Well I'm posting another entry. It's been a while I guess. Last posted in July. Still trying to post more often but eh, it's all good. Ok, well let me just talk about the stuff that has happend in the last week. Well my car broke down when I was driving around on Sunday. My head gasket blew. Big WAH! I had to pay an arm and a leg to get it fixed. I sort of wonder if I was cheated out a little because first he told me the estimated price would be $750 then when I paid him all of the money it turned out to be $950. I just went ahead and paid it. I'm broke like a joke right now but it had to be done. I need my car! In the end, I began thinking $950 was ok because 1, he had the car for only 5 days. 2, he changed the water pump, timing belt, some pipe that needed to be repaired and aslo put in a new reservoir cause my old one was cracked and that's what caused my car to overheat in the first place and 3, he's a really good mechanic and I can trust that the work he does is gonna last. Right now I'm at work on my lunch break. I'm working as a CSA backup now. I don't know if I have mentioned that in my posting before. Oh, and my brothers birthday party was last Saturday and that was pretty fun. Didn't get too too drunk but got drunk enough. I ended the night by going over to Mateo's new apartment and he brought up the BF thing and I told him I don't think I want that just yet. I feel that we don't even talk enough and if we do become BF's I'll probably end up hurting him in the end because I like my free time and I like my time to myself so I don't know. Anyways, um, I'm about to go clock back in and I'll post again some other time. Later bitches! :D
so just wanted to say that i came out to almost all of my imediate family. it feels like a lot of weights have been lifted and the support that i got from all of them has been pretty good. only my sister rose cried.... i knew she would she cries for everything. she was the one i was worried about telling but she was pretty fine with it. i just texted her and told her. she just told me i have always been supportive of her so she is gonna always do the same for me and yada yada. she was a little upset that i had told a lotofpeople before her...only 3 but i was just like rose theyre all gay. of course i would tell them first. i needed that support behind me. ok well im gonna cut this short cause im using my phone and i cant type as well as i can on the computer so yeah. ill talk to yall later! oh so total ummm 6 people know. 3 sisters 1 bro and 2 cuz. need to tell my bro and parents...well see how that goes.
����������� Ok, well I don’t know what to talk about really. Not much has been going on other than all this crazy weather we’re having. I swear, two days ago I was hot! Like, it was hot to where I was thinking about turning on the central air hot! And now today, there are icicles on the branches. It’s crazy! �I’m just like, what the crap! Oh, and for my New Year’s resolution is to stop cursing so much and to also stop drinking soda other than if I’m at the movies because I’m not going to pay $3 for a bottle of water! I mean, I can’t do it. Water should be free and I disagree to pay for it. Well I mean, we pay the water bill and I’m paying in that way but c’mon! Water costing $3! That water better make me lose a pound in that one bottle! Let’s see what else. Oh, well we got this new worker, I’m his trainer. He’s cool and all but I don’t know. He keeps on talking about girls and this and that, and I don’t think he’s too fond of gays. He talks about it’s not natural and this and that. I’m just like, oh, ok, you know. I think he’ll probably get me to come out and just go bad on him. For one, I hate when people say, oh it’s a choice. Ha, yeah, I CHOSE to be different. I CHOSE to be hated by homophobes. I CHOSE to have to feel scared about being with a guy. Yeah, I CHOSE to be gay and like men. It’s so dumb, I don’t know. I should just write a book. And of course he continues to go on, he said something about, “Oh, I studied biology and I know that there is no way a rectum should be use for that” or some crap like that. I was just thinking, Ok, a girl’s mouth isn’t used to suck d**k but bet he wouldn’t mind if the girl got on her knees. Am I right? Really! And to be honest I do like the feeling, LOL. I don’t know. He doesn’t want me to come out because if I did, oh I would let him have it. You wanna be a great debater, let’s go! But yeah, I don’t know. Umm, let me see what else to talk about. Oh, my freaking sister got in a wreck (while I was with her, my first time in a wreck!) while she was driving my other sister’s car. Yeah, it was really scary! But no one was hurt so that was a blessing. Umm, let me see what else. Oh, my cousin has continued to be a rotten mother to her kids. She dropped them off at my grandma’s house just like she did to us. Yeah, I don’t know if it’s because she doesn’t love them or just doesn’t behave the way a mother should. I mean, I don’t think my mom was a very good