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Jane 58, Female, USA - 50 entries

Oct 2006
4:27 AM EDT

On Friday I headed out for my weekend job at Lowes Motor Speedway. I was able to get this job with a temporary agency in Charlotte so I had to go to their location and get my assignment - it was not in a very desirable location. It's the type of place that people just show up in the morning and then are sent out to work that day. When I arrived they were trying to sort out the group of people that had showed up. 3/4's of the people did not qualify for the work because they did not understand what black pants, black shoes and whie shirt was. That was the uniform that we were to wear. After about 1 hour I was finally on my way to the track. After I arrived there we were issued a uniform to wear and assigned to a suite. My responsibilites for the weekend would be to serve drinks and food for the people in my suite. The suite I was in was owned by Speedway Motorsports Inc and they were entertaining a variety of political people this weekend. On Friday I only had about 25 guests in my suite so it was not really a lot of work. It was a long day though as I started at 10 and be finished about midnight. I really had a great time working the suite and what a spectacular view we had of the race. Because there were not many people in the suite I was really able to watch to the Busch race. What a great race. I was not sure if I was even going to return for work on Saturday but It turned out to be so much fun that I would endure 1 more evening in my bad hotel so I could return for work on Saturday. J

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blackroseangel 33, Female, Louisiana, USA - 27 entries

Oct 2006
3:04 PM CDT

yes i did and then i pretende to be that person for a very long time and then i really realize who i was and it kinda surprise cause pretending to be that person made me go into lala land and that i really wasnt facing reality.

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smb 50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries

Oct 2006
12:45 PM MST

Yesterday (Sunday) was a pretty good day, CN came over, went to church, my mom came and watched the boys for about 5 hours while CN and I went to lunch, shopping, worked out and dinner! It was fun! nice to "get away" then we went to Pastor B's for our book study! It was great having CN beside me again until we got to the 10 commandments part and rule #7 sucks, Thou shall not commit adultry, and the book said, 'you can't have sex with someone unless you are married to them! Well, that pretty much puts a damper on my sex life since I said I will NEVER get married again! when we got home, CN did a great job of getting me to "forget about rule #7 until after- then I felt guilty! (I am sorry God, I need to have more will power! HELP!!!) Today was an okay day but just VERY tired, only got about 4 hours of sleep last night! AGH! I don't sleep well with CN, don't know why, I had a Frameworks Class this afternoon and then got some errands ran, I am very close to getting all I need to get things sent off to the mortgage companies to get things in my name! I should have done that MUCH sooner! what was I thinking!? I am my mother's daughter, will put it off and put it off! Aunt Flow came it visit today, my low back is KILLING ME! I need to call the DR. and get something for this, it is BAD! Im wishing I had some of DB's painpills right now. yeah, right, he use to offer them to me and I wouldn't take them! like I would now! talked to his mom, I feel so bad for her. She is really missing her baby boy too! We all do! Her cancer is slowly starting to get worse,,, I need to prepare myself but DON'T want to! ONE bad thing after another! I have to stop asking, when will it end!? I also need to count my blessings that I am so lucky to have what I have,,, and THANK YOU LORD for taking care of me financially! What a wonderful thing that I didn't even have to fight it! BUT- I am scared to tell too many people for fear I won't "really get it" I am too wierd about that kind of stuff, I am excited to go to FT Collins, can't wait to see the Frenchies! MISS EM!

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blackroseangel 33, Female, Louisiana, USA - 27 entries

Oct 2006
1:58 AM CDT

its been a while since i wrote an entery so let me say i got suspended for two days for tardies. me and deon are like back in action and he seem to keep his paws on me lol. i love him. this morning i swear those hands of his just reach for my ass. i was like DEON! and he was saying well u know i cant help it. lol but oh well it kinda truned me on..oops the bell rang let me go to class. cya

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bettyboxedin 35, Female, Canada - 24 entries

Oct 2006
11:43 AM CST

Rainy Day (by)Guster is one of those songs that just express all my feelings right now. I feel hurt, sad, lost, confused, angry, crazy, and just weird like a sort of numbness is comeing over me starting from my brain and it slowly is just going down into my heart. Just when i get my illness undercontrol and all my stress and depression is going down to above average Jordy and my cousin pull this shit. pulling me in two directions one way i want to go and the other i dont but know its best. you must think i am sooo stupied for finding this such a diffacult decision.but i really do love him so much the last time i felt this way was with my ex who commited suicide in april.he and i were gonna get married in 2008 when i turn 18 but he missunderstood something i said and then he racted wrongly to it resualting in unbearable heart ache and remanints of guilt. why do i do so many things wrong? i am above average for the usaul mistake making for 24 humans combinded. I myself i wouldn't be the least bit suprised if i was a mistake. fuck i am gonna shut up i am makeing my self suicidal

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bettyboxedin 35, Female, Canada - 24 entries

Oct 2006
11:38 AM CST

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izzybelleluv007 33, Female, Canada - 15 entries

Oct 2006
11:16 AM MDT

not realy i'm realy open about what i think about things, but i know when to stop so as not to be rude. I sometimes pretend to be happyier if i'm in a bad mood. I don't realy think there is a need to pretend that i'm someone else, then whats the piont of having your friends if they dont like your real self? anyway i'm pretty happy most of the time with my real friends.

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iNjAy 30, Female, Texas, USA - 7 entries

Oct 2006
1:15 PM EDT

Yes. Everyone does, every once and a while! I always pretend that I'm cooler that I am, and I guess it's just to get my friends to like me more, but I have to remember that if my friends don't already like me for who I am, then they aren't really my true friends. If everyone did this all the time, then no one would know who were there true friends who liked them for who they really are, or if they just like the person who you were pretending to be.

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mileylover5 29, Female, California, USA - 24 entries

Oct 2006
7:01 AM PST

hey everybody i am havving fun!

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babymexgirl 36, Female, Texas, USA - 7 entries

Oct 2006
10:48 AM EDT

omg garrett is the sweetest thing ever he is coming 2 see me today and im so xcited my mom wont be home so maybe........ idk i love him so much

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