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BOCCERS135 39, Female, New York, USA - 6 entries

Jan 2007
6:51 PM EDT

uGHHHHH I loved Justin but he liked another guy

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Journal4Jackson 49, Female, California, USA - 48 entries

Jan 2007
2:12 AM PST

1/5/07: Woke up at normal time, ate a good breakfast. Did morning routine, watched Curious George. Afterwards we played at the kitchen table (playdough, puzzles, cars) and then watched Sesame Street. Afterwards we did burrito and then played in the ball tent for a half hour or so. Had lunch, then played independently for a hour or so. Then played burrito again, had storytime and layed down for nap. Slept for almost 2 hours. Got up, was a bit cranky and I rocked him for awhile to calm. Then played, watched a short video. Had dinner, ate well. Afterwards played with Dad and sister, got into pj's and brushed teeth. Read stories, went to bed a little late (around 8:30). Fell asleep within 45 minutes.

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Taysia 41, Female, Oregon, USA - 3 entries

Jan 2007
6:06 PM EST

Hi, Well i have never done this before but i am a person that loves to share my thoughts and learn about other people. My name is Taysia i am 23 and i am happily married of a year this last October! :-) I will make my 1st entry a short one until i get the hang of this. So bye for now.

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chanduliar 45, Female, Texas, USA - 16 entries

Jan 2007
1:41 PM CST

Well I am glad to find this site. I be using it to help my self deal wioth my hyper sentive emotions. And maybe my momand I can communicate better. Which hopefully will help me end up communicating with friend and hopefully my man if he ever comes. And all in all hope fully get some feed back from the world that I hope will help. You are in the matural.

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xxashx3 35, Female, Illinois, USA - First entry!

Jan 2007
2:23 PM CDT

Wel i have no idesa wo this is

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AguilarBaby 47, Female, Washington, USA - 50 entries

Jan 2007
9:51 AM PST

Hi Papas, today you were moving like normal however I am noticing that you are moving less and less and I am sure it is because you are getting big. You are now 19 weeks old and supposed to be 6" long and weigh 8 oz. That is quite big considering where you started from. Well your Dad and I are real tired so we went to get something to eat at McDonalds and now we are going to go to bed b/c we have to work tomorrow and we need our rest. You have a good evening and I will talk to you later. I love you>....Love, Mom & Dad

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lmaclao 41, Female, Arkansas, USA - 6 entries

Jan 2007
9:34 AM EDT

well....hello again....having written in a while been busy. I have been catching up in on my sleep because this past 2 weeks with all the festivities i didn't have time for sleep. i have also been working a lot...i work the 2nd shift at a warehouse and it makes your whole normal sleeping schedule a whole chaos. besides working and just sleeping i have done nothing else with my life....well i am trying to just chill until school starts up again....another semester wow....it gets really tiring working + going to school.....well guess thats the life of an adult and if i want to be in a better position later on in life...i have to suffer now....lol....well lets not be so dramatic but at least sacrifice something. well thats it for now...check back later to see if there is anything more exiting going in on .....

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MrsT73 35, Female, Nebraska, USA - First entry!

Jan 2007
7:55 PM G

Err, sometimes I don't even see when I do it. I make my boyfiend feel like shit. I wish I could just stop being such a brat sometimes and start thinking before I move. He is so amazing to me I mean the greatest boyfriend Alive I wish I could be as good to him as he is to me!!

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tealprincess18 35, Female, Virginia, USA - 88 entries

Jan 2007
8:29 AM EDT

this is my first entry so it is gunna be short.. my life is on the rocks.. i am having relationship problems! this really is hard and i dont know what to do!!!!

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uns3ttl3d 38, Female, New York, USA - 57 entries

Jan 2007
7:48 AM EDT

Physiognomy. In constant doubt of myself i peer into every reflective surface that i encounter. I think to myself, why am I so vain? Vanity? Is that it? Am i just some superficial shallow person like those many i know and scorn at? I think to myself no. I am just insecure. I look into every flaw, or every difference about myself, in a disgusted and pensive manner. My face has the worn look of a 30 year old male. But i am edging toward the last of my teenage years. I am a young woman. Why do i see myself this way? Every part of who i am seems tossed and scattered and it reflects into my phhysical surface...lips once pouting about in protest to the world and people around me now are sagging and pursed in resentment and resignation to my long but technically short life. Eyes once innocent and girlish now carry on the look of scorn and curiosity. Hair once long and flowing is now limp and scraggly around my chubby face, like a lion's mane, like that of a once strong and brave such animal now dying of an undeterminable cause. I am weak. I am sick. I feel dead on the inside and out. I constantly look for meaning and truth in things but it always reverts back to insecutiry and uncertainty about everything in life. I cannot jump to conclusions, there is nothing to conclude. My mind is always racing. Thoughts of my brother surge through my mind and i wonder and wonder why?why why why and how and what and is there really a purpose to life and is this world really as bad as it may seem to the cynical eyes that are screwed insecurrely to my amorpheus self? I do not knoe. Nothing is certain. Nothing is fully true. Everything changes whether you realize it or not. If there is one thing my life lacks it is security and stabilty and steadfastness. I seem to pay attention to things no one else would even bother about. Does this make me strange? Does this make me weird? Do i se retly wish i was "normal" like the rest of the world? Should i succumb to the vanityall around me and finally embrace the fact that i am a shitty worthless elfish person undeserving of mercy and forgiveness for the fact that i can't appreciate anything or show mercy myself? Why do i have to be so spoiled? Why do i have to lack appreciation for things my family members go out of tthey're way to do? Why am i such a bigot? Why can't i just be kind to others aso they in turn would be kind towards me? I wish i could love myself because i can't love those around me unlesss im pokay with myself which in this case i am really really not. It's a nice day today. But icontracted chicken pox in taiwan in spite of the vaccination i got a number of years ago and i feel sick and nauseous and fatigued all over. My sleeping patterns are messed up. I am depressed and anxious and sick and there is just a constant feeling if uncomrtableness that clouds over every part of me all the time. Is this the way of my life? Its constantly growing on me and worsening. I wish there was something i could do to intervene or counter act it but i dont care enough for myself andi am too weak to fight. I am too weak to fight and it is a shame. It is a shame that i lack the willand power to better myself. I really wish i could.

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