mother but I loved her to death and I know that she loved me to death. I mean, the woman would cry over anything. I remember when I cut my foot on some glass and was bleeding she started crying. It didn’t hurt too badly but it sort of felt good to know that she loved me. I guess I always knew, I even remember when I was younger, like 3 or so, I remember telling her I wanted to marry her, not knowing of course how nasty and wrong that would have been, LOL. I was even telling my sister that and she was just like, “Oh, that’s so cute!” I was like, yeah, when I was younger she was my everything. She was the world to me. It’s sort of sad to think that her daughter won’t feel the way I did about my mom nor does her mom feel that same about her. I don’t know what is the matter with that girl is. All I can think of is, “THIS IS YOUR BABY!!! HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE AND WANT TO CARE FOR YOUR BABY!!!” But maybe one day she’ll learn a thing or two about them kids but when that day comes, it will probably be too late for them kids. Umm, what else to talk about…oh, we also got this other new guy. He’s a little slow it seems like. Sometimes he talks and I’m like, what the crap are you talking about. He thinks he’s hot or something. I’ll give him a 6 out of a 10. 10 being crazy cute where I look at you more than once and just say to myself several times, “Dang, you are SEXY/CUTE!” I’ve seen maybe umm, about 5-10 donors that we’re like oh crap and maybe 2 � workers. � meaning I thought this guy was really super cute when I first saw him but now he’s like an 8. Just when you’re more up close you know, LOL. Yeah, well anyways, he’s a 6. He talks about girls but he never really discusses gays or whatever. Guess haven’t gotten to that subject. I don’t know why me and Pete (the other guy) discussed it one day. It was weird. I want to say it’s because there’s this girl who works there and I told him she’s lesbian and he went off from there. He says, “I don’t dislike gay people. I love gay people. I just disagree with their relationship.” What kind of stupid CRAP is that? Umm, gay people and gay relationships…sort of go hand in hand don’t you think. Being gay is your sexual orientation meaning that some kind of sexual relationship is involved. Yeah, I don’t know. Anyways, back to the other guy, Robert. Yeah, he just talks about girls and crap once in a while but he says he wouldn’t cheat on his girlfriend because he wouldn’t throw away what he has for p*55y. So that’s good I think. I tell him I’m going to message his girlfriend and tell her and he was like, “Nah man!” LOL I wouldn’t do that of course. That’s him and her. It just seems that the majority of men are pigs. It freaking sucks. Rob and another guy were talking about a donor and the other guy was telling Rob to like put her number in his cell with a guy’s name. I just think, dang are men really like this??? I mean, yeah, I know my occasional a-hole such as my cousin and stuff but really! I don’t know. Well hopefully I can find a good guy one day. I hope. Well until next week. I’ll talk to y’all later! �
Well if you read my post a while back you would have saw that I was super excited about getting my laptop. Well sadly, after I got home from going out to dinner I noticed my laptop was gone. I mean, for a second I thought, holly crap, someone took it but then I thought, no, maybe my sister borrowed it or something. She didn't. Someone took it and I feel like sick, like my stomach hurts and stuff from thinking about it too much I guess. I mean, I don't have much...I really don't. And this was like something that I decided hey, why not go for it. And yeah, that went bad. I just hope that whoever took it gets theirs. I really do.....c'mon Karma, do your thing....
Dang, there were some hot guys donating at plasma yesterday! Mmhmm. I was just like damn, haha. I saw maybe like, umm, 4 hot guys within 30 minutes, I was just like damn! LOL. And usually there's nothing but old looking, trashy looking guys, so yeah, I was a tad excited :D Haha. There's this one guy, I first saw him when I was donating, he had sat right across from me. He had this smile that like melts you. I don't really know how old he is...maybe like 25 or something...a tad old but yeah, lol. I love his smile. Well he was there. And then this other dude, he was tall and muscular, I was like, OMG! He had a nice ass body. They laid him pretty far so I couldn't see him well, lol. He was just like, ahh, lol. I think it was barely his 2nd time donating. He was hot! Then this other dude, he is cute! He looks like he has a big..well you know, haha. Mexican, cear face, cute smile, anda little meat like I like it, lol. So yeah, and then this other Mexican dude with an army shirt on, he had a cute face and from what I could see a pretty nice body. Ok, well told you this was short...just wanted to write this down because it's not everyday when hot guys donate ;D
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