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        leahstephens01  32, Female, United Kingdom - 10 entries
    13
    May 2007
    6:39 PM BST
       

    Dear diary ,
    My mum has just set off on going to just outside london for a 3 day course with work . I really miss her and havent stop weeping my eyes out I must have made a couple of buckets full of tears . I really Miss my mum and love her lots i cant stopcrying and thinking about her . also i feal sorry formadeline macann and family ..i hope they find her I just cant stop thinking my mum is going to get ingerd.
    Well im going to go talk to you later
    Love leah xxx
    ps. Mum i love you lots and im thinking about you xx
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        SeeWhy  59, Female, West Virginia, USA - 41 entries
    13
    May 2007
    12:31 PM EDT
       

    Happy Mother's Day to all.

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        SeeWhy  59, Female, West Virginia, USA - 41 entries
    13
    May 2007
    12:29 PM EDT
       

    I was changing clothes today and my husband inquired about the "scratches" on my arm again. I all of a sudden became terrified he would find out what I've done. I just told him I thought something was crawling on me and I scratched across my arm. i quickly got out of our bedroom. He came downstairs not but two minutes or so later and said "let me see those scratches again". He said that is really odd because they are too far apart to be fingernail scratches. I said.....well that's what I did. He can not find out what I've done.
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        sky  33, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 24 entries
    12
    May 2007
    6:59 PM EDT
       

    today was ok. tommorow i have to go to a family picnic ...and everyone knows how fun that is...hahHhaaaaaaaaaaaa...not!
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        charliemay  31, Female, United Kingdom - 32 entries
    12
    May 2007
    11:36 PM EET
       

    he totally ignored me 2day.he didnt say a word 2 me.at alland i dont know why.i keep thinking how well he goes with all these other girls and not me.and i keep on thinking about me being with otheer boys.i love him and i dont want to break up with him so why am i having these thoughts.i just dont know.
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        britbrat1023  32, Female, Oregon, USA - 8 entries
    12
    May 2007
    1:29 AM PST
       

    If I wasn't afraid of failure, I would be..... different, happier, healthier, less embarassed by my different traits. Oh and I almost forgot here are some poems I wrote, tell me what you think?? I'll Never Forget (this ones kinda lame but it reminds me of who I lost.) You broke my heart When you tore out a brand new part I'll never forget HIM I started all over and tried really hard Then you got rid of my rover, my brand new,best friend, I turned over a new leaf A whole new lease on life. I had just started to change I could have fixed my little mange It's like you turned my heart and feelings into a shooting range I can't BELIEVE that you couldn't let just this little thing slide I can't BELIEVE that you're making me do this I won't even be there to give a KISS good-bye You stomped on my Heart then ripped it into shreds You really hurt my feelings You don't really expect me to forget I'll never forget HIM I don't mean to hurt your feelings but I want you to know how much I love HIM I'll never forget HIM It will haunt my weak heart forever Without my best friend what am I to do I had just begun to know HIM Get use to my best friend But now he gone But his memory will never go I will not let it I will never forget my best friend And I will think about him for the rest of my days I'll never forget I'll never forget the best friend I ever had And no one will ever be able to replace HIM My best friend in the world That I had grown attached so fondly My best friend is GONE And I will NEVER FORGET MY BEST FRIEND Ever. And I will never get a new Toby, never one as good as HIM I LOVE YOU TOBY this ones called change and is much shorter. Want to move but don't want to leave want to meet new people but don't want to forget the old wanna hate but love wanna be mean but nice wanna be happy but like to be unhappy wanna trust but not get hurt know you can make it better but like the sympathy from others know you can be better and can do better but don't wanna try wanna change but not be different wanna be yourself but don't wanna stand out. and last but not least this one is called Don't Don't tell me I'll forget Don't try to yourself Don't be the one who does your best, tries and fails
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        bericu  50, Female, Missouri, USA - 20 entries
    12
    May 2007
    4:27 PM CDT
       

    David surprised me by getting up at 715a and making me breakfast, and then asking me if I wanted to go shopping at Lane Bryant (I got a gift card there)--we went shopping for almost 2 hours..he never complained ...we then went to Planet Sub for lunch and then met his family to see Spiderman 3 for Mother's Day...it was a pretty good movie...we then went to Longhorn for dinner...overall it wasa pretty great day...

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        SeeWhy  59, Female, West Virginia, USA - 41 entries
    12
    May 2007
    5:25 PM EDT
       

    Last night I came home to find our cat up on my dining table...its kinda a no no for me. My husband is sitting right there. I asked him if he seen who was on the table and he just casually says yes. He made me soo mad. His total disregard about this is so irritating. Then after I scoot the cat off. He says....whats wrong with you??? Or is it that you are just mad because you are around me and not the girls...meaning my daughters. I told him why I was frustrated. He proceeds to tell me how he cant imagine why I get upset over the cat when the whole house is tore up. I told him that their are four people living in this house. He didnt get that. He just kept pushing me. I got so angry with the whole thing and then he got mad that I was soo mad. I should have told him I wanted him gone right then. I was so mad. I thought that I was just going to say it. I ended up feeliing like the bad guy once again and I also felt extremely angry at myself for being so weak and not� just telling him this hurtful thing we call a marriage is over. He is killing me and I guess I am killing him too. Anyway, so we were suppose to be watching a movie which I put in to make all of the arguing go away....he left a half an hour into it. I then went into the bathroom and tore at my legs with the knife....I am sorry. I am trying to stop.
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        madhousewife  69, Female, Michigan, USA - 48 entries
    12
    May 2007
    5:11 AM EDT
       

    One thing I find people trying to cling to is their youth. I think because so many of us hate the thought of growing old. On the flip side our kids rush to get old.
    I was married at 17 a new mom 10 days after I turned 18. My life wasn't over, I could never go back.
    I have three kids that I have always been honest, and open with. No subject of limits, and no judgments made ( oops, except for one daughter-in-law). Two biggies for all, and one for my daughter were.
    1. You have 18yrs of your life to be a kid, even if you only live to be 65, thats 47yrs as an adult. Enjoy being young, date, travel, live on and by yourself for atleast a year before sharing your space. As grown as you think you are at 13, you will be different at 16, different again by 18, and so on.
    2. Condoms!!! There are much worse things out there than just getting pregnant. If the person your with truly loves you this will not be an issue for them. Pregnant is also something a girl does not want, because you will be on your own except for your family. Over 99% of the time the boys book, because they can.
    For my daughter. Most teenage boys are just hormones and really do just think about scoring, even the nicest of them. If he loves you he will never say "if you love me you'll..." that isthe one thing you do not want to hear. Do not let anyone pressure you into anything, and if they are trying to, thats not love it's hormones.
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        tacross1s  44, Female, Missouri, USA - 21 entries
    12
    May 2007
    4:27 AM EDT
       

    Isn't it amazing how people try to hold on to something or shape it to be what it was not God has a purpose for everyone and when someone is trying to interfere with that purpose or plan it fails. A pawn cannnot be a queen nor a knight a rook all of these pieces have specific uses, some players are more flexible while others are not but all has a useful place in the game of chess. I wish that more people, including myself, would search for themselves in God, Jesus Christ, and stop trying to be something they are not or looking to other people and trying to manipulate people to be what they want them to be. The Bible speaks of everyone having a purpose in the body of Christ and how we all need each other that is true in the working world. Where would the world be without a trash man or where would the world be without a doctor.
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