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PandaIzzi 26, Female, United Kingdom - 9 entries

Aug 2011
12:09 PM GMT

Summer!

WHOO IT'S THE SUMMER

�:)�

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keonyama96 31, Female, Kansas, USA - 191 entries

Aug 2011
5:04 PM

TomorroW is the first day of my Senior year:)

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PurpleStar 35, Female, Michigan, USA - First entry!

Aug 2011
1:34 AM CST

Nervous for what the new begining has for me, yet scared to remain in the present!

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cfmccott 51, Female, Illinois, USA - 57 entries

Aug 2011
6:08 PM CST

"I am tomorrow, or some future day, what I establish today. I am today what I established yesterday or some previous day." -James Joyce

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motherloverfriend 50, Female, Nevada, USA - 2 entries

Aug 2011
3:09 AM

my reflection

After spending a lifetime doing everything possible to make myself beautiful my idea of beauty has changed. I'm 37, and I enjoyed the attention and fun that came along�with being pretty when I was younger. Then one day I didn't. It no longer seemed�important..The problem with wasting a good portion of your life on being beautiful on the outside and not beautiful on the inside is that suddenly you realize that you're empty. Without investing in your spirit and tending to�matters of the heart & mind,�at the end of the day nothing means anything. You have a man that doesn't know you, because your relationship was visual. All your friendships are very surface, and without depth. Ultimately, all the energy you invested equals zip, and you look in the mirror and you see ugliness anyway. So, it was all for nought. I wasn't even a super model type. I was a pretty girl with low self esteem that could never look good enough.�I was never a "mean girl" but I was an empty girl. A lonely girl. Then an empty and lonely woman. For what? What a complete waste of time and energy. I was cute, and would've had so much more fun, enjoyed life more, had more beautiful relationships and over all been more fulfilled had I not let my low self esteem control me. The low self esteem that was carefully hidden behind a mask of self confidence. I can't count the times I was told that I was "so self confident" or "if I was more confident�like you".�
�Now, �I am learning to feel sexy in my own skin because I'm happier, and my happiness is drawn from the kindness I show, the friend that I am, the way that�I love, and my ability to�give. I don't think my eyes look plain without fake eyelashes.�I've begun to refinish and repurpose furniture. My hands gets paint on them and I don't worry if they are not perfectly manicured. I am more concerned with being creative. It is kind of ironic now that I often look�to find the�most beat up�piece of furniture in the thrift shop. Or put out on a curb. A piece of furniture that somoone no longer loves because it is considered ugly. That is the piece that catches my eye. I look at it and say, "I think you're beautiful. I will love you."�I consider the tree�that�used to be and no longer is to �to build that piece of�furniture. It makes me want it not to be wasted. I want to make it�"feel good" and pretty again. Kinda�sounds funny admiting it.�But, my ideas have changed, and so has where I see beauty.

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shhhhhh 48, Female, Philippines - 8 entries

Aug 2011
10:12 AM PST

post scriptum

PS: � you know why i love to watch you sleeping? coz it makes me wonder if i ever cross your mind / dreams. also, gives me time to stare at the face of someone dear to me.

sabi ng kanta:
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�"I could stay awake just to hear you breathing

Watch you smile while you are sleeping

While you're far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender

I could stay lost in this moment forever

Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure"

PPS:

i love you

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1 comment(s) - 03:38 AM - 08/29/2011

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SimplyMe 28, Female, Georgia, USA - 5 entries

Jul 2011
10:00 PM CST

Rapid Life

Today I am more in touch with the poetic side of me. Writing and all is what I love to do, it's who I am.� There is no greater feeling right now, than the feeling I get when someone likes my poetry.

Tags: Poetry

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cadorine 50, Female, New York, USA - 5 entries

Jul 2011
5:13 AM CST

Looking for a way out of the Rut

I'm going to get over this hump no matter what. I'm going to find a way to get tougher, stronger and thinner, even if it kills me. This morning, after a whole night of worrying about it, I got up at 5:15 and tackled a 5K. My time left something to be desired -- a measely 10:40, but I did it and proved to myself that I could do it. It was even a new route. I broke out of my old pattern of running around Lakeshore Drive and headed out onto 22 and Wilmont Road. I promise myself that I'm going to tackle this route again -- maybe tomorrow?

It has been two weeks since I started training with Paul. I've given up Dr. Alejandro's clean diet and have moved onto Run Like a Mother. Just hope I can find my groove, break 135, and find some balance.

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Racquelc6 47, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries

Jul 2011
10:01 PM

Somy mother in law came to see Josias after about a year of not having seen him. She brought Kiro with her. He's so big now...and handsome. I missed him. I don't know if its that he was shy but he seemed different, a little distant. My MIL tells me he has an imaginary friend....cute.

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keonyama96 31, Female, Kansas, USA - 191 entries

Jul 2011
8:00 PM

I missed my best friend and he called me 2day :)

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