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    MsCeeGee  49, Female, Florida, USA - 4 entries
03
Mar 2007
10:48 AM EDT
   

I am trying my best to use my brain instead of my heart to deal with the "critics" in my life. Through struggles is how I change my heart and mind about people and the world. I did the best thing I have ever done for myself today. I stood up to someone that tried to degrade me with sarcasm and wit rather than anger and foul words. I realized she was using me and I was going to allow her to just so she could love me. I was trying to buy her love. I was going down the same old pattern of low self-esteem again. I was running from true and real feelings of insecurity about myself that I was unwilling to deal with. I am so happy for my knee. If it were not for my knee having a torn ligament, I would have never wanted to get healthy. Therefore,I would have never wanted to get into exercising. Through exercising, it has led me to feel good about myself and realize what I do and do not have to put up with in this world and from people. I deserve someone to love me with or without short hair. I deserve someone to love me with extra weight nor not. I THANK GOD for allowing me to see the errors in people and not allowing them to chart my course to self-destruction.
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    Carlie  50, Female, Louisiana, USA - 5 entries
03
Mar 2007
9:44 AM EST
   

Yesterday was my birthday !!! Part of my birthday weekend,we had a few friends over yesterday. Today we are having a BBQ and going bowling. Tommorrow we are going to do paintball with some friends. I am so happy!!!!!

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    XxOctoberxX  37, Female, Kansas, USA - 6 entries
03
Mar 2007
6:59 AM MST
   

hoe can one person hate me so much?
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    sky  33, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 24 entries
03
Mar 2007
9:05 AM EDT
   

hey all. i'm going to the mall so i'll be back later
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    blackroseangel  33, Female, Louisiana, USA - 27 entries
02
Mar 2007
7:37 AM CDT
   

todya was jeans day so i [put on a pair of jeans on. me and nick are going to do something after school. yay. i cnat wait. lol anyways i have this notebook and writing in it like crazy. i show my feelings. its great. anyways this summer i plan to go to jamaica with chantel. its going to be tons and tons of fun. i cant wait! well i better get back to work. byes!
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    heartbreak2007  37, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 27 entries
02
Mar 2007
8:03 AM EDT
   

Hey everyone what's up? not too much here just chilling in English class being bored because I got all my work done. Well lets see here last night I went home from work and I had just walked in the door and my cell phone rings and I looked at it and it was a 226 number and I didn't recoginize it and I picked it up and was like hello and the person was like whats up how are you doing? I was like I am doing okay who is this and the person was like it's Dustin and I was like oh okay. I was like how do you know my number I thought that your girlfriend deleted it out of your phone he was like ashley we dated for a month and it's not that hard of a number to memorize. well um...................we were talking and he isn't with his girlfriend anymore but she is pregnent and yeah. Well the thing is that she ended up coming into my gym class today and made up gym. Which sucked at first because we were in the same room but when we moved on to our activities I did ping pong and she did batmitten. Well I hope that she doesn't come into my gym class ever again and make up gym. I don't understand why she had to come in mine. I don't come in to hers so she don't need to come into mine. I want to fight her but I am older then her and I could end up going to jail. She is 17 years old and I am 18 years old. Well I don't know but this class that I am in really is getting on my nerves. These two girls that are sitting behind me are being real loud and it is getting on my nerves. Well I get out soon so it doesn't matter anyway.

225I wish that I was able to leave right now after I get done with all my homework. I can't stand being in this class. i thought that things would be different. I am going to go I will talk to you later.

Ashley
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    cutiepie2cute14  32, Female, Tennessee, USA - 4 entries
02
Mar 2007
6:42 AM EDT
   

I got a feeling 2day could be a good day. Tacorria aint sayin shit 2 me, my dad s'posed 2 come see me at skool, and Decarius is here 2day. I am hopelessly in luv with that boi and I got a boyfriend already. I need some help.
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    christysmith  38, Female, Virginia, USA - 17 entries
02
Mar 2007
12:12 PM EDT
   

"Indifference is the strongest force in the universe. It makes everything it touches meaningless. Love and hate don't stand a chance against it. " - Joan Vinge, The Snow Queen

I'm not sure what this quote means really but Love conquers all things even when you don't belive that it can. I know this for a fact love changes a person... i guess you kind of have to be there to go threw it all and understand what i mean by that.

I know i just posted a journal entry but i feel pushed to write today for what reason i am not sure. It's like i have a million things running threw my mind and don't know how to quite get them out. I was thinking about how my life has changed due to what that quote said. It's been long and hard and you know ... i made it threw the love and the hate.. nothing in life is meaningless, it is all meant to happen for a reason and if you don't understand that reason at that point and time... it may take a while but it will come to you.... but anyways i'm blabing because i'm bored in class and well i hate math so i really don't want to do any of it plus i can't find my folder. I have about 15min left of class and well... yeah...lol. So yeah have fun reading this i sound like a complete dork.. but like i said before a million things are running threw my mind... mostly about my wife.

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    christysmith  38, Female, Virginia, USA - 17 entries
02
Mar 2007
11:29 AM EDT
   

Today has been very good so far except for the fact that OVER SLEPT THIS MORNING. Lunch was awsome today.. i was suprised. Wonder what dinner is going to be like. I'm pre-testing for my Word certification... wonder how i am going to do on it. Anyways... like i said not much is going on ... just ready to go home because i miss my wife... it's going to be nice to sit down and have a beer and acctually have a break. But then when monday comes around i will probably go to work. Well hope you all are having a good week and remember THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!!!
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    jazzsoulp  40, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 32 entries
01
Mar 2007
9:28 PM EST
   

Happy 25th Birthday to the bestest Brothers life could give...May all your dreams come true...IN JESUS NAME...AMEN!
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