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I sit here to night never thought that id love u as much as� do we meet in a chat as are friendship grew i found my self falling deeper in love i call it wild love cause as i'm falling deeper in love with you i realize we never meet face to face but as i finding myself falling deeper�in love with you i know it was meant to be and i dream on are first meet and what we will do and what�will are first words be. I know as i fall deeper in love with you and u with me we are lovers we are friends we are meant to be and i want you more and more each day and i want you to know that i trust with my life and my heart and soul and i know u tust me with every thing to and i love you baby.

Hold me tight through the night please don't ever let me go sing to me, sing so sweetly, this is the best love i'll ever know. I love you and everything you do just stay here�with me tonight say you love me and here your'll be with me until the morning light. Our love is the best forget the rest we were made for each other. You know�it's true, and i do, too i know�we'll never find another.�Hold me tight through the night please, don't let me go sing to me, sing so sweetly, this is the best love i'll ever know.

This world is so dark, this world so bright, ths world is evil, this world is so kind, this world is a drawing, this world so a fantasy, its got her heavens and it got her hells this world has everything, it'll ring a bell in this world i got a fear thats cuts like a knife in this world i got a life that is filled with so many blue in this world�and�all i want is a life time with you.

Hot and minty cooling�rush when it touches my tongue, i can feel the words inscribing themselfs deep within, but quickly fading away the after taste stays in my mouth but not for�too long.�

Just when I was thinking all good thoughts about D. I get thrown into the deep end of his "stupid" pool. It came at me very unexpectedly, doesn't usually? The PC guy was at the house to install a new tower, he had to transfer a bunch of stuff from the old to the new and he had to ask me questions about this and that, ok, everythings fine until...He shows me a series of pix that he couldn't transfer due to a fault in the file, he asks if I need them. I take a casual glance at the shots and to my shock and shame they are porn shots w/D in some of the poses!!

I cannot express how horrified I was but I acted quickly and hopefully unemotionally telling PC guy to delete them. I left the room casually but wanted to run screaming!

I had plenty of time to gain composure before seeing D. that night. I told him how I felt and that I shouldn't ever have to see anything like that in my house again. He was reacting predictably, nervously smiling which sort of ticked me off but I can understand it, lots of people do that at the worst times. It's a defensive smile. Yep, plenty to feel defensive about buddy!

Once again poor D is on my list.

I wil not hold this against him though, I have let it go. I write about it only because that's what I do but I have shown him that he's back in my graces again and he hopefully has learned from this.

"Inside every soul, there is a story, and inside every story there is a life. Not every story is happy, some are dark, and sorrow filled. However, every story has a twist. The only way to find this twist is to continue living, even when life seems to fall down and crumble."

"The Dutch city of Drachten has undertaken an unusual experiment in traffic managment.� The roads serving forty-five thousand people are 'verkeersbordvrij': free of nearly all road signs.� Drahten is one of several European test sites for a traffic planning approach called 'unsafe is safe.'� The city has removed its traffic signs, parking meters, and even parking spaces.� The only rules are that drivers should yield to those on their right at an intersection, and that parked cars blocking others will be towed.

The result so far is counterintuitive: a dramatic improvement in vehicular safety.� Without signs to obey mechanically (or, as studies have shown, disobey seventy percent of the time), people are forced to drive more mindfully--operating their cars with more care and attention to surrounding circumstances."

From "The Future of the Internet and How to Stop It", Jonathan L. Zittrain, "Chapter 6: The Lessons of Wikipedia"

hey everyone out there... this is meh first ACTUAL seen journal xDDD i nvr realized that it wasn't public until just a few seconds ago Oo uh... so yeah!! xDDDD

guess dat's it, huh? O.o um... i know 8D

PET PEEVES:

1. ...dogs... (DX they bite oww!)

2. ...racist people...

3. ...mean people...

4. ...the color white... (it's too bland DX)

5. ...when people yap rly loud on cellphones, cause no one rly wants to hear about "your" life >>...

6. ...the number 666... (Oo i have nu idea why! XD)

um... moar to come xD

Facts About Meeeeeeee 8D:

1. My name is Sunlight and i am a hedgehog xD

2. i am vry shy when i met new people (in real life i am XD)

3. i have a boyfriend, his name is Fury, and he is also a hedgehog ^.^

4. i use to have a deviantART account named DancingDevil9 until i was banned 3:

(moar to come later xDDD)