012
8:18 PM EDT
   

The biggest time-waster in my life right now is my computer!!!! If I could stay off of it for a little while, I might could get some things accomplished.
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    shengshenglian  28, Male, China - 68 views
05
Nov 2011
2:26 AM
   

潇洒撒

个vvgscfsfcevfh
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    Mundayk  26, Female, Australia - 64 views
11
Jan 2012
10:19 PM EST
   

Just to let you know...

All my entries are Private. The way there meant to be. This isn't a blog. Only bloggers want the world to hear there rants.

I did however want something on my profile page.

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    Dray  28, Male, Missouri, USA - 63 views
31
Mar 2012
12:00 PM EDT
   

Well, i just started this new journal thing any advice? ;/

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    Misty Thrash  22, Female, Ohio, USA - 61 views
18
Apr 2012
1:49 PM
   

A Time In Life

There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and all the people who create it. Surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but HAPPY..... :-D
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    TxLilly  33, Female, Texas, USA - 56 views
13
Apr 2012
6:50 AM
   

My first recorded Journal On-Line

 
A Fresh New Start

Will write more later today when I have reviewed options, tools, and locate a Great First Day Quote and picture!

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    StacyNorris  36, Female, Tennessee, USA - 53 views
30
Mar 2012
11:46 AM
   

I had to do it.

I had to fall in sick because I really hurt!!
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    VivWilson  27, Male, Illinois, USA - 52 views
11
Nov 2011
4:44 PM CDT
   

Well, you came last Thursday. By the way, I am totally ripping of google in a Superbowl ad. But I thought it was a great idea. Ironically, google thinks your a teen who is trying to lie their way into a gmail account since I put your birthday down once. ONE FREAKIN' TIME. And they locked down vivian.leigh.wilson@gmail.com. I don't know how long inbox.com is going to last so I am cc'ing everything to my gmail account. At this time, your getting away with not taking the boob. I am not very happy about it. So, your mom went into labor at 8pm on Wednesday night (technically). I came home from working at Marketing Werks and had been on a cooking spree. I must have sensed it coming because I had the crock pot on a 24 hour rotation. Its a good thing because I barely had time to cook anything for the next week. Your mom said that she "leaked." Not quite sure what to make of "leaked" vs. "my water broke", I just kind of kept along with my business. I was kind of tired from trying to accomplish too much at work and at home. Then she kept on saying it over and over again. We had already been to the hospital early that morning because you did not kick her in the morning after orange juice, so I was thinking that I was not going to ruin a good nap due to the fact that your mom is just pissing herself. So I just waited until she was convinced that it was time to go to the hospital. The next 10 hours are pretty boring. It's just us sleeping while your mother is in labor, but there is not much going on. Then they gave your Mom medicine to induce contractions and start dialation. Some time later after a failing epidural, your mom was finally dilated. She pushed for 3 hours and nothing happened so finally they did a c-section. I was a little ill-prepared for the c-section. At this point in time, it is a major surgery with scalpels and mouth covers and all. They had me wait outside for what seemed like forever until they were ready to start the surgery. They they escorted me in and had me sit down beside your mom's head on the table. She was awake but numb from the diaphragm down. They said that when they get you out that I was going to stand up and take a picture of you. Well, I thought that they were going to present her or something. But when I stood up, I started to see a lot of red and silver from the surgeon's tools so I averted my eyes and snapped a picture blindly becuase I didn't want to see your Mom's insides. After everything that happened: - 28 hours of labor - 2 epidurals - 3 hours of pushing - 1 c-section I told your mom that she fell out of the pregnancy tree and hit every branch on the way down. So throughout the labor process I was thinking over and over, just get to the other side and you can stop worrying. Then they put you on the table and took me over to you and there you were. That's when I realized that the worrying was just beginning! You looked like my uncle john at first because your hair was stained red and you were so swollen from IV's and the pushing. It was unreal. Have you ever waited a long time to meet someone and then when you do you think that they don't look how I expected you to look. Your hands and feet (with the exception of your little toes, because your aunt is all over me for trying to say that you have my feet) look like mine. But at first your face didn't look much like either of us. It was wierd, usually babies have at least two things that look like one of the parents. Like the nose or the eyes. But it wasn't definitively one or the other. You were laying there crying and I put my finger in your hand and you grabbed it and started to cry less. Then I put my other hand on your body and you stopped crying all together. The nurse took you over so Brandy I and I could take pictures and hold you. Then I went with you to the nursery so you could get weighed. I had to step it up a little earlier than I thought because they were still tending to brandy. While I was there I was picking up all the tricks that others were using on the babies, like how to swaddle and such. Your Mom was impressed how I was able to just jump in and start doing stuff. When they were still tending to Brandy, the surgeon was teaching the student about the human body. Talking about where the bladder is and what the dark spot was on it etc. Then your Mom was like, "Hey doc, I want to be with my kid that I just spent 28 hours trying to get out!" I realize this message is a little long but it took me a week to get it written. When you were in the hospital with your mom for 3 more days it was OK because the nurses would bring you in for feeding and help take care of you. One night when I was walking home to take the dogs out I was thinking of you face. Then I realized something: Sometimes people fall in love for the first time when they are really young. And it doesn't even have to be a good relationship, It's just a chemical thing. It is sometimes so powerful that it effects a persons biology. Usually, these situations end very tough. And after that, when you fall in love, it is less intense than that first time. This is what happened to me, I never thought I would feel that way agian. Which isn't a bad thing, such is life. If everyone fell in love that way then everyone would be running around like lunatics, no one would go to work, etc. Well I was walking home from the hospital and i was thinking about your face. Then, I felt some bells and whistles go off in my head. I realized it was like I was falling in love for the first time, all over again. I can actually sniff you and get a buzz. I can feel the oxytosin in my brain getting let loose. Those first 48 hours after we brought you home were killer. I am told that it is always this way for babies. You ate every 2 hours. So after we wake you up, burp you, find everything, prep everything, uncloth you, change your diaper, feed you, burp you, help mom work the breast pump, and cloth you again,, there is only 1 hour left. And this is a 24 hour cycle. So finally after around 48 hours, we get faster at the routine and you take more time between feedings its more like 40min on, 1:20 off. Usually people take a lot of time off of work, but I didn't want to do that since I just started this job and my father has instilled in me a work ethic that I rarely see equaled. I want to bank my vacation days in case you get sick or brandy is going to have a meltdown, LOL. Also trying to get you breast fed. There are a lot of benefits from doing this. Whenever you eat the formula you fall right asleep but whenever you eat breastmilk you are wide awake and look like you are just learning like crazy. There is a energy drink right now called Red Bull. So now I alway joke around and ask you if you "got some of that Red Bulb." Thats all I have for now, Love You, Dad
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    nguyendangtin  28, Male, Vietnam - 50 views
17
Apr 2012
2:44 PM ICT
   

