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babe21 32, Female, Texas, USA - 9 entries

Mar 2007
5:09 AM EDT

I'm a grl with a passion 4 sports and mostly GUYS' !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I like havin a good time with my friends especialy Hott*13 she's pretty awesome!!! l8tr everyone g2g2 class

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1 comment(s) - 09:09 AM - 03/27/2007

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LB*13 32, Female, Texas, USA - 21 entries

Mar 2007
5:04 PM EDT

My birthday is on friday!!!!

Me and my older sister have the same birthday....we are 10 years apart but i am a spitting image of her!!

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madhousewife 69, Female, Michigan, USA - 48 entries

Mar 2007
3:22 PM EDT

My son is feeling better. Poor kid. He doesn't smoke, do drugs, barely drinks, and has been cutting his sugar and caffiene, and boom , illness. He has an appt with a cardiologist next week.

I worry about my kids ,even though they are all grown. It makes you made when you are growing up and your parents see you as their babies. Then you hold your own little miracle. No matter how old they get you see your child. I try to give my kids the respect and props they deserve for being such wonderful adults, and take a lot of pride in them and all they do, but...... No matter what else I see my babies.

It's hard being a parent, and I try to keep that in mind with my own mother. I don't think we have ever truly liked each other. She never trusted me or gave me any respect, and she was always hateful. Maybe like me, she suffers from depression, but is too stubborn to admit anything or ever seek help. I don't know, but I have spent my life trying to not be like her. Giving all my best to others, and treating me own like they don't count. My kids are my heart, and readon for being!

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1 comment(s) - 08:18 PM - 03/27/2007

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Ashfone3 32, Female, Colorado, USA - 38 entries

Mar 2007
11:41 AM MST

I think i have stumbled onto another problem but im dealing with it. Lol life sucks like always, but my reaction helps. LOL LOL LOL. today was kinda funny but kinda stupid lol. my mom got all pissed cuz i fell asleep and didn't help her finish cleaning. how gay yeah, its not my fault that i had a headache and couldnt take anymore of anybody's crap. like seriously im sick of it. people all stuck up and wrapped in their own little like no one else exists. it stupid and childish and i hate people like, lots of people like that but im not gonna name any name cuz im not childish like that.. but anyway this is pissing me off next subject!!! i just asked um him something and he confirmed it so im a little more pissed off at him. Lol well i guess at least he told me he cheated on me. but being truthful about it would have meant a little more if he told me sooner like right after it happened. but what ever hes a dumbass and i really couldn't careless. I couldn't care less about anything.... which i have decided is my new out look on life. well i guess i cant say i don't care about anything, cuz technically i do but not anything that most people focus all their shit around!! I am over the drama and over stupid people and things!! Member....HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!

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ash1411 31, Female, Texas, USA - First entry!

Mar 2007
2:13 PM EDT

hey thanks for setting this up for me jesse you rock!!!

thanks for that jesse!

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shirleyxu 54, Female, China - 301 entries

Mar 2007
5:12 AM EST

我家的‘头脑风暴’早餐

星期天的早餐时间是我们和敦敦进行‘高层次’思想交流的时间，时不时敦敦会给我和老公上堂早课。前天，我们谈到‘聪明和出色’这个话题，敦敦一张嘴，就是一连串的精辟论述：聪明的人往往是懂得生活道理的人，出色的人往往是突破生活道理的人。人人都有自己的出色之处。往往只是自己尚未发现而已。出色的人往往会被一般人误解，这就是当出色人的难处。我和老公四目对视片刻，都张了张嘴，拿不出更好的说法。只得屈尊认可。

我还真不甘心就此败下阵来，就给敦敦出个较难的应用题：‘敦敦，妈妈出色吗？’敦敦并没被我这‘无聊’的问题难住。他回答我：‘妈妈，你在教育我的方法上，打破常规，确实很出色。’小家伙，一剑双雕，老妈只能对此题封嘴。

接下来，我提出了一个我认为更难的问题，请问敦子先生：‘人为什么要‘贪’？‘没想到，敦敦淡淡地说，人不‘贪’能活吗？人生来就‘贪’，人若不‘贪’，人字的一撇就没了，也就成不了人了。敦敦的看法让我瞠目结舌。我为了彻底领会敦子的‘最高指示’精神，追问下去，敦敦看老妈的学习态度还算端正，进一步解读他所讲的‘贪’指的是我们人类生来就有各种各样的欲望，只不过每个人的欲望的种类和欲望的程度有所不同。‘欲望’就是‘贪’。有的人是精神上的欲望为主，比如说想名垂青史，有的人是物质上欲望为主，比如想拥有金钱，财富等。看我们俩老还在吃力地跟着他的思路，敦敦干脆一竿子插到底，还是讲最简单的吧，爸爸，妈妈，你们每天都要吃早饭，这就是‘贪’。我的老天爷，一不留神，我们又自掏了个‘贪’的名声。为了不停留在今晨第一个‘贪’的动作上时间太长，我想把早饭快点吃完，我闷头吃饭，不敢再问下去了，我想，为了使我们家的 ‘头脑风暴’ 早餐还能继续下去，老娘还真得使点狠劲，多看几本书。

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writer1chick 36, Female, New York, USA - 8 entries

