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heyy everyone wats going on?? Me im doing pretty good I guess. Well me and Roger are OK..I cant tell if were getting better or worse which sux badly...OK well I got a lil upset and told Roger that I wanted him to start calling me everday that we dont hangout and he got mad and said no...yea like was you cant call your gf once a day..Honestly soo i didnt think he was gunna yesturday cause he was being mean and said no and then he called me and was like heyy y do you want me to calll you everyday and I was like Roger because I do and he was like yeaaa but y I was like just cause i want you to soo cant you do it cause i want you too.. yea well he got drug tested yesturday and thinks he failed cause he drank the nite before..Yea and the thing is if he gets in trouble now it will suck cause he only has 2 more classes.. Soo lets hope that he is ok..I mean yea hes my everything and i love him to death but i cant stand the way he acts sometimes.. I swear like we were sposed to hangout on sunday and he was like can we just wait till tomorrow cause i didnt getta hangout with my friends last nite.. Soo yea i hate how he ditches me for his friends after we make plans and how he ignores me wen hes with them like wen i call or text he just ignores it like i didnt and I just dont know..Wat do you think I should do honestly..well im gunna go byeee

xoxo,

Judi

Hey whats up room.....not too much here just chilling up in my english class all bored and shit. well justin i had got him minutes for his phone last night and then when he called me i told him to call me on his phone since i just got him minutes and he never called me back. well he texted me from Joanna's phone and said that his phone shut off and won't turn on so he had to charge it. Well he told me he would call me today after I get out of school and I asked him if he was telling the truth and not just using me and he was "For real. u know how I feel about u" so yeah. I am hoping to be going downt to Florida June 8. I can not wait at all. I am going to go .

Ash

so i am in English right now... sitting next to 3 amazing friends, Gabby, Britny, and Nefertiti

lol

i lovve those 3

K, it's been a while... been busy with school and work. Speaking of school, I got my marks back from that class I finished a few weeks ago... I PASSED!! I was so worried I didn't cuz I was freakin' about the final test... I didn't get the bast mark, but I passed, all that really matters to me!!

Hmm... not too much has changed really, since the last time I wrote... just been busy.

I'll post later.

Dear Readers,

Hi, My name is Selina4me and this is my first time ever having an online journal!

For starters, I would like to say that we all have bumps in the road with our "best" friends but in the end what is so "best" about them when they turn their back on you and suddenly not be your friend over some little thing like something you said (jokingly)that may have been insulting. It is the exact same way for me and my so called "friends". Its like a roller-coaster that will never stop or an axe that keeps tearing into your heart! I relize that I'm getting a little dramatic but it hurts! I am only being their friend because I don't want to get bullied.When I'm nottheir friend I do bad in school but when I am I do almost perfect! I know it is really stupid but this is how I deal with it! I can't change it!

Keep tunning into my online journal and good luck! -Selina4me

well nothin mutch today exsept i found out that i will be checked for scooliostists tomarrow bye