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lah23 34, Female, USA - 12 entries

Oct 2006
2:24 PM EDT

hey

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1 comment(s) - 05:25 PM - 10/01/2006

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lilvixen 35, Female, USA - 10 entries

Oct 2006
2:10 PM EDT

today was a good day. i dyed my hair burgandy and it's so kool lookin

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Mercedez 36, Female, Michigan, USA - 4 entries

Sep 2006
8:37 AM PDT

I am about to lose a friend who I absolutely love as a little sister, you see she likes a guy that I like but before I liked him she liked him alot and then I thought she didnt like him anymore so I started to like him. but then I found out that she does like him and it hurts her that I like him so much. I really dont know what to do, it really kills me, I really dont want to lose her but I just cant stop liking him just like that. I really dont know who to choose or what to do. I just hope she doesnt move to California, and forget all about me because she said she wants to move there and forget everything and everyone here and I really dont want her to do that I hope she knows how much I am going to miss her, she's like family to me and I dont want to lose her she is the only person I can absoluetly trust to tell her everything. i dont know what Ill do without her but I cant tell her what to do, but I dont want her to move.:( What should I do? could somebody please help me?

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SterlynSilverRose 37, Female, Texas, USA - 3 entries

Sep 2006
7:41 PM EDT

I'm tired. This is stupid but, this is probably the only thing that will listen without complaining to me and hurting me. My humor on this matter is that watch it crash or not be there tommorrow. I was reccomended to a therapist and I haven't gone yet. But, you know something..I'm not the person that needs a psycotherapist. Why talk to someone that can slam you later for it? You must wonder how I deal with my shit right? I thought I could count on friends but, I have decided that it's a dead end no go. Too many times has it hurt me...So thus my human interaction is totally in shambles. Tony, all the work you did to make me act human again. To realize that I was okay...It's been ripped to pieces. I won't ever let you or anyone get that close again. I've decided that if I want to be alone for the rest of my life. Then by God I am going to do it. Why the fuck should I exert myself...? Why in the hell should I give a damn when no one thinks about me. I know it's selfish but, for once I want someone to be there for me. That's laughable though...So shit, leave me the fuck alone if you just wanna be my friend and you think that it's going to be good if I talk to people about my problems. No more. No one will hear about it anymore. When people ask what is up I will wear a mask and go numb. It's kinda like Pagliacci ...except that I am not a murderous clown. But, he was right...you can take a mask and smile and hide behind it while you cry. That is what I will do from now on. This is on humanities head...Fuck humanity...Fuck social order. Most of all fuck those that think that I am acting out a little over the top.

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kid 34, Female, New York, USA - 20 entries

Sep 2006
6:53 AM EDT

Fuck besides kelly and sandra yesterday my step mom and sis had the nerve to talk about me behind my back while I was in the next room on the computer I guess they thought I couldn't hear them or they just said it so I could and to just piss me off more.

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gunsnroses 33, Female, Greece - 16 entries

Sep 2006
5:10 AM EDT

i love poetry. do u love it ?

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ladybug20 39, Female, Canada - 9 entries

Sep 2006
12:11 PM PST

To the One I Thought Cared ... Discussing things on Thursday while dropping you off has killed a part of me inside. You rubbing in that you have been asked out three times in the last month and making me feel guilty for you turning them down is completely inappropriate. As far as I knew we were only dating ...and my impression of dating is that you are NOT exclusive. And all the while, one day i'll be your girlfriend and the next im not, in your mind. You have me confused alone on all of that. Are you just scared and running away, because if you do that, you will never know what happens. What happened to the Mr. Live one day at a time? You know im not ready for a relationship ...thats just not something im ready to get back into. The more you fuck with my head, the more I don't even want to be your friend anymore. And that is what we were to begin with. So one of these dates ...ten to one, it is Jenn. I mean you two were supposed to go on one before we even agreed to date. Either tell me what is going on, or get out. I can't handle the mind games anymore. I have too much other shit to deal with in my life. And if your roommate is behind all of this I don't even want to talk to you until you guys are no longer roommates. She runs your life ...I can't handle it. She walks all over you ...for fuck sakes, I can't even come hang out with you at your place for a couple of hours. God forbid I'd be invading her space even if we were in seperate fucking rooms. So now you have agreed to dating on my terms ...and yet we don't talk anymore. I need to know if you will drive me to the airport in a week, so Georgina can figure out what time to do thanksgiving dinner with her family if she is driving me. And you always have this lame excuse that your phone is all messed up and you aren't getting any calls or text messages ...and that is your excuse EVERY time I call you and you don't answer. I'm starting to not believe you ...and you wonder why I have trust issues with other people? Your mind games are tiring ...im tired of pretending ...Just let me know the truth please ...or else get out, and don't call until you can be honest. Your friend first and foremost, Ashley

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jleigh09 38, Female, United Kingdom - 35 entries

Sep 2006
8:15 AM WEDT

didnt get chance to come on yesterday was busy all day. I went into town with steven we had some stuff to get then we went back to hs flat and chilled for a bit till i had to go home and get ready for this meal which was really good. We all had a right laugh talking about everything and anything really. Anyway i didnt get home to late at was about 11 and i was shattered and this morning i feel even worse i couldnt sleep last night at all and if i wasnt tossing and turning i was feeding tyler. i feel fucked. never mind anyway im going and try get some kip. while tyler is asleep.

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Jlo 36, Female, Canada - 2 entries

Sep 2006
1:54 PM EDT

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Mariah 33, Female, Canada - 3 entries

Sep 2006
11:40 AM EDT

Yay Did I tell you that my bestfriend broke up with her boyfriend just for me, now im dating him and she doesnt even care, gawd im so in love lol I just love him so much..........

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