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Hey everone how are ya all doin?? Ok well me and Roger are doin great but I have a question.. Does sex really bring a couple closer cus I dont think it does.. Ok yesturday was mine and Rogers 2 months and we are soo cute together and just adore each other well lets just say he was ready to have sex and since he was ready I thought I must be ready but heyy keep in mind we were both virgins and to admit it we didnt really know wat we were doin I mean yea we did because its commen sence but then again we were new to it..lol.. But yea and I swear to God it was not how I immagined it and it hurt like hell and i almost cried and is it a bad thing that i pretty much talked the whole time cause I did and I just couldnt stop talkin and askin questions and shyt.. But yea soo umm yea the thing is I dont think I regret because it was bout time that we finally had sex but at times I see myself crying because if you think about it I kinda am a different person now and it sux and makes me emotional but yet at the same time it excites me i dunno I think my emotions are all fucked up if you know what I mean just please tell me what you think..bye..

xoxo,

Judi

hey people who i hope read this

well i would like to say that do you ever feel like you just wanna die or you hate the way your cloths look well i would like to tell all you out there who are reading this about what my life is like right now well i don't live with my real parents i live with my grandma and grandpa cause they adopted me right from the hospital i was only 11 days old and really tiny but anyways the reason i live with my grandma and grandpa is because my real mom knew that right when she was pregnent with me she knew she couldn't take care of me so she decided that she would ask her dad to take me so that is what happened so that is pretty much why i live with them

well i'll talk to you later bye

the schools here a fantastic not only has my son been shot with a bb pelet gun in school he was then assaulted by the same boy later that day resulting in a black eye and swolen face .i have removed my son from school and they wonder why .the boy involved should have been removed at once not allowed to return to the class and continue his rein of terror.the boy has now been excluded for 20 days this is not good enough what is he going to next stab someone or kill some one this child needs removing to a secure unit where they can handdel his behaviour .all kids have the right to attened school but they need to placed where they belong my son has dyslexia and i would love for them to place him in a school for dysleixa but you know what here in sunderland no such school exists they have schools for every other problem you can imangane but it's tuff luck if you have dyslexia . the education dep. have bitten of more than they can chew with me because i wont give in .

i have another two meetings this week i will let you know the out come

What a morning!! My husband woke me to say my youngest had called and thought he was having a heart attack. We ran over and rushed him to the hospital. He has STV which is an abnormal heart rhythm and he will probly have to be on meds the rest of his life. Such an awful feeling for a parent.

He's tired, but feeling better and he's home, so a happy ending.

heyyyy :}}}}....buds..

well i havent tlked 2 yall in a long time sooo...wuts up?

ummmm......well *go longhorns****!!!...

lol..............

hah hah ha ha ha ha :}}}}

my bf just broke up with me....:{{
everything was going great ...

but then he just broke up with me :{{{
comment back plz

luv ya