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Ashleysheartandsoul 29, Female, Texas, USA - First entry!

Jun 2013
7:08 AM CST

"In the end, the love you take, is equal to the love you make."

"So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. No, I don’t think I will kiss you, although you need kissing, badly. That’s what’s wrong with you. You should be kissed often, and by someone who knows how. My heart is, and always will be, yours. It was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were supposed to be together… and I knew it. Love means never having to say you’re sorry, and so I never will." - The Note Book.�
�� I�just recently figured out what it meant to love myself and�I mean really LOVE myself. You cant possibly open yourself up and accept the vulnerabilty if you dont hole heartedly love YOU. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. He makes me feel different, different from all the girls in this world. He makes me feel scared, scared of walking out of�the room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I’m with him. He has taught me too never settle for a relationship that won’t let you be yourself. I'm selfish, impatient and insecure. I make mistakes, and at times I can be very hard to handle. But he makes it look easy. "Cause you are one of a kind, and you are all mine. I hate too see you cry, so I will be the man to whipe your tears dry."� - Words of Corey Alan Purcell.�

��I refuse to let what happened to me make me bitter. I still completely believe in love and I'm open to anything that will happen to me. I have forgiven. The heart wants what it wants. It needs love, and it craves attention; good attention. There's no logic to these things. You meet someone and you fall in love and that's that. Ive always sheltered myslef, kissed but never loved, listend but never believed, and I'd leave before I am left.. But thats different now. I kiss and I love, Ilisten and believe with all of my heart, and I am still hear. Vulnerable as ever, but I am here. The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain, but thats ok. Sometimes pain is a good thing. "Better to have lost and loved than never to have loved at all."

"I�don't know the price of your roof but the first of the month we all pay our dues
when the rain falls it doesn't rain on just�a few when the sun shine it doesn't just shine just on you. I don't know the monsters you knew but I'm trying to forget the ones I met too. Maybe you could help me? Maybe�I could help you?"
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�� "In the end, the love you take, is equal to the love you make."

Tags: #Love #Trust #Vulnerability

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linnea14star 30, Female, Washington, USA - 25 entries

Jun 2013
8:27 AM CST

Starting Somwthing Different

Summer has started and so has my new ideas for different things. I have decided to start writing my bucket list on twitter and gmail. �I am also broadcasting my story ideas and definitions for words I learned just this last school year. I don't know if that was a bad idea, but I can't wait to find out.

Tags: home...sick...again

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keynescharles 36, Female, California, USA - 2 entries

Jun 2013
6:19 PM AST

To become a trend follower or even a trend setter? That is certainly the question

To become a trend follower or possibly a trend setter: It is a question, actually, of no matter whether you wish to be Hamlet or Walt Whitman; no matter whether you need your life's course 9.99 dollar Beautiful Indian Crossdresser to be decided by other people, make some catastrophic blunders, and ultimately end up dead, or whether you'd rather leave some thing that, many years just after your death, people today everbuying black covers yellow long sleeve shirt are nonetheless talking about, still becoming moved by, still admire you for. Whether or not you'd rather be true, a dynamic force inside your globe, or perhaps a figment of someone else's imagination.

Or perhaps the question is irrespective of whether you need other individuals - prospective employers, possibly? - to determine you as a pretty conservative group player, someone who's going to create an work to match in and do the "right thing" for the team, or a bit of a maverick, an arrogant show-off who thinks they're much better than everybody else, and is going to draw interest to themselves no matter irrespective of whether in addition they draw fire on those they are meant to become functioning alongside.

Whether or not you adhere to them or set them, nevertheless, trends are always about risks -- the danger that you are going to be observed as just a different "sheep," bending with all the flow of well known opinion, with no original tips or imagination at all. The danger that nobody will opt to stick to your trend and you'll just wind up seeking weird, a figure of ridicule, instead of admiration; a mere hop-skip-and-jump to a crumbling apartment that smells of stale urine, as well as a supermarket trolley packed with thirty-eight cans of Whiskas. The risk of carrying out, everbuying reviews wearing or being anything you hate, just to fit in, however short-term and illusionary that fitting in proves to become. The danger that you will commence a trend, only to possess one particular of one's followers, within a year or two, eclipse your bright beginnings.

When that you are recognized as a trend setter, you have to either hold setting trends, or operate exclusively inside the trend you started. It's unlikely that a person like E.L. James will be taken seriously if she decided to create books of spiritual motivation, one example is, or that a series by Anne Rice, featuring ordinary suburban teenagers, would sell all that effectively. As a follower, you've a little of freedom. It is possible to ride the tides of any number of trends without the need of any individual thinking anything of it, and, probably, by way of such exposure, come up having a trend of one's personal. Needless to say, if you're recognized as a follower, absolutely everyone will in all probability assume someone else began the trend, and also you will not get the credit for it.