Testing Nhật ký đám cưới!!!
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    angelxlynn11  22, Female, Florida, USA - 49 views
28
Oct 2011
10:18 AM
   

Lord please with the family of Cynthia Renteria and God Bless her and her beautiful baby girl. Its crazy how the world works... please help the angry people in this world find peace within themselves and I pray for Cynthia's father as well.
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    annierose  27, Female, Philippines - 49 views
30
Dec 2011
6:54 PM
   

My New Beginning

Goodbye 2011 I am going to face the new year with confidence Forget all the bad memories of the past Enjoy the present And dream towards the future
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    bester  38, Female, Hungary - 45 views
17
Apr 2012
3:40 PM CEST
   

Youth in revolt
not even close to the book, and its not about the story.
House MD, S08E16
Im not excited enough about House MD any longer/at this moment
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    cindy  22, Female, California, USA - 45 views
12
Jan 2007
1:02 PM EDT
   

A persons strength grows when he or she is defeated because it makes her try harder for the next chance they get.If they win every time they get big headed and they think they don't have to try because they can already do it with no doubt. So loooseing is not a bad thing it just makes you stonger and also it makes you want to try harder.
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    GlitteryStrawberryPink18  8, Female, United Kingdom - 39 views
06
May 2012
11:21 AM BST
   

did you know i passed the idiot test and so did my boyfriend
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    mikehughes32  44, Male, Canada - 38 views
16
May 2012
9:57 AM PDT
   

Overcoming Planetary Evil. By- Mike j Hughes

, There are countless forms of life teeming through out our cosmos. It would boggle our minds if we could so much as begin to understand..I wrote this short paper describing some of the most vile, depraved, and earthbound discarnate human beings,- and some lower forms of life we normally do not see, such as the filthy imps ,ghouls ,the demented fairies, as well as those upon the involutionary arch descending ever deep into the matter aspect of the planet.


