so its a new day...how exciting...soo yesterday i didnt go to drivin school so i have to go today BLAH! so thats how that goes...but anywayz i was harassed last nite bout who i liked lol but its my little secret til i find everything out about everything lol i'm confusing myself really...and judi thinks its this kid ricky but it DEFINITELY aint! hes sorta kinda maybe strange but hes real nice tho...big sweetheart lol...o well all good and bad things come to an end...even tho nuttins ending now :]] but yea guys are confusin like really thats why i cant stick with one for a long time lol...theres been a few recently cuz i've been hanging out with different ppl like my sis and emily, my cuzin ragan and her friends, and this gurl heather, and u kno just doin my thang as usual...but yea i gotta go write this stupid research paper so payce out nukkas!
April 3,2007
Day off. I stayed out of the house the moment I got up and got changed. I made the mistake of saying I am thinking about picking up the smoking habit again because I am stressed. Husband proceeds to tell me I shouldnt be stressed I can drive, I have freinds and family etc...I told him it was because everything around me is a war zone. He then says...is it because the house is untidy...AHHH I feel what is left of me is living. I dont know what is replacing it but...I do no I have become somewhat silent.