Trends is often such ephemeral issues, and getting a follower or perhaps a setter is so tied in for your character, that it is achievable that this can be one of these times when there's just a query, not an answer. Having said that, prior to you accept that, nod sagely, and move on, take into consideration this: Though sheep appear completely content material to reside, move and graze as a flock, lone wolves devote a lot of their time howling in an work to locate a pack they are able to join.

Tags: follower, setter, trend

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construcgrl 40, Female, Minnesota, USA - 5 entries

Jun 2013
4:51 PM CST

Weekend at Grand Old Day

I had an amazing wekend at Grand Old Day last weekend. I saw Harmar Superstar and Night Moves. They are two of my favorite local artists, so I was so excited to see them again. Afte that we went to the beer gardens at the Wild Onion. Had a few summer shandys (so excited for it to be summer again) and then I got sunburned. The sunburn was not the best time but everything else made up for it. Can't wait to see what I get up to next weekend.

Tags: harman superstar, night moves, Weekend

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Shafawn 61, Female, Tennessee, USA - 4 entries

Jun 2013
3:03 AM CST

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TheseWordsOfMine 29, Female, Iowa, USA - 6 entries

Jun 2013
2:41 PM CST

The End.

Merlin finally ended.�

After five long seasons, the show has finally run it's course. It's ended, and won't be coming back in the fall. I think I died. I've been there since the beginning. Since it started. Since it was a baby. I watched it grow. I grew with it. And now it's over. Done. Finished. I can't believe it.

I died so others could live. I get that now. The Merlin fandom sacrificed themselves so that the Sherlock and Whovian fandoms could survive. I'm part of both of those, but my Merlinian part just died.�

So, with that, I bid thee farewell, Merlin. You will always be remembered as a great show from my youth. I will never forget you and all that you have done. All the stories you told me; The adventures we went on together. I can't imagine life any way without you, and I wouldn't change anything for the world.�

So, goodbye. And thank you.�

The end.�

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Margaritas 32, Female, Canada - 14 entries

May 2013
4:37 PM EST

Les poètes

Comme Allen Ginsberg, mais avec moins de talent
Comme Jack Kerouack, mais avec moins de folie
Comme Paul Eluard, mais avec moins d'�legance
J'�cris sans penser, sans corriger, sans effacer
J'�cris pour t'oublier, mais souvent pour te r�sussiter
J'�cris pour t'aimer, mais souvent pour t'ha�r
J'�cris pour me retrouver, mais toujours je me perds.
Je t'�cris pour qu'un jour tu te d�cides � me r�pondre.

Tags: poète amour

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Margaritas 32, Female, Canada - 14 entries

May 2013
4:11 AM EST

de uno a cinco, al revez

Un amor basado en 5 d�as es una ilusi�n, dijo �l. Un amor basado en 4 videos repetidos durante a�os es una mentira, penso ella. Un amor basado en tres monedas recibidas con una carta es una estupidez, tendr�an que haber pensado. Un amor basado en dos a�os de no olvidar es un trastorno psicol�gico, debi� de decir alguien. �Cu�l ser�a la �nica raz�n para que intentemos de nuevo? No pregunto nadie.

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Margaritas 32, Female, Canada - 14 entries

May 2013
4:03 AM EST

A poor love

A love based on 5 days is an illusion, she said. A love based on 4 videos repeated during years is a lie, he said. A love based on 3 coins received with a weak letter is a stupidity, she would have said. A love based on 2 years of being unable to forget is a psychological disorder, he must have thought. But what would be the 1 reason to make us try again?

Tags: love, obsession

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MelFallen 50, Female, Minnesota, USA - 8 entries

May 2013
6:28 AM CST

Anti-Nick Burns!

Okay who's seen the SNL skit Nick Burns: Your Company's Computer Guy? Jimmy Fallon is in it. He's the IT guy that comes and makes fun of everyone in the office for needing help with their computers. SO much truth to that in my experience. The arrogant IT help guys who think you're sooooo dumb for not understanding everything they do. Well this is the exact oppostie case with OAC Technology.You never have to explain the history of what the IT guy did last time someone was there because OAC always sends out the same person! It's sooo nice to have one person who knows your IT history coming out and fixing problems rather than trying to have someone like me (who knows nothing of IT) try and explain it. If your company is dissatisfied with their IT consulting firm, or just looking for a new one, I suggest finding someone like OAC Technology.

Tags: IT, IT Consulting, IT firm

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