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Subject: Happy: Current mood: happy Category: Life Time: 4:15 pm

Ok so I am Happy & I Know Most of you Are Like, "What? OMG she's Happy, that's Surprising." But Its True, I am in Love, the persons name is Wade. Yes I Know some of you Are Saying, "But what About your Promise to Yourself?" I Can Help that I Broke my Promise to Myself, But I fell in Love & I Really Want this to work.                                                                                     Ok, Something that I Hate About this Relationship, More Like the Family Involved, is that my Parent's Hate Wade & Dont Believe me When I Say that he's Changed. But Hey If we Can Deal With It Together I Know my Parent's will come around. It Was Like that With a Friend of Mine.                   Anyway Sis If your Reading this Good I am Glad. Because Now you will Finally Know what the Hell is Going on With me & my Life. I Have Stopped Cutting, But I Did Have a slip-up a month Ago & Wade Was Really Understanding About It. I Have cut down on my Drinking & well I Stop Smoking Tomorrow!!! I Cant Wait Because Its Just one More Step to Fixing my Life & making It Better. Yes I am Scared Though, I Know Its Going to be hard For me & I Also Know that I Probably Wont be Able to Deal With It Alone. I Love you all so Much, you all Mean the world to me, your my Family. Oh Sis Tell Ed that I am out of my colors. I Left. Again Just Another Step to Bettering my Life.                                                                                    Well I Think that's all For Now. If you Want to Read my Real Blog go to: www.inboxjournal.com/id/ask-krysta