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        smb  50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries
    14
    Oct 2006
    12:10 PM MST
       

    Went to dinner with the entire B family at Golden Corral. It was okay, I just feel like I am in a "Blaa state",,, just sort of exsisting,,, walking around feeling sad and numb and lonely and "just here" but yet good that I can be in control of my choices and my relationships. AH, but am I in control of my relationships? I could go back to CN in a heartbeat but would that be just prolonging the inevetable? (yeah, I know I can't spell, specially when I am in a hurry) BOYs are in the bath going crazy I gotta get them to bed so I can have some piece and quiet~! CN called a few min. ago. I guess I will call him back, I just don't know how to be "just friends" with him or should I say, get him to be "just friends"
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        sublettt30  70, Female, Texas, USA - 66 entries
    14
    Oct 2006
    1:28 PM EDT
       

    Well I don't guess the day really matters. I have been so busy that I just can't get to all my post. I really would like to post every day. But right now it seems impossible.
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        sublettt30  70, Female, Texas, USA - 66 entries
    14
    Oct 2006
    1:25 PM EDT
       

    Things are really moving along well. I have started another way to generate income and it is really fun. I wish I have received the info on this sooner. But it is just in time for some major things I am trying to accomplish.
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        devildevon  30, Female, California, USA - 7 entries
    14
    Oct 2006
    11:04 AM EDT
       

    Hey everyone my boyfriend well he's not allowed to have a girlfriend so I have to pretend that I don't like anymore but I really really do! He is so nice and very cute. We just started school and I just met him on September 5,2006!!! He is the nicest boyfriend I ever had. Well I kinda like this one boy named Andrei he is so sweet he was my boyfriend in 5th grade and he was so nice. But sometimes he wasn't all that nice to my friends. I right storys about how much I like Andrei but he thinks weird. And whenever I try to sit next to him he always say "Eww get her away from me she gross." And my friends always laugh!! I feel like I'm some kind of joke. Helpless Girl, Devon
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        SkaterGirl32  29, Female, Texas, USA - First entry!
    14
    Oct 2006
    10:05 AM EDT
       

    My first entry! I guess this is a cool site! I don't know!Really I haven't been on this for long ! Well, I have to go! ByeBye **SkAtErGiRl32**
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        smb  50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries
    14
    Oct 2006
    7:12 AM MST
       

    I'm tired,,, tired of feeling like I'm going crazy... and I'm just tired. Shouldn't be! I got to sleep at 10 last night and slept till 7am. I guess getting woke up 3 times probably didn't help! Yesterday afternoon my mom stopped by and Stacey T came over and stayed for dinner. I got my study guide done and got to watch my new show (Men in Trees). and as I said, asleep by 10. very relaxing night. It is nice to have "me" time~ I didn't have that much when I was with CN... he consumed so much of my time~! I think, I didn't have to "give" him that much of my time but somehow I felt like I had to,,, maybe that's part of how I felt pressure from him. He had some secret way of sucking out my energy and time and I felt guilty if I didn't talk to him EVERY night. It seemed like the longer we've known eachother the more "dead air time" there's been on the phone, every night! I guess that what a relationship does, demands your time! Last night I called Kim K. and asked if her youngest (mariah) could come to the Sat. AM movie with us. I also asked her if she could bring the girls over Sun evening as CN wasn't here. She acted as if she already knew. THen today when I was dropping Mariah off after the movie Bill asked me what we were doing today. I said we were either going to Sundance to see Jay or staying intown to go to Pizza with the B family. Then, STUPID me, I mentioned CN couldn't come over because he was burning... and Bill said, yeah, he knew he wasn't coming that CN sent him an email! SO, now I wonder what was in that email. So, I left a message on CN's phone to say I'd appreciate getting let in the "news" so I knew what to say. I don't want them to think I am lying to them while CN might have told them everything or vice-versa. The movie (Garfield) was pretty good, well actually I wasn't too into the movie but the boys were good. After O got done with his munchies he started to get a little antsie but he was the best he's ever been at the movies. We made it all the way through! WHOO HOO!
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        AcousticWinter  34, Female, Arizona, USA - 23 entries
    13
    Oct 2006
    9:39 PM EDT
       

    Friday the 13th...not so horrible. Marching band competition tomorrow in Vegas. The change of altitude is going to kill my already dead ears. I really hope we do well this time. Last time sucked. One great thing did happen today. He asked me out again. Well we never technically broke up...we were on a break for four months and seeing other people during that break. It's all good. xP At least he came back to me. I knew he would. <3
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        Atrio3851  35, Female, Ohio, USA - 4 entries
    14
    Oct 2006
    9:37 AM EDT
       

    Well I swear God has to hate me. My oldest sister Dusty has had Ovarian cancer for years and they thought they got rid of all of it,She went back to get a check up, they found more. she said she didnt want to go through Chemo Again. I know she will, but hearing that kills me ,This means chemo all over again for the 4th time. It scares me because this is the sister that I look most like, and am the closest to, lately, my world is caving in.
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        Mzmoss03987  33, Female, Ohio, USA - 6 entries
    13
    Oct 2006
    8:14 AM EDT
       

    My mother is a pain in the a**. Sometimes i feel like i hate her and sometimes i don't. She really gets on my nerves and sometimes makes me nervous. well, anyways my life as usual is normal. school and everything. I have this one crush but i dont want to tell anyone. secret ha. Hes cute, intelligent and just cute. Plus i love Bow wow. Hes not cuter than Bow wow but almost there. his name i cant say but if u know me u know him. Well got to go. bye
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        xoxoelbaxoxo  33, Female, Ohio, USA - 17 entries
    13
    Oct 2006
    6:39 AM EDT
       

    haha im in school right now hahah!
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