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    Queenie  38, Female, Ohio, USA - 29 entries
21
Oct 2006
9:08 AM EDT
   

I'm afraid of failing . I'm afraid of failing because , I have so many people to disapoint. I know it's the dumbest fear but it's true. I don't like to see the disapointment upon my familys face. Especially when they start out so proud of me . I'm scared of being alone. Mainly because Iwant to have someone there with me all the way. It's better to have someone by your side then you walking alone in the dark.
1 comment(s) - 04:37 PM - 10/25/2006
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    Nated09  34, Male, Illinois, USA - 26 entries
20
Oct 2006
5:09 PM CST
   

"Great minds must be ready not only to take opportunities, but to make them." –-Colton I know that I haven't posted for about 2 days, but my family have been going through a lot of crap for the past two years with workmans comp, but I needed to be with my family. So, I used this quote because it's very true, people with great minds not only need to be ready to take oppotunities as they come, but they need to make them for other so they can achieve to have a great mind. When a friend says that he/she have a job, and says that they could get you a job even though the place isn't hiring anymore, they can get a job for you, don't just say no thankyou, find out what the job is, what it entails, and then make your decision. Don't have you friend go to all that trouble just for you to say no. ~Nate~
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    bl69  33, Female, Texas, USA - 32 entries
20
Oct 2006
5:51 AM CDT
   

hey guess what?? our neighbor found our puppy! yay! super duper..well i am supposed to be typin but im just chillen listenin to matt's mp3 player. yeaa..tonight should be fun! hell yea its friday and theres a football game but i havent figured out yet if im goin but i got a ticket just in case but i think i am gonna chill with joey tonight. haha..well gotsta go deuces!
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    Atrio3851  35, Female, Ohio, USA - 4 entries
20
Oct 2006
4:05 AM EDT
   

well I'm sitting in my computer class, and it so boring, so I thought that i would post. My boyfriends done being an idiot! Homecoming is tommorow, I am so stressed out, I'm tired and run down the last few days have been a rollar coaster and a half. Actually my love goes out to all the people who some people just dont get, and they often feel alone. I hate that so many people dont understnad what bipolar means, or depression, or OCD. And tring to make them understand makes things a lot harder! But thanks all for ur comments, they help me get through the day
1 comment(s) - 09:37 PM - 11/10/2006
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    Queenie  38, Female, Ohio, USA - 29 entries
20
Oct 2006
10:47 AM EDT
   

Today is a wierd day. I don't know what to think about it . I am getting a little bad and good with it . The man that I am spending my life with is almost perfect in all ways . I seriousley don't know how to handle it . I have tried to be confedent and trust him. Yet I have been hurt so many times . SO that brings in the jelouse factor . I don't know how to react to him. How can I trust him.? How can I just forget my past and not hurt myself in the proses . Someone help me please . I don't know what to do
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    babymexgirl  36, Female, Texas, USA - 7 entries
20
Oct 2006
9:46 AM EDT
   

yesterday i saw garrett and we layed on the couch and just cuddled he says he wants me to be his wife oneday and i think i want him to be my husband one day also. i miss him so much all the time
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    Queenie  38, Female, Ohio, USA - 29 entries
19
Oct 2006
8:53 PM EDT
   

"The Walk Alone." Feeling the heartake of being unwanted. The hurt of the life you have to put up. Watching the things you charish pass away Leaveing you without words to says. Leaveing you in fear. Leaveing in tears, with satisfaction for the world outside. People telling you, Your to old to cry...... Instead of telling you that everything will be alright. Eyes swelled in sadness, Your chest full of pain. You wanting to disapear out of site. Just wanting to hide. Run away from the terrors of the hateful croud that lingers in your path everyday. Walking alone and only 19.
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    Queenie  38, Female, Ohio, USA - 29 entries
19
Oct 2006
8:51 PM EDT
   

"Because my Sister Did" I walk imto a room and it gets silent I follow my friends and their love is undecided I hear the words that are whispered when I pass in the hall. I feel like i'm not wanted around at all. Why am I here today? Why do I put up with peoples games? There is no answers for these questions I ask. There is no story to tell when its an empty class. I am the quit one. The one no one hears or sees. I'm the one that gets bullied when I walk down the street. I'm the one that comes home and crys in her sleep. I wake the next morn and do this all over again . Only because I know I can if my sister did. Writen By Amanda Naftzger 8/1/06
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    Queenie  38, Female, Ohio, USA - 29 entries
19
Oct 2006
8:45 PM EDT
   

I am so frustrated it's ridiculouse. I am so tired of people acting like my friend, then screwing me over at the last min. I don't know . It's makeing me feel like I am a bad person or something . I can never really find any true friends. I don't know who to consisder a friend anymore . The only person I really have left is my Fionce Allan. He is always there for me , but it's not the same . For once it would be nice to go out and have fun with friends ... to have a life . I don't that it's ever going to get there though. I just feel like giveing up and closeing myself into a box and forgetting about the world outside. I don't know what to do anymore. My family is running aways from there problems , I'm finding my self in a slump and I'm just confused all together ... SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE ME OUTTA THIS WORLD !!!
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    retirik  58, Female, Illinois, USA - 36 entries
19
Oct 2006
6:39 AM CDT
   

Вчера, на пути домой из садика, один мальчик из ее группы весело завывал: "Ребе-ка!" Каждый раз при этом она оборачивалась и они махали друг другу. Я спрашиваю: "Кто это?" Она говорит: "Это Патрик". Я говорю: "Он тоже твой бойфренд?". Она отвечает: "Нет... Он мой муж."
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