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Lost 39, Female, Washington, USA - 76 entries

Mar 2007
9:12 PM EDT

okay so i sent him an email today telling him how i feel about every thing and then after work he invited me over to kick it and that was totally cool and we didn't even bring it up but it was nice i really really like him and i can tell because he shows me that he like me and we get along so well and we vibe and hang out and its not just once and he doesn't act like he doesn't know me whn other are around and he doesn't mind being seen with me what do i do about her though????????????

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1 comment(s) - 09:11 AM - 03/14/2007

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sexiicupcake 35, Female, Ohio, USA - 25 entries

Mar 2007
9:10 AM EDT

Heyy everone its me again.. Just stoppin by to say hello.. And I need your guys oppionions about everything.. Ok soo that ass hole aiden who cheated on me.. Well I will admit that untill today I had no idea that he slept with my friend Ragan.. So I texted him trying to be nice and just asked how he was and shyt and I just happened to get out of him how he actually didfuckher which really upsets me.. Then he told me that he wouldnt apologize for what he did.. Can you be a bigger ass hole.. Well Heyy do u think I did the rite thing by tellin him that I forgive him for what he did and that I dont care that he fucked her.. That i just wanna solve our differences and become FRIENDS again.. But just friends nothing else.. But then I got pissed and told him to fuck off and to go fuck another 8th grader.. Yea the girl that he cheated on me with was 15 but in 8th grade.. Yea..soo i just dunno.. I will always have feelings for him and I know that its just I wish that I didnt have to.. I know you will always remember your first love and thats what sucks because I dont want to remeber him forever.. i will admit that he was the one guy that I tried everything with.. Meaning well you should know and its hard to know that he fucked your friend while you were together.. Even if you didnt findout till 2 months after it happened.. I honestly want to hate him but for some reason i just cant.. I will admit that I do love my bf and that honest to God he is the BEST thing that has happened to me.. That yea well compared to the losers hes great.. The only bad thing is he got a DUI a couple months ago soo now hes in diversion and doesnt have his license so i dont see him as much and that sux soo bad..well Heyy im gunna go but pleaseeee tell me what u think i should

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bl69 33, Female, Texas, USA - 32 entries

Mar 2007
7:23 PM CDT

Wow. I never write about the quotes..and it is very ironic how this quote fits what I am going to talk about. My self-conscious has been killing me. I'm so guilty of so many things. All these bad things that i have been getting away with is catching up with me. No one else is pissed..just me..at myself. Disappointment. I'm a bad friend. can't even make a good girlfriend. a thief. a liar. a user. someone who will do it for u...to satisfy u..but to just bring me down..without me realizing it. i need to stop. but i cant. i had a dream of me getting stabbed in the stomach by a guy robbing my house (( a day when i stole some clothes from the mall )) i am terrible. && i told michelle about derek && told derek i told michelle. how he cheated on his girl with me. well michelle is supposably friends with amber and derek says michelle will tell and i say she wont and he is all pissed and said whatever and hasnt said a word to me. honestly, its his loss. because i dont want him the way he wants me..i cant do better in that nature. but i wont. im pathetic. i need help.

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1 comment(s) - 08:58 AM - 03/14/2007

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nitemistress 67, Female, Canada - 10 entries

Mar 2007
7:13 PM EST

"What would you do with your life today if you weren't afraid of failure?" What kind of question is that?? Is this someones idea of a cruel joke?? My whole life, even when I DIDN'T fail, I inevitably was a failure in most peoples eyes. And today?? Oh please, well today I failed yet again. Let's face it, what would I do with my life if I wasn't afraid of failure??? Drop dead from shock!!! And we won't even get started on just HOW I apparently am such a failure in the eyes of others..mostly because I have no idea except that I breathe. Yep, right dandy question on todays journal heading.

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1 comment(s) - 07:51 AM - 03/16/2007

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mihi 47, Female, California, USA - 21 entries

Mar 2007
2:48 PM PST

I used to have this shirt and it said, very plainly, I <3 my parents. It was so cool. I wore the sh*t out of it. It was great. I really loved that shirt. I know it was probably meant factiously but I didn't care. I rocked it all the time. Because I love my parents. I really do. My parents were the ones that would let me and my friends hang out in the front yard and help ourselves to anything. They took in kids who were kicked out or had a bad situation. They were great and really showed me how to care for others and take others feelings into consideration at all times. You never know if you are dealing with someone sensitive! Anyway, I'm drifitng. I love my parents. They are so cool. My dad has smoked with me and my mom and I have "dates" all the time. We really have a good time. I sing while my dad plays guitar and it makes me feel like I'm being touched by an angel. It's heavenly. They handle anything that comes their way and always calm, cool, and collected. I am so glad I was born to them. Although my childhood was rough and I didn't see them due to both having to work to support our family and my dad was a major alcoholic, I didn't hold it against them and turned it into something positive. Them working made me an independent, self reliant person. They made time to teach me the things I needed to know and my grandmother filled in the rest. When she died it was like I lost my mother. Sometimes I used to call her mom when I was little, incidentally that would break my mom's heart. But it couldn't be helped. My grandmother raised me when I was a child because my parents were working. I have to hand it to my parents though, they really have done all they can for our family and always put us first. Therefore family is very important to me, even though SOME of them tend to take advantage and manipulate. I really look up to my parents and love them a great deal. They have put up with so much crap and come through shining and stronger. Through their marriage they taught me that times are great and times are bad, you fall in and out of love, and you work through everything together with partnership. They taught me to value the friend in my husband. They are so much fun to hang out with and really have a great view point on things. They are fun and it's like a friendship and "party time" when they are around. So a salute to my parents this is. I hope they live long and happy lives to share with us. May my father's cancer be gone for good and never return, so my parents can celebrate another 35 years of marriage. Happy 35th to you mom and dad. =^..^=