Some of these soulless beings are thought forms energized by all that is worse, depraved and wicked in the lives of human beings who cannot shake themselves free from elemental lives and substance tainted with the evil accumulated over eons of time , . There are certain groups of these lower elementary beings who thrive and feed upon all sickly effluvia emanating from the male and female gonads, - the lower etheric astral ectoplasm having the stench of rotting genitalia.

The lower astral planes are populated with innumerable creeping things,- monsters ,misshapen, abortions of dead paths of evolutions, creatures not found fit to live upon the earth, and had long ago been cast off like excrement to places such as the 8 TH sphere and the `` planet of death`` to be grounded over and over within the confines of natures laboratory,- only to one day,- many Kalpas from now,- be used as elemental substance to form primitive bodies for a future humanity who`s tiny monads at this time are dwelling now within the most advanced members of the animal kingdom.

Many vicious non-human entities are feeding upon raw abnormal sexual energy like some kind of dirty filthy body lice. The Majority of people who are vibrating at these levels are not aware of the fact that they themselves are victims, and know not what the hell is going on with the toll that is being taxed on their bodies and minds by lower forms of evil abominations that have been with humanity ever since the influence of the Dark Brotherhood came to prey and foment their hatred upon the human species since the Atlantean root race when sexual forms of black magic of unbelievable horror reached a destructive climax that brought doom for the fourth root race.

The lower astral planes are, at most, occupied with lower types of black magicians who reside within the most darkest places of hell, where the nightmare wailing, and the screaming never stops,- like a constant howling of lost souls who have failed to galvanize and cultivate a spiritual foundation. .Many know it not ,and are dragged down into the pit of lost souls where many eons pass. Their fate is a heavy one indeed . The way back for them will be hard and painful,yet the mercy of evolution will prompt them forward until they again are in the rhythmic of progress once again.

. I have devoted my life to help those on the other side who may not even have a clue as to the fact they have passed on and are no longer in a physical body but are now in their astral bodies doing much of the same activities they were doing while in the body.

The lower astral planes are filled with horrors untold and can be a very disturbing and shocki8ng experience to those who are un-prepared to confront the nightmare creeping death!!.One must be strong in their WILL before confronting the horrors of the lower astral planes.

I know of others like myself who have been involved with the same kind of esoteric work I`ve been doing now for many incarnations...and many have had to leave this sort of service for fear of slipping into insanity and mental illness as a result of visiting dark levels of the astral planes,... and with the good intentions of helping others in desperate need of release from their self created hell they themselves have constructed for themselves over many incarnations.

. There was a time I saw an old hag on the lower astral planes who was very sickly looking as she was chewing on a 50 pound rotting bowl tumor , ripping it apart with her teeth as some wild animal would if it were starving to death. I have as well seen people who were boiling in pits of rotting sewage , sour medical waste,- who seemed to be enjoying it.
This is the horrid nature of the lower astral hells ,a place of extreme mental , emotional suffering, and there is nothing to compare with this sort of hell that occultists know as Avitchi . .So we can see that their evolution is arrested for eons of time, as a punishment they have brought upon themselves. They will be the ``eaters of dung`` on the ``day be with us``,' only to have lost all hope for this planetary cycle and will have to pay a very heavy fate of karma when their day comes.

Just as any sewer system serves a purpose in every large city, - so does any system of worlds have operating within non sacred solar systems. Such as the likes of some very deeply evil men that have come into our world from time to time.

From time to time evil beings will sometimes manage to slip through the door where evil dwells , thus finding their way into our world to spread all that is unnatural and depraved. Such was the case of Adolf Hitler and the deeply evil men that stood behind him during those dark days of the World War . The evil men who have come to us down through the ages are now dwelling within the darkest spheres that exist through out the vast caves of cosmic evil that are to be found through out the cosmos, and there are times when the Door where Evil dwells is for some karmic reason is ajar, allowing unnatural monstrosities and evil forces to enter our world.