Mar 2007
1:40 PM EDT

Thoughts that are in my head for someone really special. I'm not over you cause I was never on you. Long time passed and I have never met you. I'll never bought you, It's not me too complain. It isn't over cause we never started. You tear me up cause I haven't found you. I never thought I found you. But time will tell. Long time has passed. I'm not over you. I want too be with you dream and when You wake up I'm there. I want too stand by your side, I want you forever. Were are you ??? I want too play with you in every loving way possible. I'll love you in anyway possible you want me too. I want to be your soul and heart. I want you to be by my life when I'm touching my self that's how I want you to make love with me. Show me what it is like too love some one. Teach me your feelings for someone. Cause all I need is you to be with me and I'll show you who I really am. I'll show you the world from my eyes. I'm not falling for you cause your not here too be fallen for. I'll leave my life behind for you. All I need is you. Say it ! Say you love me. Save me from my life and make a new one with me. I have not found any love here were I am now. I need too find you. I'm screaming too find you. But now I'll just wait until your in my heart and in my life. But now I'll just dream of the day when You appear in my life and save me from this mean but beautiful world and lonely but happy life. I'll wait until the day I meet you and declare my love for you and show The world my love for you. In my way. In your way. In our way. But until we wait for that day I'm thinking on how your going too steal heart from this place. Make my heart a prisoner and your my warden... Not in a bad way just in our love you will always have me and I will always have you. Till then were dreaming of each other until the day comes and were set free too see. Who we really are with each other. Hey lets just see It could get really interesting and exciting for that day. LOL.... Well just think everyone we all have someone out there the you have met already or haven't met yet. But time will tell and having time is patients.. " Patients is a virtue".... What do they Mean by that? Oh we will all find out sooner or later........ Bye for now Janine Berd......

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mercedes06 33, Female, Texas, USA - First entry!

Mar 2007
12:48 PM EDT

my name is mercedes. my favorite sport is soccer i dont know what this site is my friend jessica made it for me. thank you jess.

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bl69 33, Female, Texas, USA - 32 entries

Mar 2007
11:41 AM CDT

Day by day it only gets harder and harder after his death. And it has been 8 months almost 9! Its just that if he was here..everything could be so much better. I mean wayyyy better. And he would be here to keep everyone straight and in check because ever since he left everything is going down the drain with my mom and her soberity. Same with my sisters. And well me, I have just been doing bad things..just not like them. I dont't want to say or go into complete detail but yea. What I am saying is there is so many things that happen during the day and it reminds you of him..and I'm pretty sure myranda and my mom agree that its hard to go a day without crying still. And it's supposed to be getting better..but its not. And its gonna be hard when that one year anniversary comes around. So many things have revolved around his death and its pretty much all bad news. Oh heavens.

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writer1chick 36, Female, New York, USA - 8 entries

Mar 2007
11:26 PM EDT

Saturday I felt a feeling that I had never felt before. I just was so in tuned with my feelings and soul as I felt. When I was holding my cousins hand I felt so much Love that I got a orgasm in my mind it was a great feeling. I never felt that feeling before. I was just looking at everything, and everything was so beautiful. I felt everything in the greatest way. I was alone in the living room when everyone left. I was listing too music and I was making love I have never mad love in this way before. I felt the beats of the music and It was tearing me apart cause I didn't know what side too stay in. There were three sides. 1. To be myself and confront the world of whom I really am. 2. To be what people want me too be and just be a shadow. 3. To clean up and fix myself and brush everything away. Just live what I normally live in the shadows of whom I really am. Then there was a time that I went so Crazy that I didn't know what side too choose and that's when I was shaking too choose my true self and that's when I had the best orgasms I had ever felt in my life. It felt When I was going too choose the side that always do too be a shadow I was having an affair with my true feelings and it tore me apart. I went crazy and That's when I F***ED my self for the first time and I felt so dirty. It's not a great feeling when Your***ING yourself. I was having an affair with my life and I was F****** my true feelings. Had you ever felt that before? To tell you the damn truth I didn't know what the Hell I felt before that day and Now I do know. I was and I am a show. I am a show for what people want too see and I don't know how too leave, that shadow life I want too be the figure that makes the shadow. There was a time on my little experience that I was caressing my self and just feeling my self the way that I always wanted too be felt. That's when I was making love with my self I was showing the world who I can really be. I loved that about myself. But I still had the half smile that I always had. It's something I always had since forever it tells something about me That I just realized. I'm a two faced person but come on everybody is in the own way. I'm two faced cause I don't want anyone too dislike me. That's why I hide in the shadows. That's why I F*** my feeling and have affairs with my true self cause I love too be loved and no one wants too love me in the way that I want too be loved. So that's why I have too hide and be a F***ING shadow. I went too the left and laughed at the people that I act like but then I cry at the people that I truly am. Then I just clean everything up. Why the hell am I like this. I can't choose what I want. I want myself too be happy and I don't know what side am I'm truly happy with. The truth was I'm so tired of being alone. I feel so alone and It's killing me inside that's why I am like this cause in all three side I have someone. But the all don't like the opposite side. LOL. I don't think most of you people understand but sooner or later you will. I didn't think I would of realized it until I was old and gray. But in a way it's great feeling too feel this and finally feel what you truly feel deep inside. Well There's a little Experiences I had and It was one of a kind BY JANINE C, BERD.....

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