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SkaterKitty 35, Female, Texas, USA - 10 entries

Oct 2006
3:52 AM CST

Tonight we have a game against Ranger. And they're not all that good so I think we might actually have a good game and win or something. We havent won a game yet. Saturday at Cisco our band marched in preliminary competition of 1A bands and we recieved 1st place. which is actually saying something since we've never won a trophy in the high school; well not since I've been there. But we have the real marching competition next Saturday (October 21st) at Brady and we're getting better so I hope we can get a 1st division and come home and show the town what we can really do. Show them that our band is not bad anymore. That we have stepped it up and will continue to do so. Tonight Carlos is coming to stay the night at my house because we're going to paint my room on Saturday. Well, I personally dont think that we're going to sleep. I mean I might fall asleep. But thats becuase I havent gotten very much sleep last night. First off I went to sleep at 1:30 because I was moving stuff out of my room to ready it for the priming process. Then I set my alarm for 5:30 so I could get up and prime my room before going to school. So I did that (my hands are covered in white prime). And yea. What I was planning to do tonight was watch movies and stay up all night long doing stuff that I dont know about yet. So yeah...But we'll probably end up doing it or something like that. Wow. OK what I was going to do to my room (painting and colors and stuff) is paint the walls purple, ceiling: silver with black and purple stars, and the window frames and bottom border: black with silver stars. So yeah. I hope it looks cool. OK I'm going to go for now. But I'll write more later. Bye! from carlos's girl rose lewis

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AcousticWinter 34, Female, Arizona, USA - 23 entries

Oct 2006
4:48 AM EDT

They broke up and she doesn't want him to tell me. Why? She knows he and I are going to get back together again. Why does it matter if I know? She's already taken him once and I'm not going to let her take him again.

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blackroseangel 33, Female, Louisiana, USA - 27 entries

Oct 2006
3:09 PM CDT

Deon is rlly making me mad tomorrow we r going to the movies. josh is getting ready and its 8 o clock. but oh well it doessnt close til about 12 or 1. idk nayways i gotta co cya

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jleigh09 38, Female, United Kingdom - 35 entries

Oct 2006
7:50 PM WEDT

worry bou money i am so skint i dunno how i am going to afford christmas i am panicking i dont wanna dissapoint anyone and i wanna spoil steven and tyler. just see how things go i spose. well least tyler has plenty of clothes etc to last him a while i dunno why has money always got to make things complicated and be so important it perfetic really coz without it we cant survive.

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Christian2007 37, Female, Iowa, USA - First entry!

Oct 2006
2:23 PM EDT

Today my sister told me that i acted like i was better than everyone else. I dunno i really try not to act that way. But when i'm told how to show my emotion i get a little moody. I know how i handle things and they work for me i don't need someone else saying oh well...you know...you should work on making a healthier way of being mad or the best don't be mad at that fact cause mom is working sorry but no...i have the right to feel mad and telling me not to act that way just makes me madder!

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singlemomandloveit 49, Female, South Dakota, USA - 2 entries

Oct 2006
8:46 AM CST

Hello! New here!

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singlemomandloveit 49, Female, South Dakota, USA - 2 entries

Oct 2006
8:41 AM CST

My daughter

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1 comment(s) - 09:16 AM - 10/19/2006

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crazynluv 38, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 4 entries

Oct 2006
9:40 AM EDT

I always thought that being in love was going to be the best thing in the world. But in all reallity, it has been and still is a rollercoster of pain, happiness, heartache, saddness, good times, bad times, tears, smiles, loniness...and the list goes on. What i have learned is to NEVER fall crazy in love....(like me) because that's when you start to love someone more then you love yourself, and when you start to let things slide that you wouldn't normally let slide, and when you start to turn the other cheek alot, and when you just put up with so so so so so much bullsh*t, because your holding on to the hope that one day, one sweet day, he'll come around and he'll act right, because you love him so much,that his beautiful smile and his warm hugs, and soft lips, and sweet "i love you"s makes you forget all that other sh*t, that you would rather have him in pain (and sometimes some happiness, don't get me wrong) than to be without him. That is me....Ms. Crazy in Love..

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1 comment(s) - 01:53 PM - 10/13/2006

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Miss1 46, Female, Kentucky, USA - 13 entries

Oct 2006
9:34 AM EDT

You know..... it's been awhile since we last talked and I've desperately needed this. I am finally beginning to understand what a bitch I have been to the people in my life. It is so refreshing to finally see and understand that. I have been ruining my own life, love and happiness. Or should I more correctly say that I have been sabotaging it for reasons unknown to me still. But I want to be happy. That's a big admittance from me. I always dwelled in my unhappiness. I thought that was how I was supposed to feel. Don't know why. Anyway, it may not make much sense to anyone out there, hell--- it makes none to me yet, but the great thing is that I realize now that what I've been lacking in my life and love is only ME!!! Only me. What I didn't put in to it. Nothing. It took 3 days of me being sick with the flu and not being able to work to figure this out. Sounds stupid I know but it worked for me. I want to live and love how I'm living. I'm tired of letting my past pains determine my life here on out. I've held on to that for too long and I believe I'm ready to let it go. I think that sometimes you have to look outside of yourself to see that it's not that bad after all. Everything I have right now is-----just. So thank you for being my ear and mouthpiece to help me learn what I've been lacking all along. I want self-esteem. I want to feel pretty and useful and important and smart. But----I want it without someone telling me. I want to know for myself. this journal entry is a soul-opener for me. Anyone out there who may read this.....I don't want to bore you with my incessant bitching but YOU HAVE SAVED ME!!! And for that, I am forever grateful. Until then..... I will be back for more tomorrow. Thank you

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amy 58, Female, Ohio, USA - 2 entries

Oct 2006
7:30 AM EDT

I haven't called ron yet today, he is probably wondering what is going on. Maybe not. But I really don't want to call him with Kelly at my side.. How uncomfortable. Pressure, I am underpressure, to just turn on a dime. I am under pressure to be the righteous one again. And now it's like I have an illness. I really don't know how to explain it, but to say that I am tired of the impatience of the people around me, but then again I have been hurtful. I am trapped in my own little world. It's very tiring. I go to counseling today at 2pm. I don't really want to go to cedarcreek anymore, they prayed that God would take Ron home.... unbelievable. I want to call him and tell him what they prayed but I am afraid. An airplane flew into a building. two blocks from Angie's apartment. How freaky. That scared me to no end. It was way too close.

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