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ixypix23 42, Female, Indiana, USA - 14 entries

Oct 2006
3:15 PM PDT

i watched Steven Wright's comedy special last night. It was okay. I still remember him as that crazy film editor from mad about you. Wow i just aged myself.

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littlegurl101 32, Female, Louisiana, USA - 2 entries

Oct 2006
5:59 PM EDT

today i was in a movie theater watching One Night with the King it was alright but it was a love movie

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butterfly05 38, Female, Louisiana, USA - 8 entries

Oct 2006
12:44 PM EDT

beautifull day out side, but im inside, im f*ked up cuz no matter what i did or planned today, it backfired, my boyfriend got mad and went to sleep, i had lunch delivered to make up for it, and it made him sick, he puked it up, and i payed 4 a taxi all the way to work, wich i was going to force my self to do, even though i havent slept in 2 nights, my foot is bruised, and i probally ripped open my cervix scars( cancer surgery, rough sex may have opened it) so i getr there and i start to get dressed and i dont have my uniform. so i come home and guess what... it was in the side pocket... so i decidied f*ck that, if im gonna have such a shitty day, might as well b fuked up, i dont even have n e one to talk to about it, my b friend is knocked out and refuses to wake up, so, im just here, enjoying my miserable day by my self

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Queenie 38, Female, Ohio, USA - 29 entries

Oct 2006
10:48 PM EDT

I couldn't belevie the day that I had Yesterday. It was sweetest day. My man took my out and bought me all kinds of things to show me his affection , then he took me out to dinner. I think even after a year , everyday that i wake up next to him and see his sweet smile .... I fall in love with him all over again . I don't think that I could have ever made it through the past 12 months ... or even the past 4 without him. He is what keeps me going . No matter how much we argue , no matter how much we go through. WE will always love eachother . THis is the man that I want to spend the rest of my life with , and i know finally know for sure that he feels the same way.

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kpkp15 35, Female, Michigan, USA - 2 entries

Oct 2006
6:06 PM EDT

today stunk. my mo is being mean. she wont let me see my dad. i hope i get to see him again. my friends left me to. they when to this camp creepy thing for the whole weekend and left me at home to be bored to death. (and yes that is posibaly) i am going through alot. my parents are thinking of geting a divorce and its really hard to go through. sometimes i wish i could just die. well type to u leter. ~*~kylie~*~

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ixypix23 42, Female, Indiana, USA - 14 entries

Oct 2006
1:30 PM PDT

i am afraid of the dark cause i cannot see, and am a bit paranoid. all the noises and the strange creeking and creeping about. that and i think i have watched too many scary movies.

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adorkable 39, Female, California, USA - 5 entries

Oct 2006
2:46 PM EDT

I'm afraid of my boyfriend. No, he doesn't abuse me in a physical way. Do you think that using strong action words against you, hate words, is abuse as well? I'm always afraid that he will react that way whenever i try to say something that he does not like. He always belittles me and make me feel like shit. He is very good at making me cry, and he just could care less. I'm also afraid that he will leave me soon, because he's having another fling on the side. I'm afraid of all this is going to happen. It doesn't have to be now, it could be later or in the future. I'm in love with him, yet i'm scared of him for all the right reasons.

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sunkissed 55, Female, Oklahoma, USA - 2 entries

Oct 2006
8:30 PM CST

10/21/06 Divorce, not so much that but being alone and maybe he is right, no one would ever want me. Having to support 2 kids in the way we are used to living and having to do without the things we want, not need but want. Being belittled to the point that you start to believe that maybe you are worthless and stupid. Being told that I may be pretty but no one would ever want me for me......I mean what if.

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crazynluv 38, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 4 entries

Oct 2006
9:24 PM EDT

Never try to hold on to something that isn't there.

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smb 50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries

Oct 2006
6:21 AM MST

Doesn't seem like it has been since Tues. that I last wrote! Been busy and not a whole lot to "vent" about. Lets see, CN and I are talking every night, but NOT saying 143. I am trying to "just be friends" and he is very upset about not getting to see us and wants everything back to normal. It sounds like he's started venting to his friends and they don't sound too pleased with me but oh well,,, don't really care what they think. He will probably come over for church and an afternoon with ME. mom P might come watch the boys. I have been pretty emotional. I keep thinking and replaying the day DB died... and how rude I was to him on the phone right before he died and how I'd give anything (except my boys' lives) to back up and be given a second chance to say "I LOVE YOU" I am hurting so bad, and miss him so bad! I've been crying a lot more and just want to be "healed" and "better" and "over it" but I Know it doesn't work that way! POOF, wish I had a magic wand! Found out about his life insurance (private entry). I am VERY emotional about that all right now. We didn't go to FT collins,,, will go next weekend when the weather is better, it has been snowy, blowy and cold! SO, I am glad I got to go to the Christian woman's fellowship thing at GBC... it was really fun and nice to "get away" but I almost cried like 5 times. Last night I talked to Jill for an hour and half and that was great! It might seem like she isn't "there for me" but she is,,, just a phone call away, hey what are best friends for!? and she is just that! I am so grateful for my friends! What a blessing, it just sucks that I have to swallow my pride and call them first but when I do they are always "there for me" Not getting much sleep, I talked to CN last night until 12:20 and then O woke me up at 6:20 and I never really got to go back to sleep after that! OH, my knees are hurting me,,, I don't want to have to go in but I know i need to have them looked at, they are just getting worse, specially my left!

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