Heyy everyone ok today is ok besides the fact that I have womanly problems..lol..OK well I guess this Friday me and my friends are just having a girls nite which is cool I guess but also makes me wonder what Roger is doin.. Yea I guess you can say I have trust issues.. But honestly wouldnt you if you got cheated on and the dude that you were with for 7 months cheated on you with your friend and then never told you.. Yea can you say ass hole.. Im sick of guys like that.. But yea no I know Roger wouldnt do anything but honestly I just dont know why I get so concerned.. I will admit that the only guy I ever fell in love with was the ass who cheated on me and its hard because im fallin in love with roger and i Just dont think that I cantake it rite now because what if he ends up hurting me you know.. I just have no idea.. And heyy heres something I need answers to Ok me and Roger both wanna have sex but the only problem is that we are both virgins.. Yea.. Soo I mean is it gunna be complicated for us to be able to or wat.. well Let me know wat you think cause im lost and have no idea wat to do.. I need some good advice.. i mean do u all just think my life is completely fucked up or what
童年乐
我出生在北京,4 岁上随父母到长春生活,在这冰雪飘凌的北国,我从4岁长到11岁。我记忆中的童年就是这段黄金岁月。
我家住在长春市一座典型的日本房子里(当年小日本侵华,想长驻中国,把房子都盖好了)。房子很大,有五个房间。全套设施很完备。房前有沙果树和梨树,屋后有樱桃树,整个大院里,长满了柳树,松树和杨树。
学校离我家不远,我每天踏着一条美丽的林荫道去上学。春天,嫩柳枝散发出阵阵的清香。夏天,白白的柳絮漫天飞扬。秋天,一路上洒满了金黄的落叶,寒冬,挂在树梢上的冰雪,晶莹剔透,煞是浪漫,流连在白色的世界中,我觉得自己就是童话中的公主。
文革期间,当老师的妈妈对我们几个孩子的政策很宽松,抽屉里装满了我们爱吃得大米花和各色水果糖,如果‘有幸’生病,还能吃上桔子罐头呢。蛋糕,饼干和冰棍可以管够。
家里房间多,我妈让我们养了各种宠物。我每天都很忙。除了张罗着照顾我的猫,我的猫头鹰,我的鸡,还得伺候我抓来的小鱼,我捉的小鸟。解决宠物间不可调和的矛盾也是我的责任。猫头鹰进门的那天,它老先生站在柜子顶上,傲视群芳,这下可激怒了我家的老母猫,她即刻摆出主猫的身份,呼呼地表示不满,似乎在说:‘小样,带着翅膀,居然还装成我猫贵族家的成员,呸!你也配!’看来猫对猫头鹰的成见非同小可,我调解了一些日子,两者都持‘有我没它’的态度,坚决不肯让步,实在无法生活在一个屋檐下。我很做难,这老母猫跟了我4-5年了,她生下的小猫都有几十只。她是我忠诚的伙伴. 我实在是舍不得,思前想后,无奈,我只能忍痛,将猫头鹰送给了一个路过的邮递员叔叔。那天,我饭吃的不是很香。
孩子和动物之间有着心灵沟通的能力,小时候,我家老猫一看我难过,就会很安静地陪伴在我身边,每当我哭泣时,她还会用头轻轻地蹭我的裤角。我和猫之间语言是多余的。到今天,我还清晰的记得这种来自猫的安慰。我帮儿子养了一只猫,当敦敦抱着猫,用手为小猫理毛时,孩子微闭双眼,无比享受。那一刻,孩子的大脑一定分泌了很多快乐因子。这些快乐会随着孩子长大。现如今城市里的孩子们吃穿不愁,但缺乏爱心,也许,这与他们没机会和条件饲养宠物有关,或者他们的妈妈闲麻烦。