Ashleysheartandsoul's Journal

Jun 2013
7:08 AM CDT

"In the end, the love you take, is equal to the love you make."

"So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. No, I don’t think I will kiss you, although you need kissing, badly. That’s what’s wrong with you. You should be kissed often, and by someone who knows how. My heart is, and always will be, yours. It was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were supposed to be together… and I knew it. Love means never having to say you’re sorry, and so I never will." - The Note Book.�
�� I�just recently figured out what it meant to love myself and�I mean really LOVE myself. You cant possibly open yourself up and accept the vulnerabilty if you dont hole heartedly love YOU. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. He makes me feel different, different from all the girls in this world. He makes me feel scared, scared of walking out of�the room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I’m with him. He has taught me too never settle for a relationship that won’t let you be yourself. I'm selfish, impatient and insecure. I make mistakes, and at times I can be very hard to handle. But he makes it look easy. "Cause you are one of a kind, and you are all mine. I hate too see you cry, so I will be the man to whipe your tears dry."� - Words of Corey Alan Purcell.�

��I refuse to let what happened to me make me bitter. I still completely believe in love and I'm open to anything that will happen to me. I have forgiven. The heart wants what it wants. It needs love, and it craves attention; good attention. There's no logic to these things. You meet someone and you fall in love and that's that. Ive always sheltered myslef, kissed but never loved, listend but never believed, and I'd leave before I am left.. But thats different now. I kiss and I love, Ilisten and believe with all of my heart, and I am still hear. Vulnerable as ever, but I am here. The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain, but thats ok. Sometimes pain is a good thing. "Better to have lost and loved than never to have loved at all."

"I�don't know the price of your roof but the first of the month we all pay our dues
when the rain falls it doesn't rain on just�a few when the sun shine it doesn't just shine just on you. I don't know the monsters you knew but I'm trying to forget the ones I met too. Maybe you could help me? Maybe�I could help you?"
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�� "In the end, the love you take, is equal to the love you make."

Tags: #Love #Trust #Vulnerability

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