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I am having a blast today. Nothing special but I just feel happy and excited. Mama's surgery went fine. She is trying to walk the halls as I write this. Work at Wally World was cool too. When I get off work I am going back to the gym, cook, wash clothes, and go see mama again.

Bailey was upset because I told him that he needs to put forth more of an effort to keep the house clean. Him and my son could do better. So last night I told them nicely how I felt. If I have to tell them again it is going to be UGLY. Came home from work and the house was clean. Thank Ya Lord. haha

David had to take me to the ER tonight, my leg was so swollen that it caused my foot to swell and i was having problems walking...they checked and said that it was not broken, just severly bruised and that it will take 12-15 weeks to heal...that sucks!!

I feel better knowing that it is not broken....

My plants perked up a little bit. I finished painting my cieling. It looks great. These things make me feel better when the pain hits. Which is just about all the time.

But it's ok. I am with someone who loves me, even though we drive each other crazy.

George (my gay best friend) is coming over today with some herbs. He keeps raving about Tumeric being good for pain.

My sister is in an aweful lot of pain too. She has a herniated disk in her back. She has pretty much been in bed for the past three weeks. At least I am able to do stuff.

飞鱼秀

CRI的两个北京DJ太可爱了。每天早上都十分幽默的跟大家闲聊3个小时。这似乎成了很多人驾车必听的节目。两个人特点突出，一个'大智若愚'，一个'大愚若智'。配合起来天衣无缝。把北方人的幽默感体现的十分彻底。不管小飞怎么挤兑，舟舟就是不生气，还老是在傻笑。我总在想，生活中的舟舟就是这么笑的吗？傻的太可爱了！

其实，说来说去，最羡慕的是他们这份工作。一个早上都在聊大天，居然还挣钱！美其名曰，还是辛苦的工作！哪像老公，半夜3点才回家，整天的熊猫眼。

能做自己喜欢事真好，而这件事恰好是你的工作就更好了，而这份工作刚好又轻松快乐还挣钱，就太完美了！羡慕飞鱼。不是每个人都能有这样的好运的！

It's a gloomy day, but atleast the birds seem happy, there is a lot of singing going on. I'm really thankful after all that bad weather we didn't lose power.

I have been going through my little tapes from my video camera. My hubby bought me a dvd recorder so we can save them to dvds. I want to do that with my pictures too. My family was always griping about my video taping, but I think they are going to enjoy a peek into the past.

I have been feeling down again, not quite sure why. I go in streaks. Some days I can't help but wonder, is this all there is. I was 17 when I got married. I only dated my husband, never lived alone, always in such a hurry to grow up, or atleast prove how grown I was. I went from my parents roof to my husbands, never me time. The only reason I wouldn't go back and change anything is my kids. I would have spent more time cultivating girlfriend relationships,because I really don't have any. I am friends with people at work, but not lunch ,camping, kids growing together, ect type of friends.

I don't like being "down". I am truly a blessed person. I have a husband who loves me, 3 wonderful kids, and 9 beautiful grandkids. It isn't something I try to do, or even want. I am making an attempt to work on it, and writing does help.

well not mutch today except well this kid next tome ivan was toutching my stuff. and i told on him and he had no recess. well i gave a pink pen to this other kid next to me but it was almost out then this other kid wanted my other pink pen that was almost full. and the other kid got mad but all well gotta go bye