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"There is a moment in every day that the devil cannot find."

- William Blake

Dear Journal,

�Alright well me and caitlin got in a pointless online fight the other day which didnt make sense but whatever. Caitlin and taylor hung out and you know what that means trouble. So they called me and i pretended to be in the shower so they wouldnt rub something in my face like they did last time. So, after i called them and they said 'briana if we tell you something you promise you wont get mad'. So my heart was thumping like fuckk. So i thought they were gonna be like 'briana we dont wanna be friends with you anymore cause your this or that' making some weird shit up. So... it wasnt it was completely different they said we drank last night and know we're having hang overs. So idk if it's real probably not cause taylor said that breanna and her were cousins? yeah i bet sweetie I bet. But idk if it's true hopefully not but caitlin is forgetting about her chance. So hopefully she'll come to her senses and finally ya know.. stop acting different when she's with taylor. So.. hopefully she'll change and her chance might not time out. Cause last time it almost did. Damn.. man i dont get it everytime when she's with taylor. I wonder what happened with caitlin and Katie L. they were best friends know they dont even talk but whatever it aint my bussineezz. Well.. it's 2:26 in the morning and im tired im gonna watch a movie then hopefully fall asleep. Well, peace out girl scout!

peace&love

weird.� I dunno what happened to the entry I was making.

- I have a schedule lock today for PFF from 9am to 3pm.� I'm only on "standby" for the code migration as the regular support folks are going to work with SS and learn how it's done.� I have to be ready for problems but I'm confident it'll go smoothly.

- This gives me time to work on other projects.

0- A bunch of CritSit notices went out for the Windows systems.

12:10 - Squirrelface wants to know why his auditing program can't log into Pan as root.� I'm just _floored_ by this.� He's an idiot.� This man is our Risk Management specialist.� He's the shop "security guy".� He's been involved in my project to shut off root for the last 9 months.� WTF is he thinking?

- He asked me how to set someone up in the group 0.� !!!

- This is what I have to deal with.� THIS.� Sometimes it makes me want to put a gun in my mouth and paint the walls with my brain.�

1:00 - Pam/LDAP meeting starts 10 minutes late.� I'm already pissed because of Squirrelface, and now everyone is late to the meeting.

1:10 - Fuck this.� They can call me.� I'm hanging up.

1:16 - Bastards.� Meeting start.

- If the people who audit our systems are going to ding us for allowing direct root login, then they shouldn't send us an auditing tool that can't run unless it's allowed to have direct root login.� I tell them to go fuck themselves and come back to me when they think their cunning plan all the way through.

2:30 - more ICD changes need to be done to Pan.� I realize my entire rant there makes me seem angry today, but I'm not.� I was just annoyed by that situation.� :)

9:50 - Timesheet in for last week.� 58.

- Pooh Bear (Whom I'm told has another nickname in the shop.� People call him Burt) asked me to fix perms on /orabackup on G/T.� Done.

-� Becky said she opened a ticket regarding slowdowns in Portal Prod

- CountryBoy hits me with this little gem:

CountryBoy: So, on Juno ... /home/XXXX directory ... permissions got hosed.� I'm trying to run a scripts and it's erroring out trying to delete some files in that directory.� Says 'read only file system'.

CountryBoy: Can you help, it's the content update script that's bombing.� Got something that needs to go to prod.

CoralineBlue: � Ok.� I'm looking.

CountryBoy: Thank You so much
CountryBoy: Can't chmod the files, even logged in as root.� One of the files is XXXXX.XXXX if that helps.

CoralineBlue: �� ok, sec
CoralineBlue: ��� oh boy

-- Looking @ Juno I see what he's talking about.� Can't read/write from that directory.� But that directory is on /media/hd2, which is a separate partition on a HUGE sanlun.� I umounted it and it gave errors.� I try to remount it:

[root@juno root]# mount -a
mount: /dev/sdb1 is not a valid block device
[root@juno root]# fdisk /dev/sdb

Unable to read /dev/sdb
[root@juno root]# fdisk /dev/sdb1

Unable to open /dev/sdb1
[root@juno root]# fsck.ext3 /dev/sdb1
e2fsck 1.32 (09-Nov-2002)
fsck.ext3: No such device or address while trying to open /dev/sdb1
Possibly non-existent or swap device?
[root@juno root]# fsck.ext3 /dev/sdb
e2fsck 1.32 (09-Nov-2002)
fsck.ext3: Attempt to read block from filesystem resulted in short read while trying to open /dev/sdb
Could this be a zero-length partition?
[root@juno root]#

Called Slick to look at the storage on ESX host druid.� I asked him to detain and quarrantine Grandpa Simpson just because I KNOW he had something to do with this.� lol.� :)

- 11:30 Someone went into Navisphere and removed the disk from Juno...probably this morning.� I was using the system till 2am on Saturday, so I know it was recent.� Margie put everything back and I bounced Juno and its happy.

- Hoops asked me to dork with the nsswitch.conf settings on elf to see if we can get around this ldap auth timeout issue for sitescope.

Dear Journal,

�Fuck it's freaking happening again that stupid phobia crapp. Lemme tell you somethingg i have a big phobia of diabetes. That probably why i always freak out if i pee alot or if im thirsty or hungry or tired it's SO annoying. But, the thing is my mind is telling me your family doesnt get kid diabetes only older diabetes if that makes sense. I mean like yesterday night i drank alot and i peed alot and i freaked out. Ughh its so annoying and i know exactly why im afraid of having it cause my grandma died of it. Man.. i hope that i dont get it when im older i eat healthy for a kid. I mean the temptation of having alot of icecream i can stop myself. I only serve myself in little cups thats like 1 scoop or 2. So, yeah im going to the doctor for a checkup. And i havent had one since 5th grade ik ik your like your supposed to have one every year ik it's just how my doctor works. I hate the smell of the doctor's office it smells so horrific like something's going to happen. LOL lemme tell you about the other day. I thought i was pregnant &+ it was so stupid i mean im 13 i didnt have sex so no sperm thingys could hit my egg. Crapp it's so annoying sometimes i think im crazy but im not it only happenes once every 4 or 5 months. I swear man i get afraid of dieases so quickly. Here's another thing about me i always think about how everyone's going to die. Ik ik you probably think im emo im not. I just have those times and i know that everyone does. Well I better go call my mom to put the appointment today causee i might get my period [sorry guys] tomorrow.

peace & love