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2 comment(s) - 07:42 AM - 03/16/2007

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unknown 35, Female, Canada - 3 entries

Mar 2007
5:33 PM EST

well for starts ive been really sick lately, i jus found out on friday that i have ripped muscles in my stomach, today sum1 that i REALLY like and they said they liked me to told me that now they aint ready for a relationship cuz they like sum1 else now as well, one of my bestfriends got pissed of at me for sum reason unknown, my grades are all slipping, and i am either failing or EXTREMLY close to failing all my classes this semester, since my stomach muscles are ripped i cant do hardly anything so that means no more rugby, and no more work... oh yea and my mom jus told me like an hour ago that if i dont find a way for me to work then she is taking my phone away until i pay of my cell bill.... and thats jus briefly sayin wuts wrong

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cutieemuffin 35, Female, Ohio, USA - 6 entries

Mar 2007
6:06 AM EDT

Heyy... things here are the same as usual. i really dont have too much to say but i may think of something... lol. so ummmmmm... the weather is not nice... its susposed to get up in the mid 60's today but then snow again on saturday. thats crap mann! it seems that when the weather is crappy you are in a bad mood... but i just cant wait till this summer! it will be good. ok see i wanna be a dential hygentist after i graduate... i wanna go to collage to get away but my mom thinks that i will nit be able to afford it and that i should go to school around here... but i dont want to... we will just have to see what happens... but i think thats all i have to say for now and if i think of anything else i will inform everyone...lol

Jess

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sexiicupcake 35, Female, Ohio, USA - 25 entries

Mar 2007
6:12 AM EDT

heyyy everyone im new to this diary.. And i just want to inform you on me and my life and a lot of things that I have gone through. Ok my name is Judi and Im 17. i live in a shit hole town called Struthers Ohio.. It is a very boring town. I have a wonderful boii friend Roger.. He is great and would do anything for me.. Well sometimes..ha ha.. Ok well i am a partii girl.. I love em and I do get a lil crazii.. Ok I have some great friends who i love to death and woud prolly do anything for.. But yea i have this problem holding onto relationships.. Well But its not really me.. Im the one who gets cheated on.. Ok well Ive been with Roger for almost 2 months which is great.. But before him was this kid aiden that i fell in love with.. I honestly did and he was the only guy that i have fallin in love with but it was hard and I found out that he had sex with my friend and that was it.. Honestly i never knew how fast you could fall out of love untill that day.. But i have moved on and it was hard and still is because i am so scraed that im gunna fall in love with Roger and i just dont know if I am ready because wat if I get hurt again.. But I guess everything happens for a reason.. OK well I will tell you all that i am still a virgin but my bf kinda wants to do it and soo i want to too honestly i just get a lil scared and Friday we both realized that we werent ready.. but no I just dunno wat to do and my life is pretty crazyy soo tell me wat you think .. Bye

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tealprincess18 35, Female, Virginia, USA - 88 entries

Mar 2007
5:24 PM EDT

if i wernt afraid of failure in my life i would do everything i ever dreamed of... well not alot happened today, so yeah

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Journal4Jackson 49, Female, California, USA - 48 entries

Mar 2007
11:16 AM PST

3/13/07-Woke up at normal time, freeplayed in living room with sister for about 20 min. Had breakfast, ate well. Cleaned up, got ready for the day. Went to meet a friend and went for a walk (not in the stroller) and to the park. Had a small meltdown when we got there because he wanted to go inside and play, but calmed down fairly quickly. After we got back we played at friend's house for about 20 minutes. Set a timer, did pretty well when it went off and didn't make too big of a fuss when it was time to leave. Came home (gone about 2.5 hrs) and had a small snack, then went out to lunch with Grandma. Did really well in the restaurant, didn't act up much at all and followed directions well. Came home, played with trains and cars for about 30 minutes and then it was time for nap. Went down for nap, but didn't sleep. Had to wake up early, Mom had to go out unexpectedly (rested for about 30 minutes). Came home, played with Mom and Grandma in living room (cars, various games) for about an hour. Then had dinner, ate well. Watched short video (half hour) and then Daddy played with him until bedtime. Didn't clean up during cleanup time, went to bed w/o stories. Total TV time: 30 min. Total TO's: none Brushed every 3 hours w/o problems (including right before naptime and bedtime).

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