The Elder Brothers of Divine Compassion are sealing the door where evil dwells and are preparing the race of men for a new age now on the horizon. People of goodwill must come together upon the mental planes and begin galvanizing the creative aspect within themselves. .With the coming of many minds under the goal of sharing and right human relations we could really move mountains. We are powerful beings- as well as divine beings,- who have all eternity to work out our destiny as souls .

Some ego's will tread swiftly on the path while others will take longer to complete their journey through the earth evolution. As said before the so-called ``laggards`` will be held as failures of nature to be held over until a new world comes into being that is more suited to their point of evolution.As souls we have had so many incarnations going far back into the past through many root races, cultures,and civilizations, - having much wisdom and experience behind us all. We only need to tap into our ``Higher Self`` and get in touch with the Divine within us all .
As more people come under the influence of their own souls, the more we shall raise our vibration to the level where evil forces, in their many grades, can not reach us,, and thus be sealed off to their own domain while the human evolution can carry on its natural course of development without any more disturbances from any thing evil and unnatural caused by some serious problems during the many failures on the moon chain and elsewhere so many millions of years ago .

There are group of human beings who are very mediumistic and scattered all Throughout the world unaware of this fact.We have all heard of people who have gone on a killing spree and have committed acts of an evil nature,- and when the deeds are done the person who performed these gruesome acts have no recollection of how they could have committed such wicked deeds,- who have become so confused that they end up committing suicide because they can not live with themselves knowing they have become so passive in an unnatural and unhealthy way which gave way for some very evil acts that some kind of being is telling them to do, and are tormented life after life wondering why they have committed such unspeakable and evil acts.
Many who have mental illness`` claim to have urges to do things that are not apart of their nature,- and who are in need of help from a spiritual source of which science has no understanding.
. If you had etheric vision, and , you were down in some skid row area,or in the vicinity of some other unwholesome place,- you would know that these whole areas are infested with beings who resemble the gnomes, trolls,ghouls,demented fairies,wicked human shells,- and as well as the dirty and down right filthy brownies.

As evolution cycles onward we will reach a point with the ability to heighten our vibration to a level where we can not be influenced or manipulated by these low level and filthy astral entities. They will be sealed off to remain within their own domain.

 

There are billions of man bearing planets through out galactic space. Some are more advanced than we are,- and there are as well those at our level of development, and still others who are very savage and primitive.Our earth evolution is only beginning to climb out of the thick fogs of glamor, along with the astral illusions of our own making. We, as yet, have a long evolutionary journey ahead of us before being classes as a 'sacred planet' We are on our way,- and soon the Seven Paths of the ``Higher Evolution``will swing wide open for the ``Sons of Men`` who will then realize they are the ``Sons of God``
and to be Buddha`s ourselves, - Lords of Compassion for a class of human stock who's Monads are now encased and dormant within the most advanced domestic animals that have worked closely with humanity for thousands of years who respond to the mind of man, -thus a stone becomes a plant,and a plant an animal, and an animal, a man, and a man a God.

All that I can say is that we must be who we are and to not identify ourselves with any fleeting images that come and go, which is the great illusion itself.

.We must gain control and demonstrate mastery over our emotional-astral bodies before we can embark upon any kind of mind control.This is the way of safety and common sense. No man is an island unto himself. We all have an effect on each other no matter where we are in the world. We are all little cells within a greater body in whom we move ,live ,and have our being.Even our thoughts can have an effect on our health,weather,nature ,and even our very environment.Their are some ego's who have carried the secrets with them in regards to the 'words of power 'and the ``'know how`` 'in using these powers they have gained during the Atlantean root race. Most of them are initiates of the first and second degree and are very powerful on both the physical and astral-emotional planes.

There are highly advanced astral magicians, good and bad, who have resided on the various astral planes for countless thousands of years. They have become crystallized and will remain in that state for a very long time to come, until they can break themselves free from astral glamor and become mentally polarized . In time humanity will expand it`s awareness to levels of Divine Brotherhood. In the meantime we all must work together and put our differences aside and work towards co-operation ,trust, sharing, and develop the virtues of a happy World Community.

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