Jessy5211's Journal

wow its been a minute since i been on here...i think before summer..but yeah lots of shyt happened over the summer..all good tho nothing terrible happened this summer...i had fun fun fun...i got my car and all that good stuff and partied it up just about every single day...im still havin my fun tho on the weekends [and school nites] lol but yeah...i've been lookin for a job and all that good stuff and currently am tryin to stop smokin cigs but i kno as soon as payday comes around i'll be stickin it up again lol...soo yeah there was some drama this summer also and damn i dont kno where to begin wit it all...i've met a lot of new friends which its about time [no offense judi and jess] but they enjoy havin eachothers company 24/7 but when you get to goin different places u have to have a different type of person there wit you if that makes any sense at all...so yeah...i've been through fights with friends and family..been through about haha i aint even gonna say how many guys...lol me and my partner in crime were repeatedly told we were "boy crazy" but they didnt kno half of it...matter of fact they didnt kno any of it lol..but yeah i dont kno what else to say soo just leave me some comments about anythinggggggggggggggggggg

Yesterday was Memorial Day. I went swimming. Got Crunk/fucked up. Umm....It was funn...I am so going home and taking a long nap. I've been yawning non-stop since first period. It is very hott outside today, and i wonder if we are working. Probably, so i can go have a heat stroke. 10 minutes left of school. Tomorrow is seniors last day and they only have a half day so that sux. I can'twait til i get a car so i can fuckindrivemyself around. But heyy oh well i deal til i call my dad and bitch at himabout me having to"walk" everywhere even tho i really dont! And today was pretty good except for a few incidents i'd rather not explain at this moment so maybe later PACYE !@#$%^&*()

today was a good day i guess...my b- days in one week from today but i'm only gonna be 17 so not a biggie really...soo yeah theres this gurl in my grade named danielle and everybody has been telling her that i had sex with her boyfriend...shes been giving me durty looks all day but i dont care she can do what she wants nobody likes her anywayzzzz :]] just cuz i hang out wit him everybody jumps to that conclusion but heyy whatever i kno it didnt happen it dont matter if anyone else thinks different right? but i dont kno nor do i care as i said before...ohh and someone wrote all in my planner like drink a 40 and smoke a bowl, sex is good and all this other shyt and my grandma read it so now she thinks i am this alcoholic, pothead, nymphomaniac..WOOO yea gram thats me lol not really...well actually it is me haha, but anywayz thats way beside the point...today is a good day and if anybody fucks it up for me i'll fight them haha...for real for real thooo

my weekend (sat & sun) consisted of work, getting my nails done, and babysitting woooo...on sunday i babysat for 8 hours straight and i was outside the whole time soo my chest and arms and legs are burnt crisp...but i dont care cuz it will turn tan gradually...i have to get used to the sun first PAIN BEFORE GAIN! and i found a quote from this book that is so me...i mean its not a good quote to live by or anything cuz its about having to smoke while drinkin lol but its "When i drink, I can't stand not smoking. A cigarette is like the olive in my martini, the garnish waiting for me at the bottom of every glass" of course u wuld think this quote is for an alcoholic chain smoker but its really not...it just popped out at me when i read it i had to re read it a few times...soo wooo:]] umm... last period of the day i just wanna go home and do what i do...which is chilax...but yeah this sux...i got my license and now i just wanna a car my dad is lookin nd it may only take a few weeks but i cant wait lol...but then i'm like oh man i dont wanna wreck or anything but i'm a good driver i aint gonna do anything stupid cuz i actually pay attention to wats goin on around me unlike others who are careless and pay attention to everything but the road oh well there loss nd money soo byezzzz :]]

soi went to my dads today and my brother didnt really tell him that his girlfriend was pregnant but my aunt left him a voicemail that was like heyy grampa and now me n my sis think that he thinks its my 18 yr old sis thats pregnant cuz wen we went there he asked her if she was gainging weight...well lol i just laffed at the whole thing it was pretty humorous...but anywayz...todays my first day off from spring break and my sis is leavin for florida in 2 hours and i'm pretty upset i dont kno what i'm goin to do...and now in ohio they passed this law that u have to be 17 to have more than one passenger in ur car..but its ok cuz i'll be 17 by the time i get a car anywayz so its all good...but nobodys goin to abide by the new law anywayz its abunch of bull if u ask me...n well i g2g give me some feedback on my shyt lol payce

hey soo todays our last day of school for another week so i'm excited..spring break...welp actually easter break but u kno how that is schools are even more gay than usual...but yea its gonna be of the heezy fosheeezy lol but tonite i have drivin school and that pretty much sucks ass...like really...and i just talked to my guidance councelor for my schedule and i have no idea what i wanna be when i leave high school i mean wen i was asked that question as a freshman i brushed it off and said i have plenty of time to figure it out but now i'm almost a senior and i am absolutely clueless :[[ but i guess i'll HAVE to figure it out eventually cuz i aint gonna be a bum for the rest of my life...n right now i shuld be finishing my research paper but no i aint goin to cuz i dont feel like it lol...so i'm gonna listen to some old school music so payce out pplz

Soo wonderful news i'm gonna be an aunt for the first time lol..my brother is 22 and his g/f's 27 but they r gonna have a babiis but it always struck me as to why my brother likes em soo old lol...so yea nuttin interesting happened today really but tomorrows our last day til spring break wooooooooo parrty lol...but ya...its flippin snowin outside and its freezing...thats some shyt...and i got my nails done yesterday finally then i went to boring driving school but everytime i type its like a thousand times louder than usual lol...and whelp the stupid computers were down most the day but its all good now...so i've been kinda sorta maybe not really talking to this kid but he hasa girlfriend OOOPS! o well tho he sed that i shuld drink wit him one day and sometimes i find that impossible cuz hes only17 i think but i guess anythings possible i mean i get alcohol whenever i wantfrom family or friends...i just cant wait to get my licence so all this stuff is possible but i wuld never drink and drive in a million years unless it was like a life or death situation but i dont think that wuld ever happen lol...and well i think i soo went over my texting on my phone not by a lot tho and i honestly dont care lol i kno its ignorant but o well shyt happens i guess...

so its a new day...how exciting...soo yesterday i didnt go to drivin school so i have to go today BLAH! so thats how that goes...but anywayz i was harassed last nite bout who i liked lol but its my little secret til i find everything out about everything lol i'm confusing myself really...and judi thinks its this kid ricky but it DEFINITELY aint! hes sorta kinda maybe strange but hes real nice tho...big sweetheart lol...o well all good and bad things come to an end...even tho nuttins ending now :]] but yea guys are confusin like really thats why i cant stick with one for a long time lol...theres been a few recently cuz i've been hanging out with different ppl like my sis and emily, my cuzin ragan and her friends, and this gurl heather, and u kno just doin my thang as usual...but yea i gotta go write this stupid research paper so payce out nukkas!