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smb 50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries

Oct 2006
1:18 PM MST

another day! Thank you God, I made it through, not quite sure how, after how it started out! I hit something on the way to work (something blew out in front of me or something!) anyway, got a nice hole in my passenger side, front tire! SO , I dropped J off at school and headed back into town and went straight to COOP, I made it before I was driving on the rim! Got back to work but had to take an hour off! AGH! Then I picked J up from school, took him to Janes, went to the dentist, got my teeth cleaned! and then I picked the boys up and went to the REC, (*REC daycare open from 4:30-8:00pm!) I only did 10 min. on the treadmill, I am so OUT OF shape because I don't have TIME! but oh well, still making time to lift and it SHOWS! I am pretty proud of how I look! WOOHOO! Wish D could see me now, wonder if he'd be proud! I MISS HIM! THEN by the time we got out of the REC we were all starving so I went through BK drive thru and got dinner! AGH! Oh well, quick and easy. What a busy day! I was actually gone from the house over 11 hours! Poor Sadies! She seems like she is doing okay but I feel like I have to prepare myself for her to kick the bucket, possibly any day! TIRED, sore and grouchy, gotta get to bed, don't know if I will call CN... don't really want to but feel like I should!

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NITA 61, Female, Wyoming, USA - First entry!

Oct 2006
12:05 AM MST

HEY STEVE, ARE YOU GOING TO POST A JOURNAL OR NOT? MOM SAID YOU WANTED US TO COME TO THIS SITE TO SEE WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOU. LET US KNOW SOMETHING!!!!!!!! YOUR FAMILY LOVES YOU VERY MUCH. BE CAREFUL AND TAKE CARE.

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Nated09 34, Male, Illinois, USA - 26 entries

Oct 2006
1:01 PM CST

“You have to do your own growing no matter how tall your grandfather was.” --Abraham Lincoln (1809-1865) I chose this quote not only because Abraham Lincoln was my 5th cousin, I'm not lying, I found out from another cousin, but because he was a great president that did great things. His quote is very true, we as humans have grown, but ourselves personally need to grow even more for the next generation to take our places, and try to live up to or pass our accomplishments, whether it be to end world hunger or make more people happy and feel good. So just remember that you need to grow within yourself before others who follow your lead can grow to do what you are doing.

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SallysSilentMurders 35, Female, Louisiana, USA - 17 entries

Oct 2006
1:03 PM EDT

Farewell tore me apart time and time again. ripped me to shreds. just I stand here. watching you walk away. far beyond me, I can't see the light. cause it's gone out in my world. but don't worry. I'll be ok. I just have to say. That today's the day, I go crazy. Today's the day, I'm going to loose my mind. I'll loose control, and let the tears roll down. as they flood down, my cheeks, I'll say goodbye to you. I don't want to go. But I don't want to hurt. so this has to be, my last farewell. so farewell I love you still. so much that it hurts me. but it hurts me more staying here. standing here watching you. cause you keep walking, away from me. leaving me standing by myself. in the rain crying. I can not sleep at night. I just stay up, and cry but not anymore. this will be my final goodbye. I love you I've said. Now I must leave. But before I go. I want you to know. I'll never forget you. you're the one I'll, always remember inside of my heart. you'll stay forever. apart of me. by:Sally

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Theblues1 56, Male, Louisiana, USA - 18 entries

Oct 2006
9:30 AM EDT

Im ok today woke up at 10 laying around and getting ready to leave soon its going to be an ok day

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xyzz 33, Female, California, USA - 2 entries

Oct 2006
11:59 PM N

Hello everyone this is my new private journal

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llarson 59, Female, Arizona, USA - 6 entries

Oct 2006
6:31 PM MDT

today was exceptionally bad, thought I lost two very important people in my life. I am not really sure why life is so difficult. I keep hearing about karma and how you do unto others and good will come back to you. There are those people like us who give and give, when is this big return? I know people who take and take and still walk on a bed of roses. Makes me sad to think about it. On top of it all, seems like every person I know is cheating on their respective other. In this world today no one values friendships or relationships. Breaks my heart to know that our kids have to grow up in this fucked up world.

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sublettt30 70, Female, Texas, USA - 66 entries

Oct 2006
8:11 PM EDT

Oh today we finally got some cool rain. I like the rain clouds and the wetness. We had no rain in this boring town since spring. All summer long it was dry. Now the fall can bring a new season of fresh air. So much for my 12hr work day.

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smb 50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries

Oct 2006
2:30 PM MST

HUMMMM, what a day, Last night (24 hrs ago) I went to the these websites, Loveadvice and askmen.com and it was men giving men advice about woman. The repeated message was woman need their interest level to be above 51% or they are going, going, gone~! and how men need to quit being "whipus americanus!" and stop pressuring, all that does is push em away. I even sent CN a link to one, that was at least nice and not so blunt. Do you think he went there? NO! I am really losing interest FAST! I'd say my interest level is down to 25%! I wasn't going to call him, and he called me, interupting my show I am trying to get into! AGH! BUT, I talked to him and it was fine until we went to hang up and it was like I wanted to say, "well, have a nice week, or have a nice month!" I'm just not into him right now, not at all! BUT, who knows, maybe that will change tomorrow! As up and down as I have been its hard to say. Work was fine, boys were fine, but just didn't listen very well, but that's nothing new! Took Jett to counseling, tried to get my counseling bills figured out. they are over $600.00 Went for a walk since I didn't get to workout, and won't tomorrow either since I have a dentist appt! I will only get to work out Wed. and so maybe I need to find an alternative for these days, like taking the boys with to the REC later in the evening! Gotta do something! I gotta have my workouts! Evonna called (D's cousin) and still wants to take me out to dinner for a late birthday dinner, probably with andrea too! Will be good to see them, I've always trusted them and enjoy sharing my heart with them, they are a safe, non-judgemental place for me to talk! LOVE them! Hopefully Stacey T and I can make it out to dinner WED. she is just too busy! I feel like I don't want to bother her anymore, her life is too busy for me I don't want to cause problems, I know her hubby is frustrated when she wants to go out because they are just too busy, I think they are probably over commited and don't prioritize.... I guess I think I should be on the top of everyones priority list! BUT I KNOW for a fact (the way the phone hardly ever rings)that I am not even close to the top,,, and not just of Stacey's list but everyone else who is "my friend" OH well, they have a life to lead and it wasn't their husband who died! Well, O puked in the toybox at daycare today, she called me but I said he probably won't do it again, and he DIDN'T! and he peed his pants! That was sad, he hasn't had an accident in probably 3-5 weeks and he has been waking up dry! I am about ready to take him out of pull-ups,,, NOW J on the other hand is wetting the bed almost every night! Wish he could get it figured out! I am sure the Stress of being daddyless isn't helping though! Well I am hungry and tired, and missing my Buzz! I need to go pray to God to give me strength to get through another day!

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JAnderson 69, Male, California, USA - 2 entries

Oct 2006
1:24 AM PST

How often do I see men determining their wealth by the number of things they can accumulate? Doesn't one of the more popular license plate frames refer to a successful man or woman by the number of toys the have at the end of their life? Perhaps Thoreau is referring to the need for things as a weakness and the absence of that need as a strength of character. I tend to agree with his opinion. The more I have been able to let things go in my life the happier I have been. It's as though the more I focus on things the less I value and/or have significant relationships with other people. The stronger my relationships with other people are the less I seem to need those things to try and fill that void. Northview